The Love Never Loses

Chapter 71 Guilt

“Fashback On”

Hanna returns to her papa's home in Singapore, after learning that Denny married Indah.

“An, you coming? Where are Mama Denny and Denny, they're not coming with you?” Ask Mr. Sudrajat papa Hanna saw Hanna arrive home while dragging a suitcase bag. The sad face was clear, with a sad look. Previously, Hanna had told her father that she, Denny's mother, and Denny would plan to go on vacation together. Hanna will also take them to visit her home in Singapore.

“Hanna misses Papa, misses home,” Hanna hugs tightly and cries on her papa shoulder.

“If you miss, why don't you call the news, papa will come. You got a problem with Denny?” Gently Papa Hanna's hand rubbed the back body of her beloved daughter.

Hanna did not reply, her face getting drowned in the embrace.

“All problems can be solved with a cool head, do not follow the feeling.” Sudrajat tried to give understanding to Hanna. He could feel that his beloved son was in trouble.

“Hanna just wants to be alone at this time, papa still want to receive Hanna at home?” Hanna looked at her father's face. Hanna felt as if the whole world had rejected her. The Denny he loved had married another girl. His heart is so broken.

“Ha..,Ha...Ha..., Why are you talking like that? Papa's house is your home and is always wide open for you dear.“ Sudrajat stroked Hanna's head and stared affectionately. But the heat stung her hand as it touched Hanna's forehead.

“Thank you Pa,” Hanna loved her Papa who always supported her.

“Hem. An, you're sick, you're hot?” Sudrajat touched Hanna's cheek, feeling hot on the back of her hand.

“Hanna just tired Pa. Hanna wants a break now,” Hanna pulled Sudrajat's body running sending him to the room.

After two days of Hanna's return, the heat in her body did not also subside and even got worse. Sudrajat takes Hanna to the hospital for a check-up. Hanna is getting treatment at the hospital.

“Sorry Sir, based on the report of the results of the examination, “Hanna Falisha Sudrajat,” suffers from leukemia of two.” Doctor Stiven Chou looked at Hanna's laboratory examination report.

Papa Hanna's face stiffened, shock enveloping her. She had not expected to hear those words after Mama Hanna died from the same illness.

“What to do? Treatment is now advanced, leukaemia sufferers are also many who can recover.” Papa Hanna is optimistic that her daughter will recover. She hopes doctors have a solution to her daughter's illness.

“Yes, if Miss Hanna follows the treatment process that we plan such as therapy and drug use. Hopefully the cancer cells do not spread and prevent it from developing in other organs of the body.” Stiven gives hope to Papa Hanna, because the spread of Hanna's cancer cells is still low and likely preventable.

“Good, do. Hanna will follow all the treatment procedures,” Papa Hanna looked at the doctor Steven in, her desire is very big is to hope Hanna cured.

In the treatment room, Hanna was sitting leaning against the head of the bed, Sudrajat stepped in coming closer. Hanna looked at her papa with shaky steps. Then sit on the edge of the bed.

“An, papa hope you are patient.” Sudrajat stared at Hanna's face. He could not see Hanna sad after hearing her health condition.

“What's Pa?” Hanna looked at her Papa's face. Her feelings were not good, looking at the gaze that was fixed on her.

“An, doctor says, you have leukemia.” Surajat clasped his favorite daughter's hand tightly with teary eyes.

“Pa, Hanna is leukaemic? Why Pa, Hanna what's wrong? Why did God give us more and more trials? Hanna's going to die Pa? How long is Hanna Pa?” Hanna was surprised and pulled her hand. Tears poured out a sense of sadness as both hands pounded his thighs.

Sudrajat is devastated to see Hanna's sadness, gently pulling Hanna and hugging her.

“An, you can recover, we will do the medicine. Papa will do anything for you to recover.” Sudrajat shed tears seeing the sadness and grief of his beloved daughter.

The next day, Hanna was willing to do the coronation. A variety of drugs were injected into Hanna's body. An immeasurable pain like burning was felt throughout his body. Hanna grimaced with pain, nausea and vomiting accompanying her days. Hanna wanted to give up not being able to endure the pain. Sudrajat remained with him giving strength, although his heart was very sad to see the suffering of his daughter.

“Flashback Off”

Denny pulls Hanna in his arms. He is deeply saddened to realize the harsh reality his wife and future baby are experiencing.

“Denny, I leave you two, when it's quiet come to my office,” Aaron stepped outside the room leaving Denny and Hanna. They both need time together.

“An, why are you keeping it from me? I'm so guilty, you have to endure this suffering yourself.” Denny loosened his embrace and looked at Hanna's face.

“Mas, don't say that, you're not wrong. I wanted all this. Please let this baby live no matter what.” Hanna did not want her baby to be a victim of her illness.

Denny embraces Hanna back, and the two of them cry out in deep sorrow.

In another room, Aaron sat on a work chair watching the paper in his hand.

“Tok, Tok, Tok,” sound knocking. Aaron turned his eyes towards the door.

“Come in,” heard Aaron's voice giving someone permission to enter the room.

The door opened, and Denny stood behind the door and walked in.

In Hanna's room.

“Bik, see my phone?” Hanna was trying to remember where she kept her phone. He wants to contact someone.

“Oh, this is madam. Her phone's in the mistress' pocket. So bibik take and save, afraid later Mr. Denny call ngak caught.” Bik Surtik handed the phone to Hanna.

“Thank you Bik.” Hanna took the phone from Bik Surtik's hand. His fingers danced on the phone screen.

“Hallo,” Hanna's voice vibrates greeting the person across.

“Mas Denny already knows my illness, I am confused how to. Am I giving up now?” Hanna's tears came back to the end of her eyes.

Long Hanna was silent, hearing the voice of the person across the street talking with tears constantly breaking down.

In Aaron's room.

“Harun, I don't want to ask how much longer is Hanna's chance of living, so please Hanna and the baby. I want both of them to be safe,” Denny stared into Aaron's face in front of him.

“Denny, I'm sorry about this situation, but I can't promise anything. We can only try, the rest surrender to God, because He has determined everything.” Aaron is sad to find that his best friend has to accept this hard reality.

“What to do, do it, I will fully support,” Denny knows her best friend will try to help her.

“Hanna had to do spinal cord donor surgery or chemotherapy therapy, but because of her pregnancy it could not be done. The first thing you can do is a blood transfusion. We have to raise red blood cells that are constantly decreasing. Hopefully Hanna can survive until she gives birth, so the therapy will be done gradually.” Aaron explains the treatment process that Hanna must do, considering she is pregnant.

“Do it, I will find as much blood as possible so that my wife and child can survive,” Denny looked far ahead of his mind only to try to make Hanna recover.

In Hanna's room.

“Thank you and please forgive me for everything I've done. Your kindness I will carry until I die,” Hanna ended the conversation, with sobbing crying from her lips.

“Mistress, calm and patient. Remember the baby inside, she is also sad that her mother is sad,” Bik Surtik is trying to comfort and calm Hanna.

Hanna was only able to stare at the Surtik bik with sadness, because Bik Surtik did not understand what Hanna was going through at the moment. His lips were unable to explain everything.

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