The Alter Ego's Struggle to Fix Life

The Alter Ego's Struggle to Fix Life
Nightmare



I saw myself in a very luxurious house. The house was white in a very grand style, like a modern palace. I saw myself sitting with a Grandma. The grandmother seemed to be stroking my hair softly and seemed to be talking cheerfully with me.


But who is Grandma? Why can't I see his face clearly?


After that everything in front of me was running around like a movie screen that was being accelerated. I can't see clearly. Not to mention the buzz I heard getting louder in the ears. I swiped my ears so much that I was afraid of being deaf.


Suddenly I saw a man approaching me. I spontaneously retreated, I don't know who he was. Why does he look so awful smiling at me. I tried to scream, I wanted to run away from here. But, my mouth was locked, my feet felt tightly attached to the ground. I should what?


After that it was all dark.


Hah hah hah.


‘What was that?’


“Why do I dream like that?” wiping out some of the sweat that was on his temple.


Rena bengun from her sleep in a state of breathing that is already irregular. His face looked chaotic, hair disheveled, sweat visible flowing down his forehead. Rena really looked like someone who had run out for ten kilometers. In fact, Rena can feel the back of her shirt wet.


Rena adjusted her breathing and looked at the wall clock. It's showing at three in the morning. Rena is always sleepy. He rarely even dreams in his sleep. However, these past few months Rena has always dreamed of strange things according to her.


‘Actually what have I missed so far?’


On the other hand, it was still at the same hour. Grandma Bagas looked at a photo showing a young girl with shoulder-length short hair.


Grandma Bagas looks so sad in staring at the photo. I don't know what you're thinking about Grandma Bagas, but it doesn't seem like a good memory.


...***...


The next day, Rena left for college as usual. He began to listen to the lecturer's explanation seriously, even though his current thoughts were not in that place. I don't know, Rena feels very strange with the dreams that she got lately.


“Ren!” Mira tries to surprise Rena who looks to be sitting alone in a garden chair behind the campus building.


“Hemm,” answered Rena lazily.


“Idih, that's it! You should be surprised dong!” Mira protests to Rena. Because indeed every time Mira surprised Rena, Rena never surprised once.


“Wah! I'm shocked!” a made-up look of shock.


“Not funny! Even nakutin knows!”


“Ya keep me how dong?! You are not ngagetin!”


“Ye .. I am not the one who does not. But it's too cold for you now.”


“Now?”


Mira patted her lips slowly because she felt wrong.


“I-iya now. You're going to be so cold. What a rich yes, you are not you who used to be.”


‘I'm not the Rena you know. Not me who changed, but indeed the soul of this different body of Rena.’


“Hei! How come bengong? I was wrong?”


“No coking!”


“Eh, yesterday said the majors next to you watching in the cinema with a guy, who? If Kak Bagas finds out, end your history Ren!”


“What the hell? The people of Mas Bagas also already know that I am the same Rayan kok!”


“Oh, his name is Rayan!” little scream.


“Don't be hard!” rena's Remembrance to Mira.


Mira can only be grinned to get a plot from Rena.


Rena packed her things and started to move from her seat.


“Lho to where?”


“You to next class. Why would you come?”


Rena was only able to sigh slowly looking at Mira's behavior. Sometimes Rena also questions a little why Rena still survives to befriend Mira. In fact, Rena could have pretended not to know Mira and just stay away from Mira, right?


Rena passed her last class in a doldrums. He's really lethargic this afternoon. More precisely this afternoon. Rena stepped in front of the university gate in search of public transport. Since then, he has been ordering online.


Again a big black motor stopped right in front of Rena.


“What else is this time? I suspect that you are actually unemployed!” said Rena when Rayan has not even removed her helmet at all.


Rayan took off her helmet by holding back a laugh.


“I'm still on this leave!”


“There are new employees even most of the holidays!”


“Lho really! Suer if I'm still on leave!”


Rena looked at Rayan with a probing look.


“I can't believe!” shaking head.


“Oudah if you don't believe. But, how? Want to be delivered again right back home?”


Rena sighed. Somehow it is indeed some days Rena always difficult to find online transportation. And at a time like this, Rayan happened to come like a helper angel.


“Yaudah, take me home yes!” smile with sweetness.


“OK!”


...***...


Elsewhere, it looks like Bagas who is busy researching his work seriously. Bagas wearing glasses that increasingly make it look authoritative. Bagas often use glasses when working in the office.


Tok to tok.


“Log in!”


“Pak, there is someone who wants to meet with mr.”


“Who?”


Bagas saw someone who was already in the doorway.


“Tell him to come in Sir.”


“Baadvertising, Sir!” retreat and leave the person in Bagas' room.


“Sit!”


Someone was seen sitting in front of Bagas quietly. Someone was wearing a black jacket, a black hat, and black pants. Everything is black.


“What else this time did you bring?”


Someone put down some photos of Rena with Rayan.


“When this happens?”


“Baren night and today,” said someone.


Bagas took those photos and crammed the photos roughly. Bagas looks to tighten his jaw. It seemed that Bagas was holding back his anger.


Release the breath roughly. Bagas gave a pretty tabal envelope to someone earlier.


“Continue monitoring him!”


Someone was seen nodding and leaving the Bagas room with a satisfied smrik.


Bagas still holds a picture of Rena and Rayan laughing on the side of the road. I don't know what Bagas's thinking right now.