The Love Never Loses

Chapter 88 Not Missing Let alone Expecting a Return 1

“You, don't hold your wife talking to another man?” deli asked astonished by Hendrik's calm demeanor.

“Hemmmm,” Hendrik shook his head giving an answer.

“Why?” Deli was still shrouded in curiosity.

He landed his body back on the chair waiting for an answer. Hendrik raised his hand to call the waiter. The servant's foot steps towards them and approaches. The waiter greeted kindly, and went back after Hendrik had ordered a drink.

“You're Denny's fiancee?” Hendrik did not answer and asked the question with a probing look. The beautiful girl before him turned her gaze not daring to stare. He knew the girl was lying. Hendrik's question made him nervous.

“Huem,” Deli replied slowly not opening her mouth, but it sounded clear in Hendrik's ears. Inwardly condemns the lies he has made. He did not know why his mouth could speak to Jesika claimed to be Denny's fiancee. Jesika makes Denny run for him that night when he wakes up from a drunken stupor. Deli was very upset to see Denny's attitude.

“You lied,” Hendrik's accusation made Deli even more nervous. “Don't make up, Denny won't get engaged to a girl he doesn't love,” Hendrik further emphasizes the last sentence.

“You know Denny?” Deli asked back, her curiosity reappeared.

“Iya,” Denny replied casually. Hendrik's eyes stared at the waiter who came with the drink. Put it on the table and pass away leaving them. “Minum,” Denny saw the glass the girl still contains.

“Jesika also knows him?” Deli did not pay attention to the drinks presented.

“Very, very familiar with him,” Hendrik sipped a little of his drink. Deli's eyes grew bigger hearing the answer. Hendrik put a smile on the corner of his lips. Staring at the shadow of Jesika's face in the glass from the reflection of the golden yellow.

Outside the restaurant, Jesika continued to accelerate her pace.

“Beautiful.ah Jesika. You should've just sat there, pretending you didn't understand what he said. Now, he's suspicious and following.” He patted his forehead and spoke in his own heart. His ears could hear the footsteps that followed.

Denny reached out his hand, reaching for the girl's hand before him. Holding and pulling with the lead step in front.

Jesika was surprised, her body was also interested in bringing footsteps following Denny. “Let go, what are you doing? Let go, you'll regret being rude to me.” He tried to pull over and let go of Denny's handrails. His efforts were in vain, Denny's hands clasped tightly.

Denny glanced at the door of the emergency staircase, then carried his steps towards there. The door was pushed firmly, and both passed through the open door and then closed again.

Jesika was pushed against the wall, both Denny's hands clutching the wall to the left-right of Jesika's body. The distance between the two faces was very close to Denny's gaze diving into Jesika's eyes.

“What are you doing? Let go of me, we don't know each other. You're so rude, your actions I'll report.” Jesika's voice rose, she was scared and her body trembled. The man before him was ready to devour him round and round at this moment. “Where are you Hendrik, why don't you help me?” Jesika cursed Hendrik inwardly, letting Denny take him away.

Denny grinned at Jesika's rant. His brain turned back memories ten years ago.

“You're shaking, what are you afraid of? You scared of me?” Denny desperately wants to hug the girl he misses so much. His heart was breaking, his desire had reached the depths. The face that he had been afraid of forgetting was now before him.

“No, I'm not afraid. What do you want?” His heart was pumping faster and faster, unable to resist the sharp gaze turning lethargic into longing.

“You.” Answer Denny slowly.

“You've gone mad,” Jesika tries to hold back, she should be able to endure the pretense.

“Yes, I'm crazy. I want to hate you but I can't. I'm afraid to forget your face. Why don't you trust me and hang by my side? Who are you to manage with whom I should live? You tricked me, with death? You're so outrageous.” Denny held back the anger, bowing his head until it stuck to Jesika's forehead.

“Who are you talking about?” Jesika is still building his defensive fort. He doesn't want to go back in time. The gaze of the two eyes united was only an inch apart.

“You don't pretend anymore. I already know everything. Although Hanna didn't tell, but I found out by accident. I wanted to run for you, but you managed to tie me up with him. Forgive me for being unfaithful, please forgive.” Denny moved both hands holding the Exquisite cheeks. Their noses share oxygen together.

“You are wrong sir, I am not the person you mean.” Jesika brushed Denny's hands away, pushed her body away from Denny.

Denny turned around, pulled up Jesika's arm and hugged her tightly from behind.

“I miss, very-very miss. How long will you disappear? Come back, you've sacrificed enough. Don't do it again, you torture me until I want to die. I love you so much,” Denny's face is approaching and Denny's chin is perched on Jesika's shoulder. He didn't want to let go of his embrace.

“I'm sorry I'm gone, he needs you more than me. Hanna wasn't the only reason I had to leave either. I'm sorry for my decision. I have chosen my path. Our paths are different, we cannot unite. Continue your life, I'm just the past and forget myself.” Words that cannot be spoken. He just stood still and was able to speak in his heart. She doesn't want to accept Mama Denny's hateful look and threats when she reunites with Denny back. The happiness of living with Denny is not on her side. He was just a short stopover, not a berth.

Denny loosened his embrace, turned his body facing him back and raised his face staring at the black bead of the pujaan girl.” Lovely, come back to me. Please don't go again. Have mercy on my broken heart. Can you sacrifice to live with me?” Tears flowed from the corner of Denny's sad eyes. His heart was very sick, his painkiller was only one that was the girl standing before him.

“Who Is Beautiful? Does he look like my face? The basis of my face is very market, maybe I should do plastic surgery after this misunderstanding.” Jesika makes a deflector's words hoping Denny believes her and lets go.

“Shut your mouth, don't deny it anymore. Please, come back to being you don't live in pretense. Your name is not Jesika, you are Lovely my wife,” Denny's eyes plead. She can't be wrong, she knows Beautiful changed her name to Jesika.

“Ohhhh sir, do not continue this misunderstanding. You're gonna be dealing with a guy out there. He won't accept your statement.” Again Jesika makes excuses to deflect Denny's words. His brain had to figure out how to get away from Denny.

“Yes I'm beautiful, I'm sorry. Better like this, don't expect me back, Beautiful” is silent still words in the heart, not answering to let Denny with his guess.

“Your silence is the answer. You're paying me back for marrying Hanna? But that's what you want? You want that, I'm with him for the rest of his life. You're still my wife, how can you marry her. Say?” Denny turned around, clenched his hands and fired a punch at the wall. Red liquid flowed in his fingerbook. His hands hurt not as much as the wound in his heart. He felt guilty and betrayed.

“Master, don't hurt yourself. You have to accept this reality,” Water pooled in the eyes of Beautiful. He looked away and twitched his eyelids to hold back the tears. His ability was just to cry inwardly seeing Denny's pain.

“Ahhhhhhhhhhhh,” Denny shouted loudly releasing a stifling anger to his chest.

“What reality do you mean huh? Accept you've married another man? You were great, from the beginning you didn't love me. I'm the fool who's been in love. You left with your decision and so easily forgot me. You married another man, while I was shackled with my love. Disappear in front of me, you're dead. I won't miss, much less hope for you back,” Denny's voice growled and sharpened his eyes. His gaze kills looking for prey. Anger has crossed the line, as if coming out of the crown on his head.

Beautiful take a step back and turn the body. Step closer to the door and grab the handle. Opens wide, disappearing behind it while the door closes back.

“I managed to build up the hate in your heart, it's better for us.” Beautiful running with tears.

Denny's body collapsed to the floor, sat down and bowed. A man as strong as he could not resist the tears spilling down his cheeks. Holding his chest that felt very painful like a dagger. His breath was heavily stuck in his throat. The pain whipped along the flowing blood vessels. His love place docked has vanished without a trace.

The black-framed night sky, dotted with studded yellow dots of starlight visible from a distance. Her beauty could not comfort a broken heart and eyes bathed in a clear liquid. Sad, sad, sick or suffering from words that are unable to represent the feelings of Beautiful and Denny tonight. Two people are supposed to be united, but the destiny line is still reluctant to unite. Why or why, both words have the same meaning that deserves to represent the question. Only He knows the reason behind all that is implied.

Denny walked weakly, entering the room space. The red liquid seemed to be drying out, his hands were swelling. He ignored, sitting on the floor on the edge of the bed. Pull both legs, embrace tightly and drown the face above the knees. His body seemed to be swaying, because of the crying that spilled back.

Lovely to lay her body at Saka's side, hugging and kissing her son who was already sound asleep. He is the only one who is longing, lonely, and suffering. He was the only force to breathe. She is the only sign of love from the man she loves so much. It's beautiful to close your eyes, but you can't fall asleep. “Disappear from before me, you are dead. I won't miss, much less hope you come back,” Denny's voice burrows loudly in his ear. A thread of clear liquid flowed back to accompany spending the rest of the night.

Dawn was shining, slowly turning dark. Its light bewitches the souls awake from the warm blanket.

Nia slowly opened her reluctant eyelids awake. That little body, get up and get out of bed. Set foot heavily, walk through the room to Denny's room. Spacious rooms indulge in the luxury of five-star hotels. Nia pushed the door open. His feet continued to step towards Denny who was lying on the bed. His steps reached the edge of the bed and looked at Denny still asleep. Holding a blanket attached to the bed, Nia managed to get up and sit on Denny's side. His eyes looked at Denny's bandaged hand.

“Paaaaa, Papa, Papa,” Voice Nia calls Denny gently with her hands wiggling her stiff body slowly.

Nia's voice, like the nyayian in Denny's dream who kept calling her. Denny saw Beautiful in a dream with the boy and the little boy smiling happily while laughing at her wounded heart. Sad infiltrate invite clear water flowing in the corner of the eye. Nia saw the water running down Denny's cheeks. His fingers rubbed gently on Denny's cheeks.

“Paaaaa, Papa,” Nia back calling Denny. His voice resuscitated Denny and invited his eyelids open.

“Nia, already awake dear, sorry papa late, your first.” Denny smiled a smile with a happy look.

“Pa, papa crying? Papa promised Nia that she would not be sad. But in sleeppapun papa can not save crying. Papa cries, papa tears out, Nia sees that,” Nia's eyes glaze over to see Denny's sadness pangs her recovery.

“Hey, baby don't be sad, papa okay. These tears go out because papa dreams ugly. Not because you love,” Denny woke up and sat Nia in his lap.

“Papa nightmare what?” Nia believes that Denny's nightmare about her illness.

“Papa dreamed there was a bad guy who hurt papa. He made papa's heart sad. But it's just a dream baby, it's okay. Dreams are the flowers of sleep, want the dream is beautiful or sad. There is no meaning to anything, so you do not worry,” Denny landed a warm kiss on Nia's forehead. His heart shuddered again to mention the name Beautiful, back that face flashed across his head.

“Ehmmm, Nia also wants a dream, but it's beautiful. Don't want to be sad, especially to cry. The dream must be beautiful. If the dream is sad like papa to cry, Nia does not want, better, love each other dreams have Nia, yes Pa?” Nia held both of Denny's cheeks and still wiped away the remaining water that was soaking there.

“Heem,” Denny nodded her head staring at Dania's plain face.

“Pa, her hand why?” Nia pointed at the bandage that wrapped Denny's right hand.

“Oh, papa scratched a sharp object last night and bled. So it must be bandaged so that the blood does not continue to flow,” Denny lied, Nia will not be able to understand the problems she faces because she is still very small.

“We are going to Desneylend, Pa?” Tanya Nadia billed Denny's promise to take him on an adventure to Tokyo Disneyland.

“Of course, honey, let's get ready. Papa will bathe you, then we have breakfast outside and go to Tokyo Disneyland,” Denny goes from right to sleep, carrying Dania to the bathroom. His wound tried to be forgotten by busying himself.

In another room, at the same hour.

“Tok, Tok, Tok,” heard a knock on the door from outside.

Beautiful has been neat in the morning because she can not sleep. Step up to the door and open. Seen Hendrik's face with a smile on his lips.

“Hai, can I come in?” Hendrik asked to look into Beautiful eyes that were swollen from crying.

“Come in,” Lovely turn around and walk first. Hendrik stepped in and closed the door.

“Saka is awake?” Handrik knew something happened last night. He came to Indah's room, after spending a drink with Deli and after driving her to the airport. Deli gets a night flight back to Jakarta. He offered to drive her, because he knew Indah alone with Denny. Arriving at the door of Indah, she did not dare to knock and returned to her room. He did not want to disturb the beautiful mood. The atmosphere that how he did not know either. This morning, he ventured to come, not going to ask just waiting for Beautiful to tell him.