The Light of Love and Memories

Episodes. 17 ~ Deepening feeling.

'I love you Kinan' A phrase that he has not been able to express because sincere love comes from a heart that harbors feelings in prayer to Allah SWT.

By: Gus Rahman Ashari

Do not forget to leave a trace...😆

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At Gus Rahman's house,

"Umi Assalamualaikum"

With a cheerful look of face Gus Rahman along with Kinan entered into his spacious residence.

"Wa'alaikumsalam.." sahut heard from inside the kitchen room, with a definite step a happy mother when she saw her son back.

"Son Kinan!" Umi Fatimah immediately embraced Kinan,

"Finally Umi can meet you again, why never stop here again Kinan, Umi so miss" continued Umi Fatimah brought Kinan in to sit in the living room.

Gus Rahman felt equally happy, moreover he managed to bring Kinan to the house for the first time because all this time he had never brought Kinan directly from before,

Right!,

Not the first time Kinan entered his house but since long ago, since they were still a santri, he who at that time did not realize his true feelings for Kinan only felt ashamed if he had to meet face to face with Kinan.

"Why dream there Rahman, sit here!"said Umi Fatimah disperse the reverie of Gus Rahman who was still fixated on the doorway.

"I.iii..Umi"

Gus Rahman also joined in front of two women who are the same in love even though it is slightly different from the status of Kinan that he has not dared to express.

"Actually Umi meant to call you here to help Umi"

"What help Umi?, what can Kinan help?" ask Kinan.

"This Umi wants to make a small study event and distribute food to people on the street just giving alms, therefore Umi needs help nak Kinan"

"Help Umi to prepare food and others, actually there are already those who help some people but still not enough" continued Umi Fatimah explained.

"I want Umi after all very good alms with people who are on the street" said Kinan smiling kindly.

"Wahh, thank God if you don't mind, but this is pretty much all, Umi is afraid to make you soybean"

"No Umi, if Umi wants we can ask for help from Alina and also Jihan,.."

"May it be better if they also help but do they not mind?"

"No Umi rest easy later Kinan asked them, if they agree later Kinan told Umi by phone" Kinan replied.

"Hem..Hem...this child is not in conversation with Umi..?" gus Rahman who was silent.

"Eh.iya Umi to forget, for you later ask for help other friends, we all study here after that distribute all the food, for you later ask for help from other friends, we all study here after that distribute all the food, don't forget to share later also for the students in ponpes"

"So just total everything" Umi continued to Gus Rahman.

"Neither my dear Umi" said Gus Rahman.

"If so Umi says thank you very much Kinan for being willing to help Umi"

"The same with Umi Fatimah, then Kinan will tell you more" said Kinan politely.

"Does Kinan want to go home soon?"

"Is there anything else umi?"sahut Kinan asked back,

Before answering Kinan's question, Umi Fatimah instead glanced at Gus Rahman and saw the look on Gus Rahman's face.

"It's nothing, fine if you have any other business sorry to bother you son"

"No trouble at all, then Kinan bailed home"

"Who are you waiting for Kinan to come home with?, who would you like to be escorted with Rahman?" intercept umi Fatimah when Kinan wants to stand.

"I can take a taxi Umi" said Kinan, how he could go home with Gus Rahman, if Gus Rahman asked what he could not answer now how.

"After all, Gus Rahman had brought Kinan here, so there was no need to bother to take Kinan home" Kinan continued to feel guilty.

"It's okay, I can take you home" Gus Rahman said.

"Gus doesn't have to bother that I can go home by myself" Kinan replied politely.

"Then I say excuse Umi, Assalamualaikum" with courtesy Kinan greet the hand of Umi Fatimah and leave the residence Gus Rahman.

"Wa'alaikumsalam"

After that Kinan walked up to the big road and stopped a taxi that happened to pass right in front of him.

"Save me to this address..."

When Kinan wanted to enter the courtyard, Tit!, a car horn sounded right behind him.

Kinan looked up, too,

"Lake in!" kairen said after lowering the window of the car, Kinan just remained silent,

"Why stay there, get in!"kairen said for the second time, Evan who was sitting in the driver's seat watched,

"No need for my master to be able to walk to the door on foot after all the distance is close" Kinan said walking in,

Kairen did not make a sound anymore, but instead he got down from the car, then followed Kinan's steps.

Grap!

Kairen grabbed Kinan's hand, Kinan suddenly brushed off Kairen's hand but again Kairen caught it, and again Kairen caught it,

"Don't misunderstand me! I'm doing this because asked by mama, you know I've been looking for your whereabouts from earlier." said Kairen in a flat voice and without turning his head.

"Find me!?"

"really"

And when they entered the house it turned out that the mama had been waiting for their arrival.

"Assalamualaikum mah"salam Kinan.

"Wa'alaikumsalam, why did it arrive in Kaien, Kinan?" answer mama Alesha.

"Mamah Kinan stopped by first at the boarding school because there was business." said Kinan honestly before Kairen answered the question.

Kinan approached Alesha, and then explained everything Umi Fatimah asked of him.

And after a few minutes of talking with Alesha he immediately went to the room to clean himself up and when he opened the door,

Cklek!, step in a few!

"Astaghfiullah!"

How surprised Kinan was at that moment because Kairen who happened to just come out of the bathroom and only used a bathrobe that showed the chest of his field.

"A.what are you doing!"kinan said nervously, Kairen was also surprised but he immediately changed his expression and confirmed his bathrobe.

"What did I do!?, of course, just finished the shower, after all why did you enter without knocking on the door first" said Kairen walking towards the wardrobe.

"Who knows you're out at the same time as I'm in" muttered Kinan's plan.

"What are you saying!?" sulkan Kairen's.

"It's nothing"You feel awkward, and then without talking again she goes into the bathroom.

Kairen frowned!

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The night came, though,

At the residence of Gus Rahman, Umi Fatimah who was cleaning the dining table, saw Gus Rahman who was still silent at the dining table while occasionally smiling to make Umi Fatimah reprimand him,

"What do you think Rahman?" chirps Umi.

"Eh.iya Umi, that's not what" said Gus Rahman.

"What's not it but smiling indistinctly like that, are you thinking about Kinan?" suhut Umi again made Gus Rahman ashamed.

"You like Kinan?, if you like we can talk about it with your brother"

Before answering these words Rahman sighed instead,

"Rahman does like Kinan Umi, but Rahman can't reveal it now..."

"Why is that!?, if you like not to be kept too long in the heart, better immediately express and if you are serious we can ask Kinan for you" said Umi advised Gus Rahman.

"Rahman is serious Umi but Rahman wants to make sure something first from Kinan." he replied.

Gus Rahman loved Kinan very much and he wanted to express his feelings to Kinan, but there was something odd in his heart all along,

Does Kinan have the same feelings as him?. And he wants to know the answer before he marries Kinan.

"Alright if it is your decision, Umi believes Umi's son is able to think wisely and take the right decision"

"Thank you Umi for always supporting Rahman"

Seriate...

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