The Love of Zarania

Section 136

Armed with a cellphone and help from Titi, his former senior when he was a flight attendant, Zara finally surfed on the internet looking for a psychologist who could help her.

"How's it?" ask Titi Kala Zara to call her.

"I've got a phone number and a place to practice" Zara told me.

Since early in the morning, the woman has been busy with her cellphone calling Titi who is still sleeping very soundly because she had spent the night at the entertainment venue with her other flight attendant friends.

"Hmm, good," said Titi with her eyes fixed, closed, it seemed that the woman was still very sleepy but she forced herself to answer the phone from her former junior son who she knew what his condition was like.

Of course Titi and Reni know what has happened to Zara because they are both closest friends of Zara when she became a flight attendant and until finally Zara decided to no longer join them to make them sad and feeling very lost but they promise to keep communicating and telling each other everything they experience.

Even when she first found out what happened to Zara, Reni cried all night because she was so hurt by the depraved people who had made Zara what she is now.

"But I need your help, Ma'am" said Zara, a little hesitant because she was afraid that what she asked would bother Titi because she would only be in Australia for a few days, Zara believes the woman wants to have as much fun as they often did when they stopped by before their plane had to take off with passengers.

"What's? just say," Titi gasped quickly and sat back on the bed she was in with Reni.

"Please accompany me" said Zara softly and faintly.

Titi was silent for a moment as she was thinking because of a question she might not feel good about, but she finally ventured to ask, "your husband, can't she accompany you?" really Titi is confused is not a time like this a husband who should be cooling his wife who is in a point of depression like this because the husband who knows more about his wife than others like him although quite familiar with Zara but never witnessed for himself how depression or trauma that Zara experienced suddenly appeared.

"He's too tired to take care of me, I don't want to bother him anymore" Zara's voice sounded like holding back tears when it came to remembering Davi.

"But.."

"If Mbak can't, it's okay I can go alone," Zara cut down not letting Titi continue her words.

"Okay, I'll be with you" Titi said at last.

The flight attendant will certainly not let Zara go alone in this country although she is no stranger to it, but she knows in this country Zara also has no one but her husband, who is not a stranger to her, moreover, letting Zara travel was in her unstable state as she was now.

"Thank you Ma'am, I'm very grateful" Zara said sincerely.

"Yes, call me again if you have made an appointment with the psychologist" Titi said.

Zara nodded though invisibly with her mouth muttering.

Davi came in just as Zara had just turned off her phone.

"Later in the afternoon I'm going to see a psychologist" Zara said, stopping Davi's steps.

"I'll be with you" said Davi.

Davi's eyes squinted as if he did not believe what he had just heard from his wife, how could Zara choose to be accompanied by others rather than her? davi really doesn't think out.

Zara who realized Davi did not accept what he said immediately said, "nothing will happen to me, after all yesterday I heard there is still a lot of work to be done," zara hatch.

After saying that Zara took a towel and gave it to the husband who looked at her so intensely, the gaze full of questions and for a moment Davi was sure Zara felt disappointed towards him.

"Go take a bath" said Zara gently, pushing her husband's body into the bathroom.

Zara exhaled a breath that had felt so tight since, really so tight her chest that she had to close her eyes to breathe normally again.

And when her husband was in the bathroom Zara heard her husband coughing, the constant coughing made Zara rush out of the room and into the study next to their bedroom.

Zara came in and went straight to the table and found a lot of cigarette butts there.

Zara sighs heavily believing that what makes Davi cough is a cigarette that even her husband never smoked even though only one stem and now Zara's eyes even see a lot of cigarette marks scattered even more than he imagined.

With a feeling of sadness the woman also collected cigarettes on the table and also that this morning had been squeezed and stepped on by the husband.

Throw it in the trash and sweep the room and spray it with room fragrance so that there is no smell of cigarettes left.

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