The Journey The Seasik Roller Coaster
Part 13's. The Lies are getting real
After I tried to contact the admin at Rian's office, I finally got all of Rian's work schedule on cue so that the admin did not tell Rian that I had understood all his work schedule. The early me who was that cold became liquid immediately saw Rian at the beginning of the encounter. The beginning of the meeting began when he came to visit my office, because I was a new employee then on that side he tried to approach me. And innocently I, I responded slowly without looking first at who he was.
The day went by, Rian and I got closer until I finally decided to have a relationship. Eventually the relationship became known to all the extended families. With all the trinkets that became a reason to still be able to meet me . So far Rian has never gone beyond the limit at all. He still holds fast to what he promises, and what he believes to stay with me.
One day, my mind came back to a woman's account on Rian's Instagram. Somehow the account always stuck in my mind, playing in my brain as if it was a sign that he had a special relationship to Rian. But as far as it goes, I don't want to think too much about it. Because it only makes me sick and disappointed, coupled with all the lies Rian one by one popping up.
Still trying to think positively about what happened. To tell and back again that there is no really serious relationship unless it is the man who is treating us. Lies for lies always come out on their own. Unsolicited and unsearchable, always be grateful. Always given the unexpected.
Until one day, Rian had not visited me for a long time and we never even spent a weekend together again. From that change I thought that this relationship could not be continued anymore.I don't know, I guess. Plus the name of the woman's Instagram account was never gone from my mind. Whether this is a character from me, who if love is too bucin, but before falling in love it is difficult to open the heart.
Who knows to go there, coupled with all the big families have given the green light. What else is in doubt? I don't think there's just a process between me and Rian, and there's a way to get there. Will the plan be carried out smoothly and well.
Only time can answer that. I believe there is no wasted effort. And I've always been convinced that he and I will always be together and work towards a good plan at the beginning of the encounter. Either too short an introduction between me and Rian, or indeed this childish nature of Rian was just seen.
Doubt, that feeling of doubt suddenly enveloped my heart and mind. Somehow it could happen, I tried to ask the owner of the heart to open the next step, but instead the lie for the sake of lies revealed itself. Heavy, but the heart really wants to be together until the end.
Next part 14 ygy😍
