The Journey The Seasik Roller Coaster

Part 12's

This conflict is happening to myself. Here the beginning of it all starts, whether it comes from my mind or indeed my feelings are true about this. I don't know as far as the current age I just need to believe in what I feel, even though sometimes the pain I think but it really happens as it is. As powerful as he hides, but I can also indirectly understand and even feel that it is true.

One day Rian visited my office, I don't know suddenly there was no word secretly he visited. Giving a faint smile on his lips as if nothing was hidden. It was as if everything had not changed, as a result with my innocent gaze reciprocated his gaze and I gave a smile. He tried to get me to chat and then took me to lunch when the break came. I also agreed, hoping he would apologize for the mistake he made behind my back. I don't know why it hurts to be lied to by someone we care about. And even he came as if nothing had happened. Hah, basic humans don't have hearts

Honestly, this relationship has really changed. Not as sweet as at the beginning, not as cheerful as when the beginning met and met face to face. I realized that, with how my loved ones suddenly lied to me at all costs. And act like nothing happened. I've been caught, in my opinion. Although it is just a matter of shift work but why should lie. I said in my heart, okay, okay, let's just gather one by one the lies that he did either intentionally or unintentionally.

Let people say what, obviously only I can feel this. After lunch, as usual Rian said goodbye to me. No lunchtime content, no time to take pictures at lunch. Lunch is full of eternal feelings in yourself, the curiosity quickly ended and went home to the office to continue all the work that piled up. Go home to his town, say goodbye and I see him understand the changes a little. Maybe he understands that, maybe he just feels normal.

I don't know, just one lie feels like it's been this sick. What is the news like is exposed to other lies, but maybe time has not made it all revealed. Sometimes if we do not find out, something will appear on its own either in a deliberate way or even unintentionally. And I followed that groove, Rian's game. To what extent did he survive all those lies.

Because it feels just wagu when we are tired why should others understand too. And I think it's each person's privacy, it doesn't need to be told in its entirety or in passing. Just hold it, in the walk, sure all will emerge one by one feeling tired it.

Suddenly my hape rang, I saw that Rian was calling me. He told me that he had reached his town, and I told him to take a shower and rest. The road that is far must be tired and tired, especially plus the route of the mountain road. I responded and I answered him in my usual way. Not excessive, because I realize something excessive is also not good. Unfortunately excessive can be a pain also later so too.

Rian also did not forget to tell him that he had a night shift. And I'm also trying to memorize his shift. In disbelief, I tried to contact the admin at Rian's office. I asked for all of Rian's shift schedules, fortunately familiar so I could easily get it all.

Next part 13 yes🙌