The Love of Zarania
Section 115
Zara still continues to spill her grief on the Mother-in-law, with whom she must complain about the anxiety and fear that now haunts her when she no longer has a mother.
"Zara was afraid of pregnant Ma, Zara was afraid," Zara's voice sounded very soft and trembling implying her fear of something she did not want to happen.
"What to fear, it's destiny and you have to accept it." Andini gave understanding even though in his heart he also felt a very tightness when saying that.
She as a woman could certainly feel what Zara was feeling right now, her fear of getting pregnant from rape would be very sad and not impossible if it ended up making her daughter-in-law depressed might even be worse than that.
"Zara doesn't deserve Davi, Zara is dirty! Zara hates Zara!" Zara began to hysterically beat herself up.
"Davi won't accept Zara anymore" exclaimed Zara with her eyes still filled with tears filling her eyes and draining her cheeks that had pale skin, not as bright as usual, his nose is small but sharp was already very red because since then he constantly press with his hands so that the mucus from his nose does not flow but instead makes his nose clogged until his voice becomes nasal.
Andini tried to hold onto Zara's hands so as not to continue beating her already very weak-looking body by closing her mouth tightly not to answer what Zara said, he chooses to let Zara satisfy herself out of everything she wants to say.
"Isn't it enough since yesterday I assure you that no matter what happens I will stay with you Zara!" a loud noise from the door made the two women look there.
Davi stood at the door with a glass of milk in his hand, the man had made milk for his wife and intended to give it but he heard the words of his wife instead, the words that had been repeated many times since yesterday were like a broken cassette that completely damaged his hearing.
Zara looked at Davi with a misty look, her tears filling her two eyes which were also trembling at the words coming out of the mouth of the man she had always loved.
"I love you sincerely, since long ago until now will not change no matter what happens to you, all will never and may change.My love for you remains the same," firmly Davi with a voice that began to soften, in the bottom of his heart he did not have the heart to say loudly to the wife in the midst of the suffering that his wife felt.
"We're going to face everything together, you're pregnant and that's my son!" continue Davi with great emphasis.
While Zara was even more sobbing to hear everything, for some reason her heart even seemed to be sliced with the sincerity that Davi showed, she even felt unable to face the kindness and sincerity that her husband gave, she said, feelings of guilt will continue to arise because they do not deserve a man as good as Davi.
"Do I still deserve you? I can't even take care of myself," said Zara, making Andini reluctantly tighten her embrace.
Her mother-in-law stroked her trembling back while whispering, "stop saying such a thing Za, Davi will be very angry," andini's voice sounded so slow to give understanding to the son-in-law to no longer say things that digress, saying the origin will only make Davi disappointed because the woman he loves still doubts his sincerity in loving the woman who has become his wife.
And sure enough, just as soon as Zara finished her sentence, Davi's jaw tightened showing how much she couldn't accept the words from her wife, his hand that was still injured by hitting the mirror the other day was gripping the glass until then the glass broke in his hand and added to the wound.
"Davis! what are you doing!" peekik Andini then ran towards the child with Zara who followed him.
"Dati Davi is sicker than this Ma, Davi should what Ma, let Davi's wife believe that Davi will never stay in him," davi said as he looked at Zara who stopped his steps staring at the husband with tears that had not stopped since yesterday.
"Let's treat Mama" said Andini pulling Davi's body out of the room without answering the child's question.
"What's going on, what's going on?" Arman who heard the noise from the room panicked and ran there, the unanswered question he already knew what happened when he saw the blood coming out of his son's hand.
Andini was busy cleaning the wound and seemed to grimace at the wound on the child's hand.
"It has to be sewn," exclaimed Arman worried because of the gaping wound on the child's palm that did not even feel the slightest pain.
The child seemed silent with an empty eye not clearly staring in which direction.
"Let me take Davi to the hospital, Mama take care of Zara," ordered Arman who was taken by his wife.
Arman leads Davi out of the house and into the car, the child did not make the slightest sound even when they were already inside the hospital when a doctor asked, Davi remained silent and did not give an answer.
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