The Light of Love and Memories

Episodes. 15 ~ Cairen Attitude

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'You don't have to do anything, if you want you can go'

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"You don't have to listen to your mama's words, if you want you can go back to your room now" said Kairen made Kinan a little surprised, it turns out that Kairen has finished bathing.

Kinan also turned his body towards Kairen who was beside him with mixed feelings.

"What do you mean?"

Is now he being asked to leave!

"I will not restrain you.., from the beginning, we are not the same as knowing if this marriage is only a treaty" said Kairen with a gaze that implies everything he has done is only a promise.

"You don't have to do anything as my wife, you can be free and I promise not to interfere in your affairs, and vice versa" Kairen continued without guilt.

"Enough!" Kinan could not bear to hear all the words that were thrown from Kairen's mouth.

"How can you say all that, is all this to you just a game, is this marriage in your mind just a promise!?" at that moment Kinan's heart shattered into pieces.

Kairen just silently heard every single string of words that came out of Kinan's mouth.

"Well, I'll admit that this marriage is just a promise, but is it as easy as you say,...!?"

"Don't you understand from the beginning!?" kairen toilet.

"Hahaha. sir right, I shouldn't have any feelings,.."

Devastated already his feelings, now he knew clearly the man had never considered himself and now he was increasingly convinced all this time Kairen had never thought about it like what he had felt.

"We don't have to interfere in each other's affairs but I ask you one thing, let me do my duty as I should in this house but I promise not to interfere in your personal affairs" lirih Kinan held back his tears.

"Alright, whatever you want to do I don't want to destroy your feelings either" said Kairen.

"And one more thing if we don't want to disappoint anyone in this house like you want then pretend to be" said Kairen.

Kinan smiled bitterly!,

"Well, then good acting" the word came out so hard but what should he do now.

You've ruined my feelings, you've ruined it!. Kinan left the room and went back to his own room while running, really disappointed.

Cklek!

Brakk!

Kinan went into the room and immediately shed his tears which he had been holding back.

Hix..Hix...

What was it?, had this never been on his own mind since the beginning, naturally!, did he not expect that Kairen could have just rejected it, of course! he had already thought about all that and now he did not expect everything to really happen.

He shouldn't have expected more from Kairen, he should have known a man like Kairen couldn't possibly belong to him.

Then why is it so easy for Kairen to state all in such a sickly way for Kinan.

"Hahaha.I shouldn't have thought of anything in the first place" he said with a discordant laugh.

Meanwhile, in his room, Kairen was sitting while staring outwards, which at that time the weather was still dripping rain.

"Did I hurt him too much" thought Kairen trying to rethink what he had done.

And once again he was convinced by the decision, he did not have any feelings for Kinan and now he really did not want to hurt Kinan by his side, even though his ways were too cruel.

"It's better for you Kinan" muttered Kairen.

Her night...

"Is your rest enough, son?" papah Azkara opened the conversation after dinner.

The family still gathered at the dinner table and because the atmosphere was quiet enough to make Azkara open the conversation.

"I'm fine pah"sahut Kairen is still busy eating apples on his plate.

"Well, but what about you, aren't you talking to Kinan in the room?" azkara.

"Father.this is never a young man, why question such a thing, of course they are still ashamed of shame" murmur Alesha murmur.

"All right, baby!" Kinan just smiled as he could, while Kairen did not say anything and he left from there,

"If there is nothing to talk about anymore I want to rest first pah, mah" said Kairen as he straightened his body.

"Ehh...what the fuck is Kai, why did you leave Kinan alone here!?"

"No mah, Kinan can follow later if you have cleared all this first"Take Kinan directly.

"Is that so?"

"True mah" Kinan replied reassuringly because he did not want anyone to know what had really happened between him and Kairen.

In the end they went into their rooms and left Kinan who was still busy struggling with dirty dishes.

This is what Kairen wants, very real!, if it must be like this just be in each other's place without disturbing each other.

A.tapp!

"Why is he still here, son?"mamah Alesha arrived and immediately Kinan's mind was dissolved, and,

"Yes soon Kinan is done" Kinan replied displaying his smile.

"What are you here for, do you need anything?"

"Ouh.no, this mama just want to take drinking water" said mamah Alesha,

"Well then hurry to rest, son." said Alesha again after finishing taking water.

"Yes mah" Kinan nodded.

Kinan also walked into the new room, with a feeling that was not because he entered the room.

Cklek!

Kairen who heard the door open also turned his gaze, with just a glance.

"Mamah asked me to go to the room immediately, don't misunderstand me doing this just to not suspect anyone" Kinan explained,

Actually he knew Kairen would not like it if he was there, and it was proven by the action of Kairen who immediately laid his body in a mattress and ignored Kinan.

Kinan also did not want to take a headache with Kairen's attitude, he was quite self-conscious.

Kinan walked towards the wardrobe and looked for a blanket to sleep on, Kinan also circulated his gaze throughout the room and then he saw there was a sofa located in the corner of the room.

He put his body on the sofa and began to close his own eyes, and because today was quite tiring for Kinan he fell asleep quickly.

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The next day...

The first day of his duties as a daughter-in-law and wife, although he already knew that Kairen would not be able to appreciate what he was doing but he could not ignore the obligations that he was supposed to bear.

Like this morning swiftly Kinan cooked and prepared breakfast for everyone, moreover Kairen and papah Azkara were about to go to the company.

"Don't forget to eat your lunch, because Kinan has prepared it for you" said Mama Alesha while staring at Kairen who was still busy chewing food.

"No need mah I can have lunch at the restaurant" said Kairen.

"Don't refuse anyway Kinan has prepared it since then and you have the heart to refuse the work of your wife"timpal mamah was rather barren.

"And also you have to take Kinan to the pesantren from now on" continued mamah.

"It is not necessary that Mah Kinan can go alone anyway if Kairen delivers Kinan, Kairen can be late to the office" said Kinan.

"You take it easy, Kinan, Kairen will not be late to the office, so do not refuse" said Azkara.

"Kairen will take you from now on, because as a husband he must pay more attention to you" continued Papah staring at Kairen with a gaze that could not be refused, the price of death!.

"Good reward, Kairen will escort Kinan"sahut Kairen in the end but he also smiled kindly to Kinan.

"Then we go now" Kairen said to Kinan.

Kinan knew exactly what the smile meant, and then quickly Kinan rushed to take the bag he usually carried away.

And when they were on their way,...

"Master can drop me at the crossroads, you don't have to bother driving me to the boarding school" Kinan opened the silence created.

"I will not do that, if I have decided to drive you then it will reach your destination" said Kairen flatly.

Kinan who heard the answer let out a sigh, what exactly was Kairen thinking?.

"Don't do anything that would make me misunderstand Mr. Kairen, you don't have to bother driving me, just drop it down in front of me"

"Well if you say that" Kairen had no choice but to drop Kinan off in front of a taxi stand.

Aye!

If he has decided a determination then do it right and totality, If he himself asks Kinan not to take a step forward to approach him then for what he is sincere.

If he does not want any feelings to grow, then do not do something that makes the feelings embedded.

"Stay like that!"sergeant Kairen said, but instead of being sad with the words Kinan replied in a more firm tone.

"You're the one who has to stay like Kairen!"

Then he closed the car door, and did not forget to say thank you.

Seriate...

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