The Love of Zarania

Section 125

A line of words that had just been thrown from the mouth of the woman in front of him suddenly made Ipul unable to blink even once, although she had actually thought of it when she kissed Zara but it was still hard for her to believe because she thought Hanna had truly forgiven her and was willing to start over with her to keep going the wedding.

But in fact, Hanna said without thinking that a few days ago they had just got engaged even though it was very simple because it was only attended by the closest relatives even Davi and Zara did not attend the event the engagement.

If you do not want to get married why not say it from the beginning before they are engaged, Ipul was made to massage his temple repeatedly while ******b* his breath sounds very long.

"Why just say it now?" ask Ipul later.

"I'm sorry" said the big-eyed woman in front of him.

Unexpectedly, Ipul grabbed both hands of Hanna and then grasped them very tightly while his eyes looked into the eyes of the woman who he knew very well that in his mind was now raging all anxiety over what was happening ever happened.

And it is very clear how Hanna still loves the man in front of her so much just from the look of her eyes and the eyeballs that began to shake indicating there is sadness that is hiding.

"Tell me the truth about everything you feel, about the anxiety in your heart that I can feel" Ipul said without taking a second of his eyes but instead looked at her more deeply and intensely.

Hanna's lips began to move slowly indicating that soon the woman would give an answer from the opposite sex in front of her, from the man who now wears the same engagement ring with him because it is indeed the ring they pinned on their fingers during the last engagement.

"Why are you still asking? don't you realize what I still feel?" answer Hanna quickly.

Ipul raises both eyebrows even though he actually feels afraid if Hanna really wants to cancel the wedding but she tries to stay calm, all he needs to do now is continue to convince the woman who has been willing to accompany him for several years to believe that he will sincerely forget his love for Zara and continue to move on to realize the marriage that is indeed he promised Hanna a long time ago.

Will forget? doesn't that mean that even now he still has feelings for his cousin's sister's wife?

Aye! because in fact forgetting someone who has been loved for a long time is very difficult even more Zara is the love of her school, although most people say it is a love of monkeys but it does not mean for Ipul.

"I have apologized and you have forgiven me, I have also promised to throw all my feelings on other women and learn to love you" said Ipul.

Hanna opened her mouth as if she did not believe what the man who had the status of her fiance said, honest words that she finally knew and really made her more disappointed.

"So you never loved me?"

Hanna's voice sounded so slow and full of pain like being hit with a big hammer to crush her body.

Indeed, he was even more convinced to withdraw from marriage, rather than having to marry and marry a man who did not love him and would only learn to love him.

What kind of insolent confession is being made by a Saipul Gunawan today?

Truly a mistake that even further complicates the situation of the two of them, adds to the silence in his relationship with a woman because of his own words.

Ipul was silent to realize his honesty in speaking, honesty because he had said things that only he should have known, without anyone else let alone the woman he would marry later.

"I'm sorry Han, but that's exactly what happened" said Ipul.

"If you never loved then why did you approach me? promises all the wonderful dreams of the future! you should never have done that!" jolt Hanna was angry and did not accept the fact that she was only made an escape.

Hanna smiled cynically at Ipul's defense.

"I meant what I said to get married."

"To make me your shield?!" sergeant Hanna fast.

"Hanna!" snapped Ipul not received.

"I can't believe that the once gentle Hanna turned into this," said Ipul when remembering that Hanna never once said loudly in front of him like now let alone show a very cynical smile to him.

She was guilty but she felt that Hanna was no longer the Hanna she had known a few years ago.

"If you want to cancel our marriage, then I agree, we cancel all plans that have been prepared," firmly, Ipul finally made Hanna who had been silent down to hear the words of Ipul was finally raised her face in disbelief.

Not believing Ipul agreed to cancel the marriage, shouldn't the man try to persuade him?

"I take you home," said Ipul while standing from his seat indicating there is nothing more they need to talk about in the cafe which is now starting to look lonely because it is approaching closing hours.

In fact, Hanna felt her world spinning so quickly that she closed her eyes filled with tears that finally came out through the slit of her eyelids.

Her dream of marrying the man she loves was shattered because of the fear she felt and the truth that she was never loved.

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