The Light of Love and Memories

Episodes. 22 ~ Want to Say More.

'Not the best'

'Sorry because of me, your heart hurts from unrequited love, but if I may say something, what we want may not be the best because that is why Allah SWT keeps it away...So do we'

By; Kinan Abizar Ahlam

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That night at Gus Rahman's house!.

Currently Gus Rahman along with Umi Fatimah and also Kyai Amir are in the dining room.

Looking at the face of Gus Rahman, Kyai Amir asked if there really is?, what happened to Gus Rahman because at this time Gus Rahman's face looks not good.

As Gus Rahman thought that causes Gus Rahman who usually never daydream on the dining table, instead daydream while stirring the rice in his plate at this time.

"What are you doing son?, why are you daydreaming!?" tanya kyai Amir disperse the daydreams of Gus Rahman.

"Eh.iya Abi, I'm sorry Rahman for not focusing!" gus Rahman replied that he looked stiff even though he was smiling.

"It's okay son but do you have a problem now?" sahut Kyai Amir again, he knows Gus Rahman is not right now either because he is very sorry for the nature of his son.

Likewise with Umi Fatimah!, in the mind of Umi now he also felt if Gus Rahman behaved uncharacteristically.

"Yes Rahman what are you thinking?, Umi noticed after you drove home Kinan earlier Umi saw that you were thinking about something?" added Umi Fatimah.

Because both of his parents can guess there must be something thought by him, then he can not cover anymore, after all he also needs a suggestion from Abi and Uminya at this time.

"Actually this is Umi..." And Gus Rahman also explained everything to Umi and Abi about the events of today from beginning to end and did not forget he met with Kairen.

"So Abi, Umi, actually Rahman always think about what is really happening at this time, because Rahman feels Kinan is hiding something" continued Gus Rahman after completing the story.

"That's true, but as far as Umi nak Kinan has no other relatives" Umi chimps in thinking about everything described by Gus Rahman.

Then who is that man, thought Gus Rahman. He doesn't even know the name Kairen.

"So you're saying that kak Kinan is covering something up!?, but Abi thinks it's his right he might have a reason for it,.."

"Let's remember again, did Kinan ever tell you anything, son!?" kyai Amir.

"There is nothing but I also always think about Kinan's attitude late this Abi, especially when a man named Halim came and became Kinan's driver" replied Gus Rahman.

"If you really like Kinan, one message Abi has for you!, son.you have to make sure first how your own heart and also the feelings of the people you like" Kyai Amir said.

"Yes Abi, Rahman knew that that's why Rahman would say everything to Kinan and would probably ask him"

"But before that Rahman wanted to ask permission and blessing from Abi and Umi.."

"Of course Umi and Abi will bless whatever you want to do, son, as long as it is the best for you and do not forget whatever the result will be you have to remain patient and grateful" suhut Umi with a warm smile of a mother.

Now in Gus Rahman's mind there is only a shadow about Kinan and also the figure of Kairen that he does not know at all, but also he must ascertain for himself whether Kinan and Kairen have a relationship.

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The next day...

"What are you thinking!"exclaimed Evan patted Kairen on the shoulder.

Kairen who was currently in his room was looking straight ahead with a very serious look on his face.

Evan who just came was not realized by Kairen and eventually Kairen was surprised by Evan's arrival.

"Well, you can knock on the door first if you want to get in, huh!" sumpul Kairen, then he put the pen that had been held earlier in his hand.

"Heh I've knocked on the door!, but you're the one who missed daydreaming until you didn't realize my arrival" said Evan chuckling,

"What are you thinking!?, just tell me.. But if I guess you're in trouble with your wife again right!" say Evan again while chewing, he said,

Kairen took a deep breath!

"Try me to tell you where my fault lies to him!?,... I don't understand how the woman thinks" sigh heavily Kairen.

Evan who heard the question laughed!, How could Kairen ask about it?, Isn't it definitely the answer, even Evan himself doesn't know how to think about Kairen at this time!.

"To be honest I don't know, but I think you know the answer better than I do,..."

"Look Kairen, this is what I think..try to think why do you think you stay away from him!?, if I was in your position I would not miss a beautiful woman like Kinan" continued Evan made Kairen back glaring.

"You're kidding me!, you think I'm staying away from her for no reason, and one more thing we're different, I'm not like you have so many women" Kairen said,

"Eitss.kejem actually said it!, but well I say again, I think you need to improve your relationship with Kinan before it's too late" Evan added.

Kairen did not answer anymore, he just kept silent while pressing on his forehead temple, he said,

"It's better than bad to come with me!" evan returns with his signature voice.

"Where!, don't tell me you want to go to Bar !" sumpul Kairen knew what Evan was thinking even more when he saw the response of Evan's face.

"Hehe...really but this time it's different because there's a woman your adoring woman coming!.you know their kairen are very sexy and beautiful" said Evan blinking his eyes, flirting!

Wosch! a ballpoint pen flew towards Evan, and,

"What are you thinking, huh!" one throw right on target,

"Well.good if you don't want to come but don't throw it too right!" timpal Evan then he immediately left the room before getting angry with Kairen.

"Basic!, is there only a woman in his brain!" kairen grumbled, Instead of reducing the burden of his mind, Evan even more made his brain boil.

Meanwhile at the residence...

Kinan who realized that Kairen had gone to the office early in the morning could only be silent.

Again they quarreled, in fact Kinan did not want to have trouble with Kairen, because he tried to follow what Kairen had said.

Saying that they should not disturb each other and live life as they should, even though what is meant here is not to know each other further even though they are married.

Therefore as much as possible he also wants to live the day well and hope their relationship as now becomes clearer later.

"Why is it so hard to make you understand!, You don't even want to listen to my explanation" Kinan mused inside his room at this moment.

Today Kinan did not enter the chase because he had made a promise with Umi Fatimah to immediately hold a prayer together and also distribute food as they had prepared.

"Actually what are you thinking about Kairen!" kinan thought again, he could not understand what Kairen was currently thinking.

Kairen is like a mystery to her!,

Too mysterious to make Kinan afraid of what Kairen will do every day,

After a few days Kinan could see that Kairen had a nature of concern for the family and also very respect for his parents but on the other hand Kairen like to have a hidden nature, which is very important, which Kinan could not understand what Kairen was going to do.

Kinan could not resist the warm smile that Kairen sometimes displayed so well even like he was not acting.

Recalling all of that made Kinan laugh wryly, Kairen..Kairen.you want to make her sway in endless feelings.

Seriate...

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