The Crack of a Glass

127. Sickness futile ...

After the death of Genta and Azzura, Johan still remained in the same position, kneeling down while continuing to shed tears of regret and guilt.

The words of Genta and Azzura just now were enough to make him stupefied without twitching. Even wanting to stand up at this moment, he seemed to have no energy.

"Nina," he said softly imagining the face of his late wife. "Devan my son!"

He mentioned the two names at once the person he had ignored, wasted even as if throwing them away.

"I'm sorry ..I'm sorry .." Johan said sobbing.

"Master," said Romi, patting him on the shoulder. "Come ... We should leave this place," Romi said.

With a feeling of emptiness, he slowly rose to his feet from his previous position. Stepping gontai while looking down.

His tears seemed to stop flowing. Question after question from Azzura was still ringing in the ears.

Added with the last words of Genta. He felt more fear if hated then shunned by his own son.

"I'm sorry dady ..."

"Sir, are you okay?" romi asked shortly after the two were in the car.

Johan shook his head then leaned his back on the back of the car seat. Closing his eyes while massaging his forehead down to the base of his nose.

"Take me to the TPU," he ordered.

Romi nodded in understanding and followed his orders. He also began to drive his vehicle to TPU Kota M.

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Meanwhile, Genta and Azzura were still on their way to somewhere. There is no conversation between the two.

All that was heard was the sound of a car engine. Since then, Azzura's view continues to lead to the car window.

"Honey .." scolded Genta as he touched his fingers. But Azzura remained unmoved.

The shadow of Nina's face when she was two-bodied filled her mind. Even in a state of great pregnancy, the beautiful woman remained active in her cake shop to support herself.

As he groaned in the middle of the night feeling pain due to his kidney disease, he was the one who always encouraged, taking care of it without expecting anything but he remained healthy along with the baby he contained at that time.

"Nina" he said softly and then sobbed.

She recalled that when Nina was about to give birth, she was so scared that she looked at her pale face. Even so after she gave birth, she had been in a coma for two days and in the end she gave up.

A month after the operation then underwent dialysis, the beautiful woman finally breathed her last.

At that moment Azzura again felt a very deep loss. Hugged Devan tightly as if he did not want to take it off.

"Honey," called Genta and stopped his car for a moment on the shoulder of the road.

Seeing his wife crying, he felt unbearable. Afraid that his mental back down.

"Mas ... What kind of man is he? Does he deserve to be called father?" said Zu suddenly.

"Let everything flow like water. Let him regret all his actions, let him reflect on whether he deserves to be called a father or not. I hate to remember it again" replied Genta with a sigh.

"When Devan grows up, let him decide. But still he will definitely ask for your opinion. Don't cry anymore. I want to take you to the resort."

Azzura shook his head softly in a reluctant sign. "We'll just go home, Mom. We've left baby Fattah Faatih too long. We should go to the resort in the afternoon, as well" suggested Zu.

Want to not want Genta back to turn the direction. He pointed his four wheels towards the destination.

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TPU city M ...

With a shaky step, Johan directed her footsteps towards Nina's navel. When he was in the navel, his eyebrows immediately linked.

The sprinkling of flowers on top of the belly button still looks fresh. His mind wondered if Azzura and Genta were blazing?

Of course, before actually arriving at the court, Azzura and Genta first took the time to poach the tomb.

He crouched down and stroked the tombstone. Staring fixed pusara who is now eternal rested in his place peacefully.

"Nina," said Johan softly accompanied by tears now that began to flow profusely. "I'm sorry for everything I did. To waste you and our son. What do I have to make up for it?"

"I feel lonely, shunned Genta even she hates me so much. I should how? What if Devan hates me and refuses to acknowledge me as his father?"

Johan asked the inanimate object that could not speak or give him opinions and solutions. Her cries were now in vain, but Nina could not rise from the grave and give him an answer.

If Nina were still alive, of course the woman would refuse to enter her life again with Devan.

Old Johan was in that navel. Staring at the resting place of his late wife for good. Before he finally left the place.

Return to Azzura and Genta who are currently in his residence. Both are in the son's room.

Her second smile immediately expands when she finds the tiny baby is awake and moving actively in her baby box.

"Mother and old father yes, dear," Zu said as he held Fattah while Faatih was carried by Genta. "I'm sorry, if mom and dad are old. You see, we are fighting to keep Brother Devan with us" whispered Zu, though the baby knew nothing.

"Mimi, was baby F, fussy when we were living?" ask Zu to his son's baby sitter.

"No, Ma. Both are just snooping. Instead I can relax for a moment" I'm Mimi.

"Thank you, go back to your room and rest. Fattah Faatih let me and Mas Genta alone," Zu said with a smile.

Mimi just nodded and then looked down. After that he left the room and then chose to go to the lounge to watch for a moment.

While Azzura and Genta choose to bring the twins to his room and want to play with the adorable little baby.

Instantly, Azzura's voice filled the room as she was talking to her two babies even though both of them did not understand anything.

He continued to chatter, occasionally laughing funny to feel anxious at his son. Genta only noticed the absurdity of his wife while shaking his head.

"It turns out to be true, when he interacts with children, his mood improves again. It was like seeing him cry instantly made me worry," muttered Genta in his heart.

"Mas, aren't you talking to?" he also protested because he felt ignored.

Azzura immediately looked at him then chuckled in anxiety. "Mas, who doesn't want to play with baby F. From earlier it even bengong staring at the three of us."

Genta slowly lie down on the side of the F bang then hold his tiny fingers and then kiss the two alternately.

"Alhamdulillah .. the issue of custody is already widespread. Stay in town J in a few days. As well as taking children and bi Titin on vacation to island B."

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