The Love Never Loses

Chapter 57 Profound Grief

Up inside the room, a nurse had been standing next to the corpse lying covered in a white cloth bearing blood.

“We go outside Bal, it must not be Beautiful, you have to take me to his face now,” Denny's voice rises looking at Iqbal, he tries to convince himself that the covered corpse is not Beautiful.

“You must see it and accept this fact,” Iqbal pushed Denny, and his body was thrown closer to the corpse right in front of his face.

The nurse slowly removed the cloth covering the face of the corpse after getting a cue from Iqbal. Slowly the cloth opened and the weakly beautiful face was stretched stiff in Denny's view. Beautiful body tightly embraced in Denny's arms.

“Notkkk, no, hiks-hiks-hiks, Lovely wake up, don't be like this, you don't go, you don't leave me In. Hiks-hiks-hiks, Bal, did he fall asleep? Get him up now, or I'll be mad. Tell him to wake up Bal.” Denny's hand shook Iqbal's body, Denny sat weakly on the floor. Her heart is broken, the much loved woman has gone and will not return for ever. Iqbal stared sadly, at the loss of his best friend.

Still in the same room, separated only by a thick black glass wall one side. A woman stared weakly, softly and bitterly at the sight before her. Stepping away left Denny wrapped in grief. Water flowed from the corner of his eyes behind the black glasses, accompanying each footstep.

A black sedan car was waiting, standing a man in a black suit at the open back door. When the woman's body came in, the door was closed. Hurrying footsteps brought the man in. The car left the hospital building.

A series of funeral processions were carried out, sending Indah to her final resting place. Denny looks tough to accompany the departure of Indah. Beautiful departure made the people closest to him surprised, including Yanti and Hendrik. Her best friend Yanti was devastated, especially she had not had time to share the story of happiness Beautiful married to Denny. Pakde's family was invited to attend the funeral. Pakde tried to sincerely accept, all has been arranged by the Almighty. After the funeral is over, one by one people gradually go and resume their lives.

Denny returns to the apartment alone, rejecting Iqbal's request to accompany him. His feet had reached the front door, opened and stepped in.

“Mas, are you back? Come on, let's eat, I've cooked a lot, you know I like to eat. But this time it wasn't for me, for Mas as punishment had left me alone here,” Denny's hand was embraced and brought his footsteps to the dining table.

“In, do you really cook a lot? Where you can eat everything, you have to help. Here, you have to sit next to Mas, let Mas easily repeat you,” Denny's hand stopped, Beautiful is not beside him.

“In, Beautiful, where are you?” Denny moved from the chair to walk there to look for Beautiful. Her feet send her to the room but Beautiful still does not exist.

“Indahhhh, hiks-hiks-hiks, Indahhh, what should I do? I can go crazy, you are not with me, hiks-hiks-hiks.” Denny pulled the rough of her hair, evaporating the sadness, a beautiful shadow still lingering in her eyes.

His body lay weakly on the floor of the room, tired in grief Denny finally unconscious. The sound of the rhythm of the door, Hanna stepped in. He had been standing outside for a long time, did not come home, asked Iqbal to pass the passcode for Denny's apartment door. Followed Denny's car from the back, to get to the apartment. She can't leave Denny alone, worried that something might happen to her. Although Denny knew he might reject her, but he wanted to accompany and comfort Denny at this time.

Slowly Hanna brought Denny to lie on the bed. Checking her condition, it turns out that Denny's body is warm. Hanna rushed to the kitchen to get a bowl of ice water and a small towel. Go back to the room and compress Denny's forehead.

“In, Lovely, don't leave Mas,” sounds softly from Denny's mouth.

“Mas, you must be strong. I'll help you forget it.” Hanna stared at Denny who was lying weakly.

Throughout the day, Hanna faithfully accompanies Denny. For him, moments like these, there must be people who give strength and cannot leave alone. Solitude will make Denny remember the beautiful and make him weak.

The day unfolds to welcome the night, slowly Denny wakes up. His faint eyes looked at a woman sitting beside him. A gentle touch compressed his forehead and a smile lined up at the corner of his lips.

“Auw, sick Mas, you hurt me,” Hanna grimaced in pain. Her wrists were flushed tightly.

“You go, don't be in front of me,” Denny took off and brushed Hanna's hand off.

“Mas, you are sick. I can't leave you like this. I want to help you Mas,” Hanna trying to be with Denny to comfort her slowly forget Beautiful.

“Hanna, I don't need anyone's help. I want to be alone, don't bother me. You better go now,” Denny sat down and stared intently at Hanna. Right now, he did not want to be disturbed by anyone.

“Mas, I know, I in your eyes mean nothing. I'm trying to be good in front of you, but you don't care about me. I beg for your love. You married Beautiful, I gave up because I realized you would never choose me. But, now can't I beg back your love Mas?” Hanna broke into tears, breaking her heart. He didn't want to lose Denny a second time.

“An, I'm sorry. Why do you love me so much? You can get better men than me.” Denny looked at Hanna who repeatedly humbled herself before him hoping for her love.

“Mas, I didn't ask you to love me completely, I willingly share with memories Lovely.” Hanna clasped Denny's hand tightly, she never paid any heed to her pride in front of Denny.

“An, Mas tired with all that, please leave Mas alone,” Denny pulled his hand from Hanna's hand. Turning her face away, avoiding Hanna's gaze. He didn't want to say more that would hurt Hanna.

“Alright Mas, I will go, you rest and think about my words. Don't forget to eat, I've prepared it. I'm sure, Beautiful don't want you to dissolve in sadness.” Hanna stood up and walked away from Denny.

Denny threw his body back into the bed. He really wanted to be alone, no one would bother him.

The day went on, it had been ten days since the events of Indah's death. Denny changed the door's password, so no one knew he was alone. His phone's off, nobody can reach him. Iqbal could not stand Denny's attitude, he was very worried, finally Iqbal visited Denny in the apartment.

“Sial, he changed the password, the phone is still dead. Whether he wanted to die, Hah” Iqbal stepped away, leaving a door he could not open. A few minutes later, Iqbal came back with a door attendant and asked him to open. Finally the door opened, and he rushed in.

Iqbal was worried that Denny was acting determinedly, his steps heading straight for the room. But his legs came to a halt, as he watched Denny calmly eat at the kitchen table.

“What are you doing, you're driving me crazy on purpose, huh? Your phone's dead, your door password's changed, you're outrageous Den, I thought you were too.. “ Iqbal did not continue his words and stared in astonishment with Denny's calm demeanor.

“I think so too, I better just die. But God has not allowed me to die, I want to avenge the man who has made me suffer,” Denny looked at Iqbal, his mind is now full of revenge plans.

“No Den, it was pure accident. I've investigated, the driver who was driving the truck has been arrested and he was sleepy at the time. The police have also investigated no criminal acts, all purely accidents. “ Iqbal tries to explain and convince Denny. In recent days, Iqbal has been pacing the police station investigating the accident. The case was closed due to an accident on the highway.

“Hah, that easily they decided on an accident, I can't believe it. Just look, they will suffer, just like I did.” Denny's eyes stared flat, in a calm manner, spooning food into his mouth.

“What did you say Den, who are they you mean?” Iqbal grew worried with Denny's cold gaze and silence. A trait that he had not seen for a long time, after the events of his mother separated Denny with Elisha his first lover who chose to marry Gunawan.