The Love of Zarania
Section 141
Zara was worried, she herself had forgotten since when the moon had not come, he who was so busy with his fear and trauma that he did not realize it was almost past two months he was no longer the arrival of monthly guests, even Davi was not aware of the change of the wife who in recent days often asked to buy food before midnight.
Anxiety just attacked Zara's body that suddenly became very cold, "it will not happen," murmured Zara while taking tissue from the dashboard of the car and cleaned the vomit that she had just released.
"Since when?" davi's voice stopped Zara's hand movements, obviously the question of what Davi was asking the woman next to him, considering they had never been in contact when they arrived in Australia and to this day, he said, and that means Davi has not earned his rights as a husband for long, willing to resist his manly instincts because he does not want to make Zara remember the rape again.
No, not because Davi did not want to accept Zara's pregnancy, all of this he had thought far when he refused Zara's request for divorce, he will prove the point of accepting Zara's pregnancy if if the woman becomes pregnant as a result of the rape his wife endured, it's just a spontaneous question that comes out of her mouth as the allegations become increasingly apparent.
Still he would have accepted the child had it not been his flesh and blood.
"I don't know!" zara said confused because in fact she had forgotten since when she no longer came the moon, what since before the incident or after, really Zara really does not remember!
"I really don't remember" Zara held her aching head from not being able to remember such an important thing at a time like this, and when Zara lowered her head she realized that her stomach was slightly protruding.
Davi took part in what Zara was seeing, in an instant Davi cursed himself who did not even notice the change in the shape of his wife's body, he said, for God's sake since experiencing trauma Zara's body does look thinner so that's what makes him not aware of changes in some parts of his wife's body.
"I can't be pregnant, right?" zara's voice sounded so heavy questioning the possibility she was so afraid of.
Davi moved to pull Zara's body into his arms and said trying to give her peace, "if pregnant is what? he's our son and we're going to raise him" Davi said.
"No, I don't want to get pregnant!" exclaiming Zara was angry, obviously she did not want to conceive the son of the bastard who had raped her, just imagined it Zara was very hysterical and now everything she imagined it would become a reality.
Until finally Zara felt it was free to try to recover from the trauma she experienced if finally there had to be another bitter statement that would shake her soul.
"Suuut, don't say anything else" Davi rubbed Zara's shoulder.
When he reached the apartment Zara immediately ran into the room leaving Davi who tried to follow him, at this time the man certainly will not allow Zara to be alone even though since earlier he felt the vibration of the cellphone in his pocket indicating there is a message coming in.
"Don't be like this Za" Davi went into the room and found his wife sitting in the corner of the bed hugging both of his legs.
"Then I have to what if the truth is I'm pregnant!?" joked Zara was not happy with Davi's words, she felt Davi even acted very calm as if everything he feared was not a big thing.
Davi sat down in front of Zara and gave a look that Zara valued was much different than the old one, the man's gaze was no longer warm and there was no more affection for her, no more affection for her, is it possible that Davi is already completely saturated with it? if saturated then why does the man still continue to show the attitude as a husband who cares so much for his wife? how could this man pretend?
Davi did not answer the question that Zara asked, the man just silently looked at the woman whose face had been flooded by tears.
"Do you no longer have love for me?" spontaneously Zara asked the thing that made Davi jerk in shock clearly visible from the look of the face that the man showed at this time.
"Don't ask the impossible!" debunk Davi, of course until now he still loves the woman in front of him very much, just somehow this few weeks he felt a little saturated, a little saturated, feeling tired and in a dilemma when she realizes for too long she has not been able to touch the woman she loves.
"You better rest Za, it's late at night we'll talk again tomorrow," Davi's orders that his hand now pull Zara's body to sleep, allowing the pillow to make her head comfortable.
Zara tilted her body back at Davi who was now putting a blanket on her, zara's teardrops grew as Davi walked out of the room leaving herself behind, taking her phone out of her pocket, and Zara saw it all.
The door closed tightly after the room lights were turned off, Zara did not sleep even now the woman was sitting on the bed and slowly lowering her legs one by one, holding back his steps so as not to make a sound and then go to the door, he really did not intend to peek at what Davi did just that he did not want there to be a lie that Davi did behind him.
With a very careful movement Zara lowered the door handle so as not to make a sound she did not see Davi in the living room made Zara also walked quietly towards the workroom of the husband, who was not there, now his heart is like racing in the midst of problems that continue to squeeze him.
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