The Alter Ego's Struggle to Fix Life
The Past 2
A few days had passed from that incident, but Rena had completely changed. No more cheerful Rena. Rena turned quiet. His eyes were so blank that they sometimes went berserk with extremely hysterical screams.
Grandma Bagas who saw it was only able to cry in silence.
‘Yes Lord Rena, why did you become like this Son?’
Bagas' grandmother always monitored Rena who was still under the supervision of a doctor. Psychiatrists and psychologists work together to do healing to Rena. Unfortunately in Rena's case, it's not just a case of attempted harassment. Since childhood when he lived in an orphanage, Rena got a very fierce Mother Home. Not even reluctant to give physical aggression to Rena.
Since childhood Rena has been required to be a hard-working child. Rena always wakes up earlier than the other children. That's because Rena always gets the task to clean the parlour alone. Orphanages that are still under the auspices of Adijaya Group are located in Jakarta on the outskirts. So that its location and performance do not get the attention of the center.
The children living in the parlors were also few. Probably about four people. But, their orphanage mother was so greedy. Rena and the other kids never get the rations they should. So not infrequently Rena and other children must resist hunger so as not to be increasingly rewarded with physical attacks in the form of punches and slaps.
The orphanage occupied by Rena is entrusted to Mother Panti who happens to have a boyfriend. Mother Panti's boyfriend often visit the orphanage just for dating or just ask for money to Mother Panti.
Rena who was given the advantages of beauty since childhood was able to make the girlfriend of the Mother Panti was attracted to an unnatural extent. Rena was eight years old. Rena who does not know anything is invited to go by the girlfriend of the mother of the orphanage. Of course Rena wants because it is also promised a very delicious food. Rena who is basically rarely eat delicious food follows the girlfriend of the mother of the orphanage.
Little Rena is not aware that she was actually taken to a small house that has been uninhabited for a long time. Rena entered the house fearfully and even refused to enter.
“Uncle, Rena doesn't want to go into that house. Rena scared!” rena said as she squeezed both her hands.
The mother's boyfriend squatted in front of Rena and seemed to smile soothingly.
“Rena, no papa really. There will be Uncle, Uncle promises not to let Rena why-why. Rena believes in Uncle?”
Rena initially hesitated, however, at the age of eight this year Rena understood that there could be no good food in the empty house. But, at the age of eight years it was also Rena never realized what Uncle girlfriend of the Mother of the orphanage was able to do to Rena.
Rena nodded slowly and clasped the Uncle's hand.
“Rena sit here first yes!” The uncle directed Rena to sit in an old chair that still looks clean. But, that room was really not a suitable room for an eight-year-old little girl.
The inside of the house is quite clean when compared to the front of the house. But, Rena was able to see the strange things that were in that house. Lots of tools that did not understand Rena hung and even displayed on the wall.
“Uncle, what are those tools for?” ask Rena curious.
“Oh, did you see it? It's just a toy. Even though Uncle is big but Uncle is still playing. Rena want to not play with Uncle?”
The little Rena who heard the word play certainly immediately agreed with the invitation with enthusiasm.
“Rena want Uncle!” little scream Rena.
The uncle smiled mysteriously. Then, lead Rena to enter a room located a bit back in the house.
It was in that room that the Uncle did the despicable things that a grown man should not do to a little eight-year-old. The screams and cries of little Rena so echoed from the room. However, the location of the house is very far from the horror, even tend to be isolated making the sound of Rena can only be heard with the Uncle.
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“So, Ibu Adijaya actually what has happened to Rena?”
Grandma Bagas was seen squeezing both her hands anxiously. It looks so sick and sad.
“Then, how can Rena go back to living her life as usual, Mom?”
Grandma Bagas looks a little laugh far away by staring at the table in front of him.
“By little time Rena was so quiet after the incident. The nursing home mom Rena is really sorry to me. I feel guilty about Rena continuing to monitor Rena since that incident. Although I never showed myself directly with Rena. But I always watched Rena remotely.
Rena turned into an anti-social child. Rena has no friends and does tend to stay away from her friends. I consulted with several doctors and asked Rena's new foster mother to take Rena in for a consultation. After a long consultation and several examinations. The doctor suggests reshaping her personality and erasing Rena's memory. So, after the removal of that memory Rena slowly returned to her former personality. Cheerful, like to help others, and even often also sacrifice for others.
At the age of sixteen years. Rena saved me who was about to get hit by a pickpocket. Rena does have good martial arts. But unfortunately when Rena feels a tremendous fear then there is a condition where Rena will forget everything. Even just to talk, Rena says she can't do anything.”
“So, Rena did psychotherapy at what age?” ask Doctor.
Granny Bagas looks to remember, “It looks like about eleven years, Dok.”
The doctor looks very nervous.
“The incident now is Rena turning into someone else at certain times, Nek.”
“Doctors Mean?”
“When Rena saw a man who looked similar to the perpetrator. Or even just a man who is able to make dangerous alarms in his brain sound. Rena gave rise to a new personality in her or can be called an alter ego. Maybe it's not very visible at the moment. But if you look at the symptoms, the original Rena will be defeated with her alter ego. Rena's original personality is too weak to fight that alter ego.”
“Then, what should I do Doc?”
“I think it would be better to do regular monitoring of Rena. I would recommend some tranquilizers and headache relievers. Because his alter ego was also unaware of his existence. We can still eliminate the alter ego by avoiding him with things that can trigger the appearance of the alter ego.”
“So, I have to do extra supervision to Rena, Doc?”
“True, Ms. Adijaya.”
Grandma Bagas did all the advice from that Doctor. Never even absent to consult with the Doctor.
“So, more or less like Bagas," said Granny Bagas as the end of the story.
Bagas looked at his Grandma with an incredulous look.
‘How depressed is your life Rena?’ inward Bagas in heart.
While on the other hand, Rena began to wake up from her sleep. At first it just got up to sit up and continued staring at a small knife located beside the fruits. But, next Rena took the small knife and pointed it to the left wrist. What is Rena trying to do?
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