The Autumn In Heart
The Part 66
My body caught a cold after raining with Briyan last night. My whole body feels weak, stiff and sore. But Briyan got an important call early in the morning, so she left without breakfast first.
"Honey, we can handle the problem in the store alone right? if it's hard, just call the usual coolie, okay?" Briyan put on her socks and shoes.
I'm nodding. "You take it easy, I can handle the problems at the store. But you better have breakfast first, a full stomach then be able to think smoothly," I tried to persuade Briyan to keep eating breakfast, but unfortunately he still refused.
"I'm leaving first, by the way." Briyan went to her car.
I waved at him, then rushed inside the house to prepare breakfast.
Breakfast this morning with the usual menu, boiled vegetables, steamed sea fish, meat soup and some bread that I baked myself.
After breakfast, everyone went to continue the activity no exception me. This morning I ordered 2 new storefronts for the store.
Too bad, the furniture store where I bought the previous storefront ran out of stock of goods and materials. So I went back around looking for another one.
It turned out that it wasn't easy to find a storefront like the one I bought the other day. For almost half a day I went around but found no results.
"Ma'af mbak, if you want this model storefront should order first. But alas, the materials for now are too late due to their obstructed delivery. I can't be sure when the material will come." The furniture owner.
I fell limp to hear his words. This is the 5th store I've been to. I took a plastic chair near me and sat in my messed up thoughts.
"Sir, just send the display case that the model is like that." I pointed at one of the storefronts that was in front of me, the largest size among the others. It's just higher, somewhat less suitable for bread.
"Okay, I'll send it right now. Please write the full address." The seller gave me a pen and a piece of paper.
I paid to the furniture owner and immediately went to the store. Only my shop was closing, while the others were wide open with customers passing by.
My head hurts from the cold and tired. I decided to walk a little to buy medicine. Fortunately there is a pharmacy nearby.
"Please oil wind roll on 1 piece, and paracetamol 1 piece!" My request to the dispensary officer.
He quickly gave me what I asked for. After paying I turned around and walked away. But my eyes are getting darker and darker....
Bruuk!!
I can't help but hear someone screaming hysterically. I can't remember what happened after that.
"Mom!"
"Sir, wake!"
"Mom, open his eyes!"
Someone is trying to wake me up. I woke up from my sleep, but my whole body was heavy.
The smell of alcohol stung right in front of my nose, I slowly removed the thing from the front of my nose.
I woke up and tried to get up to sit down. Some people are already in front of me.
One of them approached me and checked my blood pressure. One minute later.
"His blood pressure is very low, only 80/60. Why are you walking alone? you should be sick don't go alone." Said the well-dressed woman right in front of me. Maybe this woman is a practicing doctor at this dispensary, I thought.
"My husband is busy, so he cannot accompany me today. I'm sure I can go home alone, thanks." I stood up and grabbed my bag and my groceries.
"Wait a minute, I'm a practicing doctor at this dispensary. I suspect that you may be pregnant, maybe you want to check the pregnancy here?"
I was stunned to hear that.
"Yes, maybe you forgot the last time you had your period?" ask her again.
I sat back on the small bed next to me that I almost left.
"Every pregnant woman experiences something like me? low blood pressure, or fainting?"
"Mostly yes." Sahut the doctor.
"I forget the last time I menstruated, besides my menstrual schedule is not surfing other women. So, I didn't pay much attention to it."
"When you want to check it directly, the sooner you know your pregnancy will be better. Prevent nutritional deficiencies in infants and for sure you can maintain the condition of the body so that it can remain vit."
I digest for a moment what this doctor said.
"All right," I nodded.
The doctor asked a pharmacist to take a test pack and give it to me.
"Do you know how to use it?" ask the doctor.
I'm shaking. "Yet."
The doctor brought a small container and briefly explained how to use the test pack on me. After that he told me to go to the bathroom and read the results of the test pack alone.
Why am I so nervous?
I slowly dipped the tip of the test pack to the line limit. And the line that appears is only one. I breathed a sigh of relief, half of my heart was relieved. Half again, disappointed.
A minute later the red line was still only one. Half of my heart wanted the line to suddenly double. However, until I dump the rest of the urine in the line container does not move.
I washed the container and went back outside. Then submit my test pack results to the doctor.
"It looks negative." I showed you the results.
But the doctor looked at the results of the test pack. He took that thing out of my hand.
"Impossible, look at this! there are two lines, only the other is faint!"
He pointed to the other line again, I honestly couldn't see that line from a distance. So I approached and watched closely.
"So... What does it mean that I'm pregnant but my pregnancy is weak?" ask the doctor.
"Not so, you're positively pregnant. It's just that this tool cannot detect it accurately. You better go to the doctor again. Remember, check with a gynecologist who has an ultrasound device."
"USG?"
"Geez, you're totally innocent. Hope you can be a good mother to your child." The doctor was surprised to see me.
"So, what does it mean that I'm pregnant?"
"Yes." Yeah."
Today was a surprise for me. Is this real? but I'm not ready for this. Even my bakery up ahead is still nothing. There are still many things I want to do before I actually become a mother.
But I felt so happy, I seemed to want to jump for joy. Should I call Briyan now?
