
'Don't regret anything you've started, and if the heart starts to rebel, turn away from your own will then don't regret it, when the feeling starts to get entrenched'
By: Halim Putra Pratama
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DEG!
After Kinan's departure, Kairen's feelings began to stir violently! what did that mean?, did Kinan think that he would falter.
"God!"
Kairen did not think he could feel more angry now, he was the one who thought all these marriages were meaningless from the beginning because he did not have any feelings for Kinan.
And since he did not want to hurt Kinan, he encouraged the woman to stay away and for the two of them Kairen hoped that nothing would be related.
"Truely I don't need to think of anything right now" Kairen thought of throwing away all the strange turmoil within him.
Tut..tutt!,
"Where are you now?"in a cold tone Kairen spoke through the phone he had just connected to Evan.
"Wait for me in the company!"he then told her to drive her car away from the place.
Kinan who saw the car of Kairen who had gone from there, he let go of all the pretenses, he who tried to stay strong in front of Kairen finally decayed as well.
Huff!!..
With pain he clutched his chest tightly!, do not give up, go through everything as it should.
Arriving at the pesantren,
"Assalamualaikum" salam Kinan entered the supervisory room.
"Wa'alaikumsalam, uh it turns out that Kinan's ustadzah!, why just arrived?" jehan said kindly, but he also questioned why Kinan was late today.
"New to?" Kinan frowned!, a sign of not understanding, and then he saw his watch.
Sure enough the clock has shown 7:40 which means he is late because usually he has arrived at exactly 7 am.
"What happened Kinan?" jihan asked again when he saw the unusual look on Kinan's face, he thought yesterday, and Kinan left the cafe for no reason.
"There is nothing" replied Kinan tried cheerfully, he was acting fine then as usual he did a job as an ustadzah in the pesantren.
Meanwhile in the company Kairen...
"What happened to your face?"asked Evan who was surprised what was with the look of Kairen's face that arrived flatter and cooler without the slightest smile.
"It's none of your business!"
"This is it, this is how I know you're not okay, are you fighting with your wife!" the accusation Evan stabbed.
Well.because from the beginning Evan knew if all this time what was the reason for Kairen to be responsible to Kinan with certainty.
"I told you not that you can't just ignore your wife" Evan stabbed again,
"You can shut up!, don't you already know I'm doing this just to avenge what I've done, don't I want to tie her to this marriage either" sergeant Kairen starts to get emotional.
"But what was the result!?"
"Shut up!"
"Well, well I won't care what happens after this" Evan murmured again,
"Taste it later if you eat your own words" Evan grumbled to make Kairen throw a book at him.
"You don't think I heard what you said huh!"
"Heh.well forgive me lord Kairen!"sahut Evan again while bowing his body then gawking away leaving Kairen who is still emotionally unclear so.
"Heh..ehh.wait why are you running like this!" halim's voice suddenly appeared before Evan.
Halim wants to go to meet Kairen because there is a job that he has to say to Kairen, but when he gets there he sees Evan who runs small while crying.
"Eh..Halim!" the answer made Halim think and then he understood.
"What else is wrong with you?"ask Halim.
"You can see inside, I want to have fun first" Evan waved his hand.
Ck..ck..!ckk!
Halim shook her head while smiling at Evan, she knew where the man was going.
Cklek!
"Greetings young master" Halim bowed his body respectfully, compared to Evan Halim this was indeed more polite and not as complicated as Evan.
"True sir, I'm here to say if you have a meeting with several clients" Halim said again, then they were immersed in discussions about the company.
"Well then you can go!"Kairen also straightened his body which began to feel a little stiff in the waist and hands.
Halim did not move from her place, it seemed like there was something she wanted to convey.
"May I ask young master?"tanya Halim ventured.
"Hem.yeah, what's wrong?"
"Is it really you..!"
"Wait a minute you don't need to be that formal, now relax a little bit" Kairen interrupted Halim's words.
"May I say something to you, Kairen,.."
"Well this is more comfortable, just talk like Evan usually" said Kairen again,
"That's not why!"thought Halim, she knew the reason Kairen had asked her to speak casually because Kairen knew what she wanted to express instead of about work.
"There's something you need to know, it's about Miss Kinan" Halim said without further ado but he remained courteous to Kairen.
"I don't want to hear anything about him right now, instead I've said it clearly before I go back to Indonesia!" sergeant Kairen.
"But what I'm trying to say is important, I don't think I should have kept this from you that in fact is Miss Kinan's husband"
Suddenly the atmosphere became a little tense,
"Well what do you want to say!?"
"Actually before this I didn't tell you at all, but if you're really thinking of freeing Miss Kinan and not charging any duties as a wife..."
"Miss Kinan is very kind and thoughtful, it is not unusual for many to like her" Halim expressed her opinion and it was the truth.
"Then..?" Kairen still did not really understand the meaning of Halim, but he was also curious what Halim wanted to say further.
"Don't make your heart and Miss Kinan's feelings just as hurt before it's too late"
"Kairen.realize before it's too late because maybe there is someone who is more expecting Miss Kinan's heart" continued Halim said all clearly.
Kairen smiled thinly, though,
"I see.now I understand what you mean" said Kairen casually.
"If there's nothing else you want to say you can leave"
"Well, sorry to interrupt your time Mr. Kairen" Halim did not continue his words, it was enough he reminded Kairen.
In Halim's own mind, all this time he had accompanied Kinan and sometimes Halim could see the waiting and hope of Kinan for his marriage.
So what was the intent of Kairen all along, who asked him personally to keep Kinan safe.
"Ooh yeah..Halim seems like you've misunderstood my actions all along, I put you next to Kinan just to make up for my guilt no more" said Kairen stopping Halim's move to leave the room.
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After finishing teaching Kinan was thinking go kebutik to see the situation there after a few days did not control in the boutique because of his busyness.
"Kinan!" Kinan's step stopped when someone called his name which turned out to be none other than, was,
Gus Rahman's!.
"Assalamualaikum Kinan"he greeting after arriving in front of Kinan.
"Wa'alaikumsalam Gus" Kinan also lowered his gaze as usual.
"Do you want to leave immediately?" asked Gus Rahman, as if there was something he wanted to say to Kinan.
"Right be Gus, but for what Gus Rahman asked like that, is there anything?" sahut Kinan again.
"Begini. ana actually asked Umi to meet Kinan's ustadzah here" replied Gus Rahman began to look at Kinan's face which was still bowed.
That woman is still the same!,
"For what Umma Fatimah wants to see me Gus?"
"Umi wants to meet you because she wants to ask you something Kinan, is it okay?"
"Of course" said Kinan was friendly, of course he would not refuse if Umi Fatimah wanted to meet him because Umi Fatimah had treated him so well.
Seriate...
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