The Light of Love and Memories

Episodes. 26 ~ The Missed

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That night in his room!

Gus Rahman was still speechless, letting all his thoughts drift thinking of the one reality he had to accept at the moment and,

On top of the table!,

Gus Rahman offered both his hands to ask, and prayed to the creator, even though he had accepted Kinan was married but still his heart was broken.

"O Allah, if this is the act of fate that I have to accept, then give the servant the strength of the heart to accept this reality"

If the subject of a mate is too secret then do not let his heart be too sick with someone who does not belong to him.

And the most important thing now is how he can tell Abi and Uminya if Kinan is married.

Sang Umi was very hopeful with the relationship between him and Kinan but now one reality makes that hope only stay hope in vain.

Gus Rahman sighed, then he got up from his seat and made his words clear,

But in the middle of his activity, the sound of knocking on the door was heard from outside his room!,

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"Rahman..have you finished praying son?" the voice of Umi came from behind the door.

"Umi, wait a minute Rahman again sorted out" said Gus Rahman,

"Alright.quick down because it has been awaited by Abimu" said Umi Fatimah heard again.

A few minutes later,

Gus Rahman joins Abi and Uminya for dinner.

"Sit up, son!" said Umi Fatimah while spooning rice into the plate Gus Rahman.

"Well Umi" he just answered briefly not forgetting to smile thinly.

Seeing his son's somewhat stiff gelagat made Umi Fatimah realize something, there must be something that was being thought by the son.

"What's wrong?, what are you thinking about Rahman?" ask Umi Fatimah again while exchanging views with her husband.

"If there is something you want to talk about, later after dinner we can discuss it" Kyai Amir said.

Gus Rahman took a deep breath!

"There is something Rahman wants to tell Abi to Umi" said Gus Rahman staring at the faces of his parents.

"Alright if there is really something you want to say, Umi and Abi will listen well" said Umi Fatimah smiling.

They did not speak again until the meal was finished, and as Gus Rahman had said, he and Abi and Umi sat in the living room to talk.

"What do you want to explain son!?, is this about Kinan?" said Umi very precisely guess what is the problem of his son at this time.

Gus Rahman looked at his parents and nodded!

"If it's all about Kinan, then why doesn't your face look all right, son?, have you said everything!" said Umi Fatimah.

It was true that he had said everything to Kinan, but everything was unexpected and seemed to hurt his feelings at this time.

"Kinan has married Umi" he said later in a soft tone,

The deg!

Of course that sentence also managed to make Umi and Abi surprised!

"True Abi, what do you mean Rahman!, is Kinan married, then why don't we all know about it?" timbal Umi Fatimah,

"Reply, Abi...Kinan has married a famous businessman in this city his name is Kairen Al Azhar, Abi must have known to have heard this family name, right!?"

"And of course we all don't know about this because Kinan is trying to cover it up from everyone" Gus Rahman said.

After saying all that he could only be silent and no words were thrown out of his mouth.

Now everything was different, and he could no longer say anything or express his regret, because to be honest, if he had already expressed all his feelings for Kinan whether this would happen!?

Whether all would be different from his current state, whether he could hold Kinan's hand and embrace him as his beloved wife.

Seeing the look on his son's face makes Umi Fatimah sad, as a mother of course any feeling that is being felt by her son she can also feel it.

Then gently Umi Fatimah grabbed Gus Rahman's hand!,

"Son.. Whatever happens now, maybe this is what you have to go through and if you love Kinan and want to have him, isn't it all arranged by the power!?"

In such a gentle tone Umi Fatimah embraced her son's broken heart.

"If in the end she is not the woman destined for you, you do not need to regret it" continued Umi Fatimah.

"Yes Umi, Umi is right but there is one thing that makes Rahman very sorry"

"Umi knows the man who is Kinan's husband now is a man who cannot appreciate Kinan and love him"

"I'm worried about Kinan Umi, Rahman is worried about his happiness"

"If that's what worries you, Abi can feel it, but whether judging someone by just meeting once we can consider that guy not good for Kinan" The words came out of his mouth, Abinya,

"But Abi, Rahman saw for himself how Kairen treated me Kinan"

"Yes Abi knows, but try to think about why Kinan has survived all this time, maybe he has his own decision to survive this dive!"

Gus Rahman is silent!

Kyai Amir who is basically very wise in thinking of course with confidence and assume all humans will certainly change, from bad to better, of course, what was originally not worth defending became worth appreciating.

So also with Kairen, if at this time Kairen can not appreciate Kinan now, then how in the future?, it could be Kairen will be the husband who makes Kinan happy.

"Rahman the most important thing now is to move on, never give up just because you can't have Kinan,..Abi and Umi will always be by your side son!"

As a father, Kyai Amir certainly wanted a favor for Gus Rahman, and now he wants his son not to give up.

Gus Rahman sighed!

Right!, now all that matters is the kindness and happiness for Kinan as well as the happiness of his parents.

His heart was now calmer when he heard all the advice and support from his family, what Abi and Umi said brought awareness to his broken heart.

From now on he will try to be more broad-minded, if Kinan did choose to survive then why not?

If from the beginning of the marriage it was inevitable for Kinan, then even now Kinan must have a reason to survive.

"Thank you Abi, Umi because now you Rahman can release Kinan, and for Umi forgive Rahman for not being able to make Kinan as Umi's son-in-law" he said in a happier voice.

"It doesn't matter if Kinan can't be Umi's daughter-in-law right now because for Umi your happiness is all that matters" replied Umi Fatimah with a mother's affectionate gaze.

Now that the obstacle in his heart had passed, now his feelings were better and there was no longer any cause for concern in him.

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