The Chastity of Alesha

Goodbye

Esha and Raffi hugged very tightly. Slowly Esha took off her embrace and brought her lips closer to Raffi's. Esha kissed Raffi's lips gently. Raffi also returned Esha's kiss. Their lips intertwined for so long that they could not control themselves. Finally Raffi carried Esha's body. Esha put her hand around Raffi's neck. Raffi takes Esha into the room and drops Esha's body into the bed. Long story short, they also make love until satisfied.

The clock has shown at eleven o'clock in the evening. Esha told Raffi to go home.

"Sir Raffi, it's late at night Raffi should go home. Kasian Aulia" pinta Esha's.

"I still want to be here with you" Raffi said as he placed his head on Esha's chest.

"But brother.. Aulia is pregnant. He's gonna need you. Go home!" esha was half-forcible.

Raffi also obeyed Esha's will because Esha kept forcing him. Esha led Raffi to the door.

"Son Raffi heart! Take care of Raffi!" esha hugged Raffi.

Raffi was surprised because it was not usual for Esha to behave like that.

"Why you, baby? You're not leaving me, are you?" raffi asked worriedly.

"will not. I love you brother" said Esha half-whispering into Raffi's ear.

"I love you too dear" said Raffi then kissed Esha's forehead slowly.

"Assalamu'alaikum" said Raffi.

"Wa'alaikumsalam" Esha said.

Raffi leaves Esha's apartment. Esha stared at Raffi's departure until Raffi was gone from her sight. There were grains of clear water dripping from Esha's eye pellets.

"Goodbye, Raffi. Maybe this is the last time I see you." murmured Esha in his heart.

After Raffi left, Esha went inside the apartment and locked the door. Esha went to the room and sat down on the edge of the bed. Tonight Esha's heart is very restless. Esha wanted to ask God for guidance before making a decision. Slowly she went into the bathroom to clean herself up.

After bathing and changing her clothes, Esha also carried out two rakaats praying sunnah istikharah. Finished saying his greetings, Esha prayed to the creator by raising his hands...

"O Allah, I ask You for choice with Your knowledge, I ask Your power to settle my affairs with Your nature, and I ask You for some of Your great gifts, for thou art most powerful, and I have no power, Thou knowest, and I know not, and Thou Knowest of the Unseen"

"O Allah, if You know that my marriage relationship with Raffi is for me, in my religion, my life, and its consequences for me, then predestine and ease this relationship for me, then bless me in this relationship"

"And if You know that this relationship is bad for me, in my religion, my life, and its consequences for me, then keep this relationship away from me, and keep me away from this relationship, and do good for me everywhere, then make me glad to receive it. Aamiin..."

Finished praying, Esha slashed both of her palms onto her face. Esha took off her face and went to bed. Esha dropped her body on the bed and closed her eyes trying to sleep.

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Aulia waits for Raffi at home until he falls asleep on the living room couch clutching a cell phone in her hand. Raffi deliberately turned off his phone since he came out of the house this afternoon so that Aulia could not reach him. Raffi walked up to Aulia and slowly carried Aulia's body.

Raffi took Aulia to the room and laid her on the bed. Raffi took the phone in Aulia's grasp and placed it on the table. Then Raffi enveloped Aulia's body. Raffi sat down beside Aulia and looked at her face.

"I'm sorry Lia. You are a good woman. You're supposed to get a man who loves you and it's not me. Forgive me for hurting you" Raffi said in his heart.

Raffi changed his clothes and spread his body beside Aulia. Raffi closed his eyes trying to sleep.

The clock shows at four in the morning. Adhan's voice woke Aulia from her sleep. Slowly Aulia opened her eyes. Aulia was shocked when she saw Raffi already sleeping beside her soundly. Aulia tilted her body facing Raffi. Aulia looked at Raffi's face carefully with a smile. Suddenly a faint sound came from Raffi's mouth...

"Esha don't leave me...!!!" raffi said in his sleep.

Sontak Aulia was surprised to hear Raffi's delirious speech. Aulia brought her ears closer to Raffi's mouth so that Raffi's voice sounded clearer.

"Esha don't go! I love you so much. Don't ever leave me!" raffi said again with his eyes closed.

"Esha? What does he mean Alesha's secretary?"

Aulia was surprised to hear Raffi mention Esha's name in her sleep.

"So Alesha was the one that Raffi had loved all this time?"

Aulia did not believe what she had just heard.

Aulia was sitting limp on the bed. There was a grain of clear water coming out from the corner of his eye. Aulia felt betrayed by her own best friend.

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Esha awoke from her sleep because she was dreaming. Esha dreams of holding a very cute baby boy. Then there was a man standing next to her holding her hand. But the face of the man was faintly faint. Esha had no idea who that man was.

The clock shows at four in the morning. Shortly thereafter, the sound of the morning adhan echoed. Esha woke up from her sleep. Esha felt her throat very dry, then Esha went to the kitchen to get a glass of water.

After drinking a glass of water, Esha pensively thought about her dream earlier.

"Why do I dream of holding a baby boy? Whose baby is that? And who is the man who held my hand? Her face was not clearly visible" Esha muttered in her heart.

Esha also went to take ablution water and then perform dawn prayers. After the prayer, Esha took her suitcase and put all her clothes in it. There was sadness emanating from Esha's face. Actually, he was heavy to part with the person he loved so much. Esha could not help but hold back the tears that fell on her cheeks. Esha wiped her tears. Finished packing, Esha moved to pick up a piece of paper and pen. Esha wrote a letter to Raffi.

Esha placed the letter on the table beside the bed. After that, Esha took a shower and changed clothes. Esha pulled her suitcase out of the room. Before leaving Esha looked for her beloved cat, the sweet one.

"Si sweet where are you? push.... push..." cried Esha.

"Meong.." The cat emerged from the kitchen while running towards Esha.

Esha held the sweet and stroked him spoiled. Esha took the sweetie and her suitcase out and locked the door to her apartment. Esha headed towards the parking lot.

"Si sweet Esha must go. I'm sorry Esha, Esha can't take care of you anymore. You're good out there. Don't be naughty.." said Esha then take off the cat in the place where he used to pick it up.

It was still too early, Esha stuffed her suitcase into the trunk of the car. Then he got in the car. Esha drove her car slowly towards her office. Before leaving Esha wanted to hand over her resignation letter to the office first.

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