
'If destiny is not for me, but remain my friend, even if my heart loves you too much and let this feeling of love turn into a sincerity in my heart for you'
By: Gus Rahman Ashari
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~ "What are you doing!!"
DEG!
The loud voice made Kinan's body that had been frozen instantly rise from his seat before Gus Rahman could actually touch it.
"Bab!" and Kinan was even more surprised to see Kairen in front of him at the moment with a face that looked flat.
Gus Rahman helped straighten his body, he was confused why there could be Kairen there.
"Kinan..he's your relative who was yesterday, isn't he!?,." said Gus Rahman trying to remain polite and calm, although he was increasingly convinced that there was something unknown to him.
"Greetings to you sir!" continued Gus Rahman, but instead of answering Gus Rahman's greeting, Kairen even pulled Kinan to his side.
"Stay away from my wife!" timpal Kairen again, looked at Gus Rahman with a flat expression.
The deg!
"Wife!" Gus Rahman's heart froze for a moment when he heard the words as well as Kinan.
The existence of Kairen who arrived suddenly made him surprised, did Kairen hear everything?! all those confessions?, when it was only last night that Kairen warned himself not to get close to another man.
"Kairen what is..!" Kinan tried to shake off Kairen's hand.
"What do I do!?, of course, to tell the truth if you're married to me.." added Kairen cut off Kinan's words.
"What's really going on here Kinan?"asked Gus Rahman trying to think calmly even though he was really surprised at the moment.
"Try to explain what this man means, is that really Kinan?" gus Rahman asked in a soft voice.
"Let me introduce myself first, please.introduce my name is Kairen Al Azhar the husband of Kinan" said Kairen answering a question that was not intended for him.
With a smiling expression Kairen introduced himself as Kinan's husband,
Kinan looked at Kaien!,
What is Kairen doing right now!?, Kairen actually revealed everything about their marriage that had been unknown to outsiders.
"What are you doing!" as if not believe Kinan again staring at Kairen, but Kairen still ignored Kinan.
"So you are Gus Rahman!?, I did hear that you have dared to like my wife" Kairen added.
Deg!
"Kinan.you're married!?" looking at Gus Rahman, he paid no heed to what Kairen had said just now.
"Gus Rahman I can explain it.." said Kinan stammered, Kinan felt that he had hurt Gus Rahman at this time.
"Well, I will listen to every explanation from you.., please tell me everything so that there are no more secrets between us" replied Gus Rahman can still smile sincerely, even though he felt claustrophobic.
A feeling of pain instantly gnawed at his heart, but he did not want to say anything that could hurt Kinan.
"Kairen.since you have revealed our marriage, then please give me space to explain everything to Gus Rahman" pinta Kinan later, said,
Only two!
"Well, say everything clearly!" sahut Kairen with a relaxed smile, then he took a few steps back from Kinan, giving me time to explain everything with Gus Rahman.
Kinan and Gus Rahman are back!
Now Kinan felt more and more unwell, he assumed that at this time he had lied, but all this time he covered up this truth also for reasons that could not be expressed.
But it turns out that one thing is his fault at this time, Gus Rahman really liked it and he tried not to think about it.
"I'm sorry." That's all I can say.
"What's the apology for!?,..to declare that you feel guilty for covering up this truth?" gus Rahman looked at Kinan's face.
"Your..!"
"You're not wrong"
"The wrong thing is that I'm Kinan, if I had expressed this feeling I would hear this statement now"
Kinan shook his head!,
"No..Gus Rahman is innocent at all, I was wrong to have covered this up from you,.."
"Gus Rahman remembered a year ago when Abi had died, at that time I only found out that Abi and Abi's friend had made a marriage agreement and therefore I could not deny it"
"Stupid!?" gus Rahman.
"True, and after that all this time I covered up and did not tell others about this marriage, actually the only one who knew this marriage was also family" Kinan explained.
"And about Gus Rahman's feelings I didn't expect at all if it was true." added Kinan weakened.
Gus Rahman smiled wryly at the words, he knew there was nothing wrong between them just that fate did not side with him.
The feelings that were unknown to anyone other than himself up to this point, and when he had revealed all had changed.
Kinan was no longer the Kinan he used to be, which he could still get his hands on, but because of an arranged marriage that had been done long ago made Kinan also marry someone else.
Destiny does not unite them!,
Nah!
We cannot blame a destiny that God has set, if destiny is not on his side, then it is the best.
"Are you happy with this marriage?" gus Rahman looked Kinan in the eyes.
Once again if this is the best, let him make sure of something, whether Kinan is happy together with Kairen.
"GUS....!" The eyes were full of doubt.
"You're not happy!,"
Deg!
"One year,..is this kind of difficulty that you should feel, is this difficulty also what makes you afraid to express?" Looking at Kinan's eyes, it was enough to make him understand now.
"Why so long?, what are you guys talking about!?" Kairen returns to Kinan and Gus Rahman.
Not that he did not hear what Gus Rahman said, but Kairen began to feel that Gus Rahman did not have the right to interfere with his affairs with Kinan more deeply.
"Now we're going!" Kairen pulled Kinan's hand.
"He's not happy with you!"exclaim Gus Rahman arrived, arrived,
Kairen turned to look at Gus Rahman, he began to look at Gus Rahman with a cold gaze.
"You have no right to interfere in my life and Kinan, he is happy or not none of your business" Sergeh Kairen coldly said.
Kairen did not like it at all if there were other people commenting about his life.
"But Kinan's happiness is very important to me" said Gus Rahman returned the gaze of Kairen's eyes.
Heh!, uh!,
Kairen chuckled, he did not expect that big of a feeling Gus Rahman had for Kinan.
"Now she is my wife so there is no need to bother thinking about her happiness because I can also give Kinan happiness"
"I don't think so, Mr. Kairen Al Azhar a man who is so famous, I just remember you are the young businessman, who is very coveted by many women..."
"What kind of happiness are you willing to give Kinan, what is with the treasure and wealth?"
"Don't cross your boundaries!"hiss Kairen, the speech was really telling for Kairen.
"Enough...Kairen....!" Kinan wanted to stop the debate, though,
"Don't interfere Kinan!" kairen exclaimed, then he advanced to face himself towards Gus Rahman.
"If so tell me what kind of happiness would you give Kinan?" once again Gus Rahman challenged Kairen.
"I will give Kinan unlimited happiness until he feels so much love more than anyone else in the world, I am his husband and I will love him for the rest of my life" she said.
The deg!
"So, well you better hold the words correctly, because if not, I will retaliate if you dare to hurt him" said Gus Rahman then he approached Kinan.
Then with a sincere look and a sad impression, Gus Rahman continued his words, saying,
"Only one last request from me, will I remain a friend and friend to me" continued Gus Rahman smiling with sincerity.
Kinan smiled, though,
"Gus Rahman is a friend and friend to me forever." Kinan said sincerely as a sign of gratitude and also sorry for hurting Gus Rahman's feelings.
"Kinan.kainan yourself good and do not forget to always be happy.., then I go first, assalamualaikum" said Gus Rahman again while walking away from Kinan.
"Wa'alaikumussalam.." Don't forget Kinan answered the greeting quietly while looking at the body of Gus Rahman who had moved away from before him.
And Kairen immediately brought Kinan home,
"Let's go home!"
After that, he arrived at the residence.
Kairen and Kinan just kept quiet and entered their room.
The set!
Kairen who was still holding Kinan's hand, slowly released Kinan's grip.
"For what sir said all that to Gus Rahman!" kinan looked at Naik Kaien.
("I will give Kinan unlimited happiness until he feels so much love more than anyone else in the world, I am his husband and I will love him all my life" Kairen said out loud")
A sentence that Kairen should not have said after everything that Kairen had said before.
"This is the problem you don't talk about anymore" Instead of answering Kinan's question, Kairen left Kinan in the bathroom instead.
Why is it so hard to guess what Kairen is thinking!.
Kinan no longer spoke, today's incident made him feel guilty because from the beginning he preferred to cover the marriage from others even though it was Gus Rahman himself.
Seriate...
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