The Love of Alika

The eps 39

    “Crazy lo, Al! How are you doing that anyway?!” nadia cried when she heard all of Alika's stories about her declaration of love to Lian last night. Alika believes the entire class can definitely hear the words of her best friend.

    “Lo can make small sound! You want to embarrass me in front of the kids?” hiss Alika.

    “Sorry, Al. I can't believe you dare to do that.”

    “Gue misses PD, Nad. I never thought long before all my actions.”

    “Yes, don't regret it. All of this happened. The important thing is to reveal all your heart to him. Than in the pendem even be eating ati alone right?”

Alika did not comment on Nadia's words. This morning Alika was not feeling the taste to go to school. Had it not been for his Mamah's coercion, he would have chosen to confine himself in the room all day. He felt reluctant to meet Lian. It was more appropriate that he felt ashamed if he had to meet Lian.

    “Gue what now, Nad? I'm really embarrassed to see Lian. I'm a girl, I shot first, and the ending I even rejected her. Where do I put my face?” Alika took a deep breath.

His mind is in a rage. The sadness, disappointment, shame all swirled to form a storm in his little brain. As a result, Alika was unable to hide the look of a gloomy face from her beautiful face.

    “What if you try to avoid that feeling? And you go back to being his best friend kayak first.”

    “I don't think I can do that Nad. I love him already. I always feel happy when Deket is with him. And I can be myself if it's the same again him.”

Alika believes she did the right thing. And there was nothing for him to regret. Alika has found sincerity and honesty in Lian. Alika also felt that Lian's presence gave her a lot of meaning and change.

    “How important is your relationship with Radit? Are you sure you are not trying to make love with him?”

Alika shook her head weakly, “Gue really can't love Radit. And I also can't if I have to escape my feelings to Lian.”

Slowly tears began to flow down Alika's cheeks. He could no longer bear the grief that was growing increasingly piercing his heart.

Nadia who had been sitting in front of Alika, hurriedly wiped away the girl's tears. He did not want a class to know about Alika's problem. Nadia rubbed Alika's shoulders gently, trying to ease the turbulent sadness in her best friend's heart.

He knew very well the disappointment Alika was facing. But the reckless actions of Alika really made Nadia shock and did not run out of thought. Worse yet, Alika insists on not forgetting her feelings for Lian. And that made Nadia unable to comment.

    “Gini ajah, Al. You do not need to forget your feelings to him. Enough of rasain himself. Because loving the same person is not the wrong thing. But you also can not put hope with him, not necessarily he will change his mind the same decision last night. What is clear is that you cannot stay away from him because of this problem. Tetep think of him as a friend you often fight with. Ok Darling?”

Alika smiled bitterly at the advice of her best friend. Deep down, Alika tries to strengthen herself to keep believing that someday Lian will definitely open her heart to him.