The Love of Zarania
Section 137
Zara was already standing in the courtyard of the apartment that she and her husband lived in, it feels like this is the first time after marriage she came out alone without being accompanied by her husband, she said, although before marriage he was quite familiar with this country but somehow still feels foreign to him.
The woman felt an afternoon gust of wind pounding her skin, lucky this afternoon not too many people who passed around the apartment certainly helped him a little to overcome the undeniable fear of starting to get into it when he just stepped next to his feet from the apartment door.
Still there is a small turmoil of fear that could suddenly become big without he can control.
No need to wait for long finally the woman Zara was waiting for also showed her nose, the trunk of her nose, the two women immediately embraced very tightly as if they were venting a longing because ever since Zara got married and decided to stop being a real professional flight attendant since the first woman dreamed they would no longer meet, only exchange news and stories through messages or phone calls.
"I'm sorry it's a hassle" Zara let go of a hug and spoke while slightly bowing her body, apologizing very sincerely because she knew Titi should be having fun with her other friends right now, but since yesterday the woman is now even busy helping him recommend psychologists until he had to return he bothered to accompany her.
"It doesn't need to be like this, I'm like your brother and your friend" Titi said, not liking Zara and apologizing to her.
"I've been bothering Mbak, shouldn't you be walking around with the others now" Zara said.
"I've been walking around a lot in this country, so it's pretty boring," sahut Titi with her clenching eyes tried to melt the atmosphere even though she knew Zara's condition was impossible to make the woman cheerful as before if all that the woman had experienced had not disappeared from his mind.
Zara breathed out of her warm mouth inversely proportional to the Australian weather that was in winter two days ago.
"Did you really forbid your husband to drop off?" Titi seems to be still very curious because what she saw so far was Davi who loved Zara so much, so it would feel very unlikely if the man allowed the woman he loved to fight alone to be able to return to being a normal person as usual.
For the second time Zara exhaled a longer breath this time before moving her lips to say the words she had spoken while they were talking on the phone.
"I don't want to bother him, I don't want to burden him, he's tired enough with work and I'm like this, who sometimes can't control anything that's on my mind, I even suspected her of having an affair" Zara smiled cynically considering how scared she was when she saw her husband talking to Claire.
"Aren't I being too outrageous? Davi's been so good to me but what am I doing? I accuse him of cheating, that absurd thought just came because Davi ignored me and was busy with his business partner" Zara said with pain and regret.
Titi was not able to say anything more to hear the narration for the sake of speech that Zara complained, Zara who she knew was very cheerful changed drastically even already like Zara who several years became her junior in flight.
"Haaaaaahhhh," Titi warmed her hands that were so cold that she intended to divert the conversation so that Zara would no longer talk about it as it would only make Zara even more sorry for her husband.
Of course Titi will not take Zara on the bus because of course there will be many people, especially men, better to avoid something that will make Zara afraid rather than regret afterwards.
Before long they finally arrived at the practice of the psychologist whose plan today will immediately hold counseling for Zara.
"I went in first Ma'am," said Zara to Titi who was asked to wait in the waiting room not far from the room entered by Zara.
"Yes, believe me that after this you will be much better," Titi encouraged as she raised her hand.
Zara flashed a smile from her face that was no longer radiant, it looks much paler and more haggard because the burden of the mind plus the woman also does not apply powder or cursing lipstick to dye her lips are now pale pink.
Zara opened the door and her eyes immediately caught a woman with a very friendly face sitting on the chair behind the desk with a signboard of the psychologist who now gives a smile to Zara, the woman who called him and made an appointment.
"Please sit down" said young psychologist Aleyara.
Aleyara's friendly face is indispensable for professions like her that deal with people with psychiatric problems or trauma like the one Zara is currently experiencing.
Zara was sitting right opposite Aleyara who was now asking for her name and also where she lived in the style of getting acquainted like a new friend, impressed very relaxed before they started the next session.
At the moment Zara really feels relaxed because she feels she met the right psychologist for herself and hopes this effort succeeds so as not to ignore the biological needs of the husband just because of the shadow of the rape always haunting.
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