The Alter Ego's Struggle to Fix Life
Obstacles
That night after meeting his Grandmother, Bagas immediately went home intending to visit and wait for Rena in the hospital. But midway, Bagas was called by Vina who asked Bagas to accompany her.
Dret ... dret ..., incoming call voice.
Bagas picked up his phone and shifted the receive button.
“Halo!”
“Halo! Mas Bagas you can go to my apartment?” ask Vina across the street.
“Why?”
“A-I'm afraid Mas. I had a nightmare, they came to me again and wanted to kidnap me Mas,” said frightened Vina.
His tone indeed still left a trace of fear with his voice trembling. Also with Vina's breath that was still unstable. Even though that night the clock showed at eleven o'clock in the evening.
“Vin, do you know for yourself that Rena is still hospitalized?”
“But Mas, I'm really scared this time.”
Bagas held his temple in confusion. On one side Rena is her obligation, not to mention with the fetus that is being conceived Rena. But on the other hand Vina also needs help from him. Vina will not sleep all night or worse Vina can do reckless things with suicide. Bagas certainly did not want that to happen. Or Bagas would never be able to make amends to Vina.
Vina does often have nightmares after the incident where she will be sold to thugs who collect debts to her father. And indeed if Vina has nightmares, Bagas will always be present to be a friend and support Vina to stay strong. And not doing stupid things, like suicide for example. But after knowing Rena's past, Bagas no longer wants to ignore Rena. It seems that it has been enough so far Bagas always prioritizes Vina over Rena.
Bagas breathed a tired breath and was forced to comply with Vina's request. Prefer to leave Rena and accompany Vina in her apartment. This time alone, it might also be the last time for Bagas to ignore Rena for the sake of Vina.
“Alright, I'll be there,” call terminated.
Bagas increased the speed of his car to quickly get to Vina's apartment. Once entering the Vina apatement that Bagas knows the entry code. Bagas was immediately greeted with a tight hug from Vina and a very bitter Vina cry.
Bagas who was shocked at first did not react to anything. But after a while Bagas began to embrace Vina slowly and stroked her hair slowly.
“No papa, everything must be fine,” Bagas tried to calm Vina down.
“Mas, you will never leave me right?” Vina looked up to see Bagas' face.
Bagas looked down and saw Vina's face that did look chaotic. Vina was not wearing makeup this time and her eye bags were so black. I don't know how long Vina hasn't slept.
“Mas, promise me that you will never leave me!” tugut Rena's.
Bagas was only able to nod his head slowly. And say sorry in your heart. Bagas knew that if his promise would never be able to be kept. Because in fact, since the beginning of his heart has been owned by his little girl who unfortunately also holds a very deep old wound. Bagas so want to see the face of Rena at this time. Bagas had missed it with Rena, but not half a day also separated.
How is it?, Inner Bagas
While on the other hand the doctors and nurses were so busy doing the treatment procedure to Rena. Rena just committed suicide. Rena managed to cut the biggest pulse on her left wrist. Fortunately, his actions were known by a nurse who intended to check Rena's inpus.
Rena was immediately rushed to the emergency room. His blood came out so much that it made his patient's clothes and bed sheets red. Though it was estimated that only seven minutes from Rena cut her pulse and the nurse who entered. But, because it's right on the biggest pulse. His blood was actually flowing profusely instead of just dripping anymore.
The hospital kept calling Bagas. However, there is no connected tone at all. It was because Bagas' phone died after the call from Vina.
Bagas who was sitting waiting for Vina felt her heart so restless, but did not know what caused her to feel that way. Bagas looked at Vina's face before him. Yes, according to Bagas' promise to accompany Vina in that apartment. Bagas waited for Vina who was already sound asleep while clasping her hands.
‘I'm sorry Vin, but I hope that if the time comes, you can forgive what I've done to you. Be happy and look for a good man who is able to protect you,’ Inner Bagas while staring at the deep face of Vina.
After feeling enough to accompany Vina, Bagas intends to rise and go to Rena. Her heart was completely unsettled if it hadn't seen Rena. But, when Bagas tried to take off Vina's grasp, instead Vina woke up and hugged her so tightly.
“Mas, you won't go right?”
“Yes, I won't go.”
“Sleep again,” Continue Bagas.
By force, Bagas returned to accompany Vina until Vina was completely asleep. And it doesn't take a little time. Because the evidence now shows at four in the morning. Bagas immediately put on his suit and walked out of Vina's apartment. Bagas still has to go to the hospital and see Rena. His mind was completely unsettled. Especially with the story of Rena's past from her Grandmother.
‘Ren, I promise I'll make you smile again like you used to,’ Bagas promise to himself
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