THE CRUELTY OF MY PARALYZED HUSBAND

31. Asya Didwar

"Impotent? They say that in front of your eyes?" cecar Maria's. 

He was also angry when he heard his son was humiliated because of the paralysis of his vital organs. The more anger and also the pain she felt as a mother. 

"Look, Master. They are not saying the words that bring you down. They don't know the right way how they should treat you" Asya said. 

What Cecilia and Maria are arguing about cannot be considered normal. They actually make Fagan feel discouraged and like they do not have self-esteem. They talked about his paralysis just like his friends who spoke in front of Cecilia. 

"Asya, let's go in," Fagan asked. 

Asya who does not want to be blamed and used as material to vent the anger of Cecilia and also her mother obey what Fagan wants. Soon he took Fagan's wheelchair into the room.

"Lock the door" Fagan ordered. 

Asya returned to the door and made sure to lock the door of the room tightly as her husband had told her to. 

"Sit here, Asya." Fagan asked his wife to sit in a chair that was available in his room. Fagan had already pulled the chair which happened to have wheels. 

"Ta .. but, sir. I didn't do anything wrong. What are you gonna do?" ask Asya in fear. 

"Sit down" exclaimed Fagan with a cold face but it looked very serious. 

Forced Asya to sit down and now he faced the man who had returned foreign to him. His eyes trembled, he did not even dare to look into the eyes of Fagan who had already skinned Asya without that excuse. 

"What do you think they say with the highest happiness in marriage?" ask Fagan seriously. 

Asya shook her head, she did not dare to discuss what Fagan wanted to know. Although he actually knows for sure what is meant by the highest happiness of a marriage that Fagan means is a child. 

"They are impotent and have no children. I think that's what Cecilia really wanted to say" Fagan said in a desperate tone. 

At that time, Asya regretted what he was grateful for when he first learned that Fagan had paralysis in his vital organs. He felt that what had been his happiness was actually a great suffering for the man. 

"Master, I think only ancient people considered his highest happiness in a marriage to be the birth of a child. They forget that many couples even separate after being given offspring. They don't think that children are sometimes the main trigger for the disharmony of a relationship." Asya tried to raise the Fagan spirit again. 

The fire in the man's eyes began to look eased. A ray of anger began to dim after hearing what Asya said. 

"Don't they remember that children will only be victims if they don't understand each other and don't accept each other? Wouldn't that just make trouble after trouble appear if they hadn't been able to accept each other as a whole?" ask Asya. 

Asya painstakingly put the word together to convince Fagan of what was causing him concern and also a decline in his mental health. Fagan's emotions have always tended to rise and fall irregularly. The life changes he experienced made it difficult for Fagan to accept everything. Although slowly starting to rearrange his life, but a lot of space in Fagan's heart is still filled with anger and various dilemmas. 

"Master, isn't marriage a shared happiness? Can it be said to be married if only one is happy and the other suffers?" asya's insistence was getting more and more pressing. 

"I accept all your understanding, but it won't change anything, Asya. Even if we achieve happiness, the presence of a child can never be achieved." Fagan said what worried him. 

Asya lowered his head, Fagan now positioned the happiness of the two of them as a very real parable. In the end, there was nothing she expected from the relationship. 

"It's late, sir. I'll help you clean your body," Asya said. 

Asya got up from her seat, but suddenly Fagan's hand prevented Asya from leaving. He held his wife very tightly. 

"Yes, would you accept my situation if I was kind to you?" ask Fagan. 

Hearing that question, made Asya's heart become sick. He expected nothing from the relationship between the two of them. Moreover, an advantage that seemed to start talking about Fagan. 

"Sir, I have no intention of taking any advantage of this relationship. I was dragged into this vortex with no choice. All I think about is holding on as long as possible" Asya explained. 

"She, I'm paralyzed and I'm as they think, Asya. They'll keep me rolling in endless talk and scorn." Fagan whimpering. 

It was obvious that the man was being hit by excruciating worries. Fagan was hard, rough, wanted to win by himself and lightly put the hand to his tears. His heart was weak and unimaginable it all happened right before Asya's eyes. 

"Sir, they can think things through, talk things out and scorn in any sentence. But, you also deserve to have a better life and away from their dirty word. All of this comes from yourself, Sir." Asya. 

"Do you want to be a part of that? Are you sure I can do what you say?" fagan asked. 

Asya let out a long sigh and threw it away violently. He was tired of his always wrong position in the house. Asya, who thought he was defensive enough, is now asked to engage in a mission of change that Fagan will undertake. Her husband asks for and wants her support to make her life more meaningful and show the world if a man's married life is paralyzed much better than those who are normal and have children. 

"Mr Fagan's main goal is not for myself or yourself, sir. I think it's gonna be hard." Asya. 

Fagan's focus was not on his second marriage. The man targeted people who had narrow thoughts about his marriage relationship with Asya. He wanted outsiders to know his life was fine without thinking if Asya would just be a tool to realize that crazy desire. 

Fagan understood what Asya was thinking, as a normal girl, of course Asya did not want to be played and used for a purpose that was not beneficial to him at all. 

"I'll buy you, Asya. I will pay for every situation you face and I will give you value for everything you do for me. I just wanted to silence their mouths and show that I can have a normal married life even if I sit in a wheelchair for the rest of my life" Fagan explained.