
"Sick," Aura held her head, she held her head because she did not know where the pain was. Their conversation continues.
"When this isn't completely true I'm going to break up with him, it's not as comfortable as this." Aura.
"Otherwise what you'd expect with a guy like that, he'd only hurt you." Denis said he started reading his book again.
"Yes, it's called love." Said Aura sighing.
"Love all you eat." Denis said coldly. The aura just grinned indistinctly.
"It will be like me who is free, you will be free with a feeling called love." Denis offered his behavior.
"Sorry, I'm not interested. I told you I'm not the kind of person you are. I won't spread this pain to others who don't know anything about me, I don't want to see people also feel pain the way I feel." Aura.
"Would you just stop your bad behavior, you'd just hurt someone else playing around with someone's feelings are not good." Aura's remarks suggested a favor for Denis.
"I want to change, but for that do you want to help me?" ask Denis.
"Okay, I'll help you as much as I can, until you find someone you really like." Aura replied, she wants to help Denis.
"Really?" asked Denis again looking at Aura.
"Of course you're not my friend, I'll do what's best for you." Obviously Aura made Denis a little bit unaccepted with Aura's confession that considered herself just a friend. The aura that said like that also felt something stuck in his heart but he was not very aware of it.
"Ah I have a course now, talking to you does not really mean anything with feelingank. Thanks for listening to my story. I go first," said Aura leaving Denis still sitting in his chair.
"Yes, if you want to tell me again I'll listen to all your stories." Denis said to Aura then continued his book reading because his class lecture hours had not yet begun.
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Aura who was walking around in the middle of the city that day after college because she had to buy some college supplies. And finding that Riyan was dating another woman, Aura caught Riyan making out with her. A woman of her age.
Aura and Riyan were four years older than him. Aura liked the man because Aura liked a mature man like Riyan.
Aura came to Riyan at that time, not intending to disturb but he wanted to ask for certainty to the man, he wanted to ask for a good breakup with Riyan, he would not continue his relationship again.
"Riyan," Aura scolded her trying to strengthen herself so as not to cry now. Riyan looked surprised.
"Can we just talk for a moment," Aura said to Riyan.
"I borrow your guy for a moment, there's a need for that." Said Aura trying to smile kindly, she did not want the woman to know that she and Riyan had not officially broken up. Then Ryan followed Aura.
"Why are you here?" riyan asked, holding Aura's shoulder, but the girl brushed the man's hand away.
"I don't want to talk to Yan anymore, I want us to break up." Aura's eyes had started to tear up and she ended up crying as well. He rubbed his tears that fell trying to toughen up but apparently could not.
"It's okay," said Aura still crying, actually Riyan did not have the heart to see such Aura because Riyan knew Aura was a very good woman. He won't be angry about it.
"If you want to hit me just hit Ra," said Riyan offering to beat up Aura, Riyan knew that Aura was a tomboy girl. He told Aura like that so as not to regret between them.
"I'm not going to do it, silly." Aura was still talking while wiping her tears.
"I'm sorry, Aura, I'm already dating her." Said Riyan, Aura shook her head.
"Umm, it's okay. If it makes you happy, I'll take it." Aura tried to smile.
"So what do you want to be friends with me?" riyan asked not to have any enemy words between them.
"Of course, this might be the best." Said Aura smiling brightly now although with her eyes all over crying, Riyan asked her to shake hands with Aura and Aura immediately replied back to her.
"Riyan thank you for taking your time and attention, and I'm sorry if anything went wrong and couldn't be the woman you wanted to be. I'm sincere now." Said Aura letting go of Riyan's hand and passing away, the man could not say anything more.
Maybe he really felt so guilty for already hurting the feelings of the girl who was so sincere in loving him more than anything.
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On the way home Aura's tears kept dripping down. Aura kept trying hard to make the tears stop but could not for a while. His heart really felt pain now. Aura continued to wipe her tears.
Denis saw Aura at that time because he had accidentally met on the street, but when Denis rebuked him Aura did not answer him and instead went running away, he did not want Denis to see himself crying like that, Aura was really embarrassed to be found crying.
"Why not a girl." Inner Denis was curious but he could not follow Aura as he normally would because he was also in a hurry to do something.
"Why else, Denis was there. I hope he doesn't see me crying anymore, I can be ridiculed." Inner Aura did not want to argue with Denis at the moment.
Even so Aura felt a little relieved because of the presence of Denis, because of the presence of the man he was a little able to forget the pain of his heart.
Aura thought for a while, maybe he could open his heart to Denis but then he threw away his intentions, he could not believe that easily with any man now. Moreover, Denis, the man is a playboy man who has many women, Aura one woman who became the mistress of Riyan he can not forgive her to return, he could not forgive her, what else with a free man like Denis he would suffer from a broken heart.
Her experience dating Riyan was a valuable experience for her to choose the right man to be with. If Aura was not careful anymore in choosing everything would end up the same again, Aura would feel heartbreak a second time and Aura did not want that to happen.
Aura calms herself down, she still has many friends. He's not alone.
He can still be strong for now, I don't know what happens next Aura will try to deal with it.
"I must be strong, I must rise, I must not be sad for this cake."Aura encouraged herself.
"Courage me!" Aura flailed her chest stiffening herself.
In the end, heartache is not as easy as Aura thought to be able to heal and get through it. For the heartbroken Aura, the cure was just time passing and now the wounds Aura received were still very new, he could do nothing but accept his pain now and try to make peace with it.