
It has been a week since Aura's phone was repaired. The Aura routine has returned as usual, which is a nerd who does not care about the surrounding. He was busy doing college work. Going to the library is just a moment to look for the necessary books. He has not seen Denis for a long time, it seems like Denis is just as busy as Aura.
Due to the busyness of the Aura as well, Aura and Riyan have been in contact less and less lately. Riyan also seemed to have been busy lately about something that Aura herself did not know about either.
During the nearly two months that Aura was dating Riyan, Aura could be said to have almost never contacted Riyan first, instead of never but very rarely did Aura contact Riyan first. The reason Aura did not do that he did not want to interfere with Riyan's work as well as he did not want to also show his great love for Riyan.
It's just that lately, Riyan seemed to be not excited when messaging with Aura. The last time Aura's message was sent to Riyan was only read. From that day on Aura never contacted Riyan again and vice versa.
Aura who was from the beginning felt that something was blocking from Riyan's attitude intended to give up on his relationship. He does not want to fight for a love that is one-sided.
Only Aura liked and cherished Riyan sincerely. As for Riyan, Aura did not know the man's true feelings, even though Riyan was considerate towards Aura but that was not because she also had the same feelings as Aura. Aura has been aware of that for a long time. But, because of Aura's sincere feelings he was sure that one day his feelings would be reciprocated, but it was not.
The aura no longer wanted to drag on in her worries. Perhaps accepting the heartache now for Aura was the best way for her, rather than her becoming regretful one day. If Riyan really loved her Aura was sure the man would definitely return to her side.
Aura lives her own busy life, lately the girls who like to disturb her are also rarely seen maybe also because it is as busy as Aura. And it just so happens that they also know that lately Denis and Aura are not close anymore.
From a distance Denis and Aura were often seen looking at each other but Aura did not want to think about the man in her life, because Aura was already dissolved in her own mind now.
He does not really care about Denis, so Denis seems he is busy with his own busyness, lately Denis spent a lot of time with his friends. And when Aura came home from college every day to find Denis who always bergonta changing women as friends home.
Seeing that Aura did not want to think of anything else about the man. Because her relationship that had been stretched with Riyan was more burdensome to Aura's mind now and it was more than anything else. To forget that, Aura tried to concern herself with her college assignments and was quite successful, although only for a moment she could forget her thoughts about Riyan.
However, if the busyness is over or is contemplating itself in the room of his boarding house Aura looks shed tears. He was really sad because of that.
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That morning Aura woke up late, he hardly had time to cook anything plus last night he forgot to eat because he was busy contemplating his turmoil and today he should not miss his meal time again, wrong-wrong he could fall ill, it would definitely be very troublesome if that happened and Aura would not let that happen.
With a very short time, Aura took her time to just cook instant noodles and eggs ceplok that he had not had time to eat it and chose to make the noodles and eggs ceplok as lunch because it is impossible he went to his campus cafeteria, Aura was afraid of being bullied.
After all the items were felt complete Aura hurriedly came out of his boarding room and ran towards his campus.
Aura finally arrived in front of her faculty gate right now, breathlessly exhausted but her face looked listless due to the burden of her mind, even because his mind was still going everywhere Aura did not even see Denis who wanted to greet him even though their distance was quite close beside him.
Denis also undoes his intention to greet Aura with an inexplicable face. Maybe he was disappointed, I don't know.
Arriving in class, "Aura why is your face lethargic? I guess people don't eat it." Tanya Desta was worried about Aura. Aura then put on her sad face in front of Desta.
"Why, Ra?" desta asked as she rubbed the top of Aura's head.
"Riyan changed Des, some days she's not heard." Clear Aura.
"Patience to Ra, even as a friend I can't help you much about your problems." Said Desta feeling bad.
"Father Des, you've just given me your shoulder to lean on when sad like this, I've been happy Des. You are my true friend." Said Aura still hugging Desta.
"I'll definitely help you as much as I can Ra." Desta.
"Still Des," said Aura.
Not long after that the course began. Aura seemed unfocused with her lesson. He felt bad now, he felt lethargic from hunger but felt no appetite to eat either.
The lesson was over and lunch break was over.
"Ra, do you want me to buy you something in the cafeteria?" tanya Desta understood the distress of her best friend, who could not go to the cafeteria for fear that there would be something bothering her.
Unlike when going with Denis, at that time the canteen visitors were not too crowded because it was past lunchtime. Plus the Denis that makes the girls fans afraid to act ugly in front of Denis, because somehow they want to look perfect in Denis' eyes.
Some of them think of Aura as one of the women changing Denis so there are some people who do not care about Denis who are with Aura everywhere. But there are also envious because they can't get that close to Denis.
In essence, there was no way they would disturb Aura so blatantly as long as Aura was by Denis' side.
"I brought Des, you go to the cafeteria first. Okay." Okay." Said Aura not wanting to trouble Desta. Because of Aura's horn this morning he forgot his wallet and left it in his room.
Aura's focus was completely gone today. Not wanting to trouble Desta anymore he did not intend to borrow Desta's money and preferred to eat his luggage, after all Aura did not tell Desta that he did not eat from yesterday.
"When I haven't really broken up with Riyan yet, I'm not necessarily going to be heartbroken. But, I've become like this just out of disgust. How about a broken heart, how would it be?" inner Aura asked herself, to be honest she did not want to be what she is today, she was afraid that her value would drop. An anxious aura to himself, even though in his heart something was propping up it would not dissipate his senses.
Aura has the principle of love may but do not want to be fooled, heartbreak can be just as long as not crazy. That is the principle of Aura. However, still his heart acted the opposite of Aura's wishes.
It is possible that instant noodles and egg claps are enough to block the hunger in the stomach of Aura, because at this time Aura is in a bad appetite. Although he did not want it to happen to his body, but he could not fight it.
At the Aura campus there are regulations that prohibit eating in the classroom because there is a special dining place for those who bring supplies.
Aura finally chose a hidden place she met while running from Denis at that time. A place free from campus regulations.