The Crack of a Glass

120. Life is like drama ...

Since coming home from the hospital, Yoga still thinks of Clarissa. Since then, he has been in his work space.

Given the girl's seemingly chaotic and fearful state, Yoga became increasingly determined to bring the girl's psyche back to normal.

"What is the track record of events that traumatized him like that? Looking at his reaction earlier, he was even worse than Azzura. It seems to me that my guess is correct if she might have been abused" murmured Yoga.

"Before M tomorrow, I'll meet him first and make sure he's okay."

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The night was getting late, the faint sound of baby F whining was heard greeting Azzura's eardrum.

Slowly he opened his eyes and sat himself down. The sound of her son's whining made her feel guilty.

"Darling, sorry mother, yes" she whispered shortly after approaching the baby box and then checked her second diaper. He commented on the smile when he found the baby F diaper wet.

Patently he held baby F alternately and changed his diaper. Finished changing diapers he first gave ASI to both.

His smile again adorned his face while looking fixed on the face of baby Faatih then stroked his tiny fingers gently.

Occasionally he glanced at Genta who seemed to fall asleep slowly the hand that had been stroking the baby F fingers moved to the head of the husband.

While waiting for baby Faatih to fall asleep, Azzura continued to stroke her husband's hair. To make Genta feel disturbed.

When he opened his eyes he immediately held Azzura's fingers and then kissed her. "Darling, is baby F fussy?" whispered.

"No Mas, the diaper is wet maybe thirsty too" Zu replied.

Genta kisses the head of his son who is still sucking ASI in the sling of the mother.

"What a fussy Fattah too," he asked again.

"No, I gave the ASI a change with Faatih," replied Zu and smiled. "Sleep Mas. Tomorrow we have to have apples."

"It's okay, honey. Wait for you" said Genta.

Finished giving breast milk to baby Faatih, Azzura took it back to the baby box and laid it next to her brother.

He kissed the two alternately and then went back to Genta who seemed to be looking at him.

The husband's gaze was always successful making him blush in shame. I don't know why Azzura couldn't seem to twitch when her husband looked at her.

"What the hell, Mas," whispered Zu as she stroked her husband's jaw. "If I'm to be honest, Mas's gaze always made me misbehave. Like, I'm fascinated by these eyes."

Azzura touched her husband's eyes, went down to his nose, cheeks, lips and cupped his handsome face. Just the gentle touch provoked her husband's desire.

"Ah .. If it had been a few months, I would have devoured you," Genta then smiled.

"Sleep, it's late" whispered Genta and carried Azzura into his arms.

"Sabar Genta, not yet the time," he murmured inwardly while holding back his desire because of his wife's actions.

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The next day after Galuh drove his son to school, he and Nella drove Ayya and Devan home. Play a little with baby F.

"Waaah ... whiz uncle is already on handsome yes," Galuh said shortly after being in the baby F room.

Azzura who looked like she was wearing clothes to her son only smiled as Galuh approached her.

He immediately held a baby Faatih that was neat and fragrant.

"Pengen yes," ledek Genta who had just entered the room then chuckled.

Galuh clucked and rolled his eyeballs lazily.

"Oh yeah, Bang. When will you hold this handsome aqiqah?" galuh asked and then kissed the ponakan's cheek.

"God willing, tomorrow morning at the Clarion Hotel" said Genta.

Galuh just nodded in understanding. Shortly after, Nella approached them and approached Azzura.

"Zu, get baby Fattah" she asked in prayer.

"Honey, you're the same mom Nella used to be, yes" he said and then kissed his tiny baby and then gave it to Nella. "I'll take them for a minute, brother. I'll get Genta's clothes ready first."

"Yes, hunt gih," exclaimed Nella and then chuckled.

After Azzura and Genta died, Nella approached her husband and whispered, "Honey .. see baby F, I also wanted to have baby twins."

"You know, no matter how much we try to have baby twins, if God hasn't willed it won't happen, baby. Although not twins anything important do not want to lose as much as Genta," said Galuh.

"Insecure yaaaa .." ledek Nella laughed.

Nella immediately chuckled and took her down to the first floor.

Genta and Azzura, who were still in the room, appeared to help her husband wear official clothes.

After finishing Azzura stroked her chest then hugged her for a moment.

"Here you go" whispered Zu and broke his embrace.

"Thank you, honey," Genta replied, then kissed her forehead.

"Down yuk, Mas. Breakfast just left. I feel like I miss the atmosphere of our house there."

Genta smiled at his wife's words. He took his wife down to the first floor and took them to breakfast together.

After finishing breakfast together, both Genta, Galuh Nella then say goodbye to their respective workplaces.

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While in another city precisely in the city of A, Yoga seems to have been in the hospital. Before leaving for the city of M, he chose to meet Clarissa first.

While carrying two cups of warm tea, he really hopes that today Clarissa will start to change.

After being in the doorway of the girl's nursery, she opened it. Instantly his eyebrows immediately linked when he did not find the existence of the crossbreed girl.

"Where is he?" he muttered while scanning the room. A second later he came out of the room and asked one of the officers who happened to pass by.

"Sus, did you see the girl who occupied this room?" tanyakanya.

"It looks like he's in the park again, Doc," the officer replied and continued.

A faint smile immediately fell on Yoga's lips. He also chose to accelerate his steps towards the hospital garden while carrying the warm tea cup.

After a few minutes of searching for the girl in the park, he then approached her who was sitting on one of the benches while staring at the sun that was just about to emit its light.

"Rissa" she said with a smile.

"Thank God he's already starting to breathe out air," Inner Yoga looked at him fixedly.

Feeling familiar with the voice that greeted him, he slowly turned his head and smiled thinly.

Unlike the previous days, today the girl looked a little different. His long hair which is usually disheveled unkempt, now looks neat with a dip.

Yoga sat next to him and gave him a cup of warm tea which he had been holding since.

"This is for you, enjoy it while it's warm" said Yoga.

"Thank you" he said, grabbing the cup from Yoga's hand.

For a moment, Yoga was quite surprised to hear the girl reply. Because before let alone smiling or replying to his words, the girl was only silent a thousand languages like a statue.

"Are you feeling a little better now?"

Clarissa nodded slowly then sipped the warm tea then re-directed her gaze forward.

In silence, Yoga looked at him as well as feeling full.

"Mirissa ..."

"Hm ..." He slowly looked at Yoga.

"Sorry, for the next three days, I'll be in M. So as long as I'm in town M, Daffa's doctor will give you counseling guidance" Yoga said.

Clarissa shook her head softly, "I'll just wait for you," she replied and returned her gaze forward.

"Why?"

"I feel like you're the right person to give me counseling guidance" Clarissa replied in a soft voice.

He looked up at the sky and closed his eyes. A round of clear crystals fell from the end of his eyes.

"Mirissa ..." Yoga touched his shoulder.

"I'm fine" he whispered. "Thank you for still dealing with a girl with a mental disorder like me."

"You're right ...Life is like an unfinished drama. Human life is never separated from problems, events, obstacles, challenges, opportunities, and experiences. It's a life lesson for everyone."

Clarissa repeated the sentence spoken by Yoga yesterday. A second later he turned his head and returned the psychologist's gaze.

"The strong yes. As black and as dark as any event you have experienced in the past, rest assured that you can definitely fight back and pass it."

Clarissa took a deep breath and nodded slowly.

Yoga glanced at the clock that was coiled around her wrist.

"Rissa .. we'll meet in three days. Go back to your room. I'm saying I'm going to the airport now" Yoga said.

"I still want to be here for a while. Go ... I'm fine," he exclaimed.

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