The Journey The Seasik Roller Coaster
The Part 10
Seven days have passed me and Rian have not communicated. It does not make it difficult for me to resist longing, hah really miss. Even this weekend he didn't visit me, he didn't come to my town. Although sometimes I feel there is a little change that is not as usual. But I remained patient and prayed that everything would be fine. Nothing would not happen if it was the only one who wanted it. May good things always protect. Aamyn
At that time, I found an account on Rian's Instagram. New female account, I don't recognize her either. But somehow, my feelings always dwell on the name of the account. So far, I have been holding myself back and secretly figuring out who the owner of the female account is. Suddenly in the afternoon the Rian called me and asked me how I was, I answered like a normal thing when he and I were talking. And I also did not forget to ask him back, his family news. Sweet chatter was created so that all there was no suspicion at all. I also do not want to think strange because the thought only hurt my heart and make me more overthingking.
The conversation stopped because it was time to go home from work. And our chat is connected at night, a lot of things are talked about but not for one thing on behalf of the account I met on her Instagram. Because it will only make bad mood and runyamnya a feeling.
The next day, somehow I suddenly wanted to play at Erviana's desk. And I saw there that Erviana and the woman were in the same group and the same division. Haha at that moment my circumstances increased, but I deliberately kept quiet and did not tell Erviana. Because it is me and Erviana different divisions so a little less understanding of their jobdesc, and vice versa.
Before long in my office there was a change of division and position. Haha who initially differed as a result of the decline of the decision letter, finally my position and Erviana was equated. It is a division and the same position. And accidentally also me and the woman's account in the same group. The more I can covertly examine.
The more the day after the change of office, Erviana and I studied each other for each jobdesc. So that later can backup when the only one does not enter work. And so far my relationship and Rian's been fine, no rumors of sponsoring issues. It is only possible that I myself feel that the name of the change in Rian exists. There are different things not the same as first meeting and telling stories.
I say everything, I fill in the pulse every Sunday when he asks for a pulse. Then before long, Rian asked for another thing to help, which was to ask for help borrowing my money, and with his luck I agreed because I thought again and again when someone asked for help, he said, and I understand very well the situation of someone who does not have money.
I also gave nominally meaning the rest of my money. Before long he returned my money without asking for it first, and so far I feel good. Maybe it is my way of love like this, met with good people but sometimes annoying. It is important not to say rude has made me relieved, and willing to be patient when asking for help.
Again and again I tell myself not to immediately believe the feeling inside. Again and again I am reminded of one Instagram account name that is in the number of Rian followers. Somehow the thought was always in my brain, when I had never known the woman before and had never even met her before.
I always pray to God for everything that may not happen in my relationship with Rian. Always hope well in the future and be able to achieve the basic initial goal this relationship exists.
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