The Journey The Seasik Roller Coaster

Part 5's

Ok it all started here. All conflict begins and strikes like rain that is constantly dripping on the earth. For conflict with one of my great families I have set aside, that here it is worth remembering my purpose to return to the land of birth is friendship and work. Here I also understand that everything does not have to be considered especially for such trivial problems. Sometimes I think the conflict in the big family home still feels trivial compared to my own problems.

Instead of talking about conflict at the home of one of my extended family, it did not feel like 1 year had passed I became a regional child in my own hometown. A lot of the stories I went through as well as a lot of the same black heads that I recognize. Unrelenting to always give thanks can be great through it all even though sometimes crying becomes one of the reasons to be strong. Because to tell parents alone it feels ashamed when you are still able to get through it all. I once asked myself why it is so good now. Why can you get through all of that. Always be thankful because the prayers of my parents accompany my steps.

The period of stay in my homeland has passed 1 year, then in my work has finished my training period. Hehe was very fond of it:) but when the training period was over, there was conflict in my office. This conflict was actually trivial but it was the Branch Coordinator who made it too big. This incident began when I was instructed to do one of the jobdesc coordinators. Honestly, I really can't do that, maybe his intention is to ask for help. But in reality my coordinator just does not work at all when in the office, that is the reason that he is busy.

And there I lied a little to avoid working on the jobdesc. I told my leader that I was being treated for a task that was not my job. And immediately, my leader relayed the news to the Regional Coordinator in my city. Then, Duarrrrrrrrr. Exploded his anger. My coordinator was angry at the group, and vilified my performance on the grounds of BLA BLA BLA, and at that time because I was a junior employee so I apologized for my mistake.

The result of the piece is finally all forgiving each other even though in the heart still feels angry. Hehe I also did not forget to tell Rian about this matter. And Rian followed and agreed with what I had done before. This is where I started again to find a second match between me and Rian, which he also wanted to learn to understand and understand myself as a woman. To further calm my mind and brain, I rushed to have lunch with Erviana. At lunch time I did not even discuss the story of the quarrel with the branch coordinator earlier. Because what yes, make the mood disappear. Wkwk, so I skipped the story about my coordinator.

Wait for part 6 yupp🙌🥰