
“I hate this time. I hate it when I can't be with you even if we're in the same place. Even though we are close together and even though we cross paths.
The word – is now in the minds of two men who feel their love is being swayed by one girl who has subdued their hearts and made them unable to stay away.
Arras…
Arra makes Andrew, her lover, become so worried about the relationship they are in at the moment. Whether he should continue the relationship between the two and survive even though he knows Arra is getting away from his embrace. And their feelings are growing. Or should willingly release Arra from his side and let the girl be happy with her rival Arrio. Which from the beginning had already stated that he loved Arra so much in front of Andrew.
Andrew was confused and did not understand what he had to decide. In general, they are so close. The attention that Arra gave to him during his care also did not play – play. The girl did not hesitate to cook herself every meal for Andrew and helped him take medicine every time without ever being missed. He measured Andrew's body temperature and accompanied the man as Athens came to check on him.
However, all that still makes him feel so empty and more aware of Andrew, if the longer he and Arra increasingly create the distance of each – without them knowing. Arra's awkwardness when Andrew touches her hand or calls her with affection. And the girl's nervousness if anyone else hears it and it can be interpreted as Arrio. It is increasingly asserted that they are no longer on the same path.
And without Arra knowing, he also made Arrio become worried about his decision and the attitude he had taken so far on the girl. Arrio loves Arra so much and wants to have the girl in his arms. However, on the one hand, he must protect Arra from the demons that are after him and target Arra because of his proximity to Arrio.
Being around Arra and interacting a lot with the girl meant getting her closer to danger. Because the existence of Arrio in the world is already known by the devil. In fact, they have spread out many troops to find a gap when the vigilance of Arrio, Jason and Aksel weakened in order to attack everything. Especially Arra.
But being away from the girl also gives great suffering to Arrio. Resisting the longing and passionate love in his heart. It feels like Arrio could be crazy if added with all the problems and preparations for the war he did. Knowing that the girl he loved was the reason for this great war also became a big burden for him. Arrio was worried.
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“Arra? What are you doing?” jason asked who heard the sound of a vacuum cleaner lit up from the living room of their house.
“Oh, Jason huh? S-sorry Jason, I'm cleaning this room. T-tadi... I touched his desk and felt there was dust stuck here..” explained Arra nervously.
“Yes God! I could be at Arrio's feet if he knew you were doing this.” Jason breaks his hair and takes over the vacuum cleaner from Arra's hands, “don't clean up any room Arra. Someone will do it. You can do anything else you want.” Jason said.
“Whatever I want? For example?” asked Arra confused.
“uhmm... doing college work? Doing thesis? Sleep on? eat a snack or.. anything, which definitely do not do homework.”
“What's wrong if I do that? you're afraid the house is less clean?” ask Arra again.
“No, no! Not so!” Jason looked at Arra and asked Arra to sit down first before replying again, “kak Arrio does not want the girl he loves doing such work and is exhausted from homework. You came to this house, as a woman loved by my sister. Not to be a house assistant. So don't corrode your hands to do this kind of work.”
Arra is stunned to hear Jason's answer and explanation. Is Arrio really that? Think about it and treat her as a girl?
Does that mean Arrio's love for her is still the same and has not disappeared? If it is, why is Arrio getting away from him now?
“oh! Sorry Jason, I'm daydreaming. But.. Is it really Arrio who said all that and asked you to do this? On me?” ask Arra to make sure.
“Yes, he reminds me and Aksel every day and every morning before leaving to take good care of you, provide for all your needs and not allow you to do any hard work including this kind of thing. Why Arra? Something wrong?” ask Jason again.
“Not, but.. I feel like he's staying away from me now Jason. He never even greeted me again or asked me. He often left even before I woke up and came home late when I was asleep. there was no time to talk as usual Arra is obviously on Jason.
Jason now looked at Arra and was silent for a moment, “what's weighing on you?” ask Jason.
“If I say yes. Is something wrong? It felt really uncomfortable because I knew he was here but didn't greet me. I think I have a big mistake with him. Did I... indeed have something wrong and make him not want to greet me again?” ask Arra again.
“You are not wrong any Arra.”.
“Really? Then why is she so to me?” ask Arra.
“There are some things you don't know yet and he can't explain them to you yet. Not that she doesn't love you or ignore you and even hate you, Arra. He still loves you so much and craves you. Trust me..” sure Jason.
“What's Andrew for?” the girl took a look.
“You will understand someday. But trust me.. He doesn't hate you at all.”.
“Alright if you talk like that.” Arra got up and his hand felt around, looking for something and grabbed it and grasped it tightly. “You said I had to do whatever I wanted, right? Let me do this, I can't stand being here if Arrio keeps acting like this Jason! I don't like him hating me or staying away from me. Let me do this so that I no longer feel pain and think about this continuously.
“Arra..”.
The sound of the vacuum cleaner was again heard, slowly and very carefully – Arra's heart moved her and began to clean room after room in the house without being missed. He carried a washcloth on his shoulder to clean the furniture as well. Makes Jason look even more frustrated.
Oh my God, that girl is a healer. His hand had a beautiful miracle but what Jason saw today was much different. Makes him many – times sigh heavily.
“Oh yes, what groceries are in the refrigerator?” tanya Arra arrives – arrives.
“What do you want?” ask Jason back.
“I'll cook for you. And Arrio. As my apology to her.” Arra.
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