The Cruel Fate

Part 10.2

Sandira cleaned her bedroom. Sandira did not forget to put a letter on the table near her bed.

Sandira glanced at the room that had been in his place. Sandira sighed while holding back her tears.

" When I came here, I thought it was hell. I cursed my cruel fate when I started my – days here by eating only once or twice a day.

I also feel very angry about the abuse Smith did to me. But, I realized it wasn't as bad as I thought.

My fate wasn't as cruel as I imagined. When Smith became interested in me, I began to hope a little, even though I tried to evade.

I started asking – ask if he is serious or just play – play with me only. But, when I saw him protecting me back then I started to cultivate a belief that Smith was serious about liking me.

At that time, I also realized that I was starting to like him. But I don't want to take this risk. My world and Smith are too different.

Maybe he likes me now but I don't know when he'll stop liking me. I chose to leave because I wanted to escape.

Escape from these growing feelings. Escape from hopes and dreams – dreams that might destroy me.

Hope about Smith who will continue to like me, hope to live with her. The dream that made me not only be his woman but his wife.

Thinking about it made me shudder in horror because I was expecting too much and dreaming too high.

Smith may have liked me and wanted to make me his woman but with my social status he would never have wanted to make me his wife.

I'm self-conscious so I'd rather go. So, goodbye, "Sandira said in her heart.

Sandira walked out of the house and left without saying goodbye to Smith and John.

Arriving at the house in his place. Sandira was quite surprised because the homeowner asked her to move because she had rented her house to someone else because Sandira had not paid the rent for two months.

The owner of the house has also cleaned up – Sandira goods and drove them that day.

Not only was he kicked out of the house he lived in for – years that year but that day Sandira also got news if he had been fired from the factory where he worked because he did not leave without permission all this time.

Sandira just sighed accepting her fate. " I got out of that house and then things got worse. There was no word back because I lost my home and my job. What should I do now ? My phone is also not there," said Sandira Lirih while carrying – goods to find a new place to live.

" But I'm still lucky enough to still have this" Sandira said, staring at the ATM card in her hand.

Sandira then went to find a place to live at a fairly affordable price with her pocket.

After finding a place to live that matches his pocket. Sandiroapun began to clean up the goods – goods.

This time Sandira could not afford to rent a house. Sandira was only able to rent a single parcel of room along with one bathroom inside because Sandira had to buy a new cell phone to communicate with her sister.

Sandira then dropped her body onto the floor mattress available in the room.

" I'll find a job tomorrow. I have to work quickly because my savings are running low, "said Sandira lirih.

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