The Alter Ego's Struggle to Fix Life

The Alter Ego's Struggle to Fix Life
Rena Consciousness



Rena slowly opened her eyes and adjusted to the light coming into her eyes. Suddenly Rena heard a buzzing sound that was so deafening that Rena immediately got up and covered her ears hoping to dampen the hum.


In the mind of Rena suddenly appeared the shadows where Rena was persecuted with some people. They beat Rena without mercy. Even one of them had harassed Rena. Rena continued to cry, scream, and rebel. But they didn't respond at all.


‘What is this? Why am I like this?!’


Rena wanted to scream but her voice was stuck in the throat. Like there is an invisible blocker that makes Rena unable to open her voice. After that his head was beating amazingly. When the throbbing was felt, Rena let out a very loud ear cry so that the medical personnel who were in the hospital were running towards Rena's nursery. Trying to calm down Rena who started beating her own head.


‘Why hurts so much?!’ Rena kept beating her own head.


Some medical personnel were also hit by a blow from Rena. That way one of the doctors was forced to tell some nurses to hold Rena to not move much. That's because the doctor will inject a sedative to Rena.


After the injection, Rena slowly calmed down and began to be unconscious again.


Bagas who got the news if Rena had realized immediately ran from his meeting room. At that time the meeting continued. But, Bagas didn't care what was on his mind at the moment was just Rena. Once at the hospital Bagas also appeared to run towards the ward of Rena. However, as soon as it approached the room Bagas began to be able to see if Rena had not been conscious.


‘Did that doctor lie to me?’


When Bagas was about to enter Rena's room, there was already a doctor who came out first from Rena's room and asked Bagas to follow her to her room.


“Pak Bagas let's follow me!”


"All right, Doc." Bagas nodded and followed the doctor's steps by occasionally looking back where Rena was treated.


...***...


The doctor gave Bagas a document.


“Pak Bagas, it seems like Mother Rena's problem is more serious than I expected.”


“What does Doc mean?”


“I think I should refer Rena's mother to a psychiatrist to find out what happened.”


“Do Doctors mean, Rena likely affected by psychiatric disorders?”


The doctor looks very nodding.


“I can't be sure yet, sir. But, I'm afraid if the problem is more than that.”


“What is the guess of this temporary Doctor?”


“I suspect Mother Rena is experiencing mental lethargy Mr.”


A little shocked to hear that.


‘Mental disorder? Is it because of my behavior?’


“But calm sir, I still suspect. Still no certainty.”


‘This must be all my fault! I shouldn't have done Rena like that!’


Bagas walked towards Rena's nursery. Then, stop right in front of the glass that still shows how the condition of Rena.


Looking at Rena softly and sticking her hand to the glass in front of her as if stroking Rena's face.


‘I was wrong baby, but why did you become like this?’


Bagas continued to look at Rena in silence. However, in his composure Bagas also harbored enough sadness only he knew.


Once inside Rena's nursery. Bagas sat down and held Rena's hand. Pecked at her many times and continued to whisper words of regret to Rena.


Rena who was getting such treatment, was somehow able to be aware. Though Rena should be under the influence of drugs.


“You're aware? Let me call a doctor in a moment!” Bagas got up and would caress Rena's face.


However, what happened was that Rena distanced her face.


“Sway! Who are you?!” rena said in a frightened tone.


Bagas wondered, ‘What happened to you Rena?’


“Go! I said go!” shout Rena.


Rena's voice rang out to make two nurses go back into the ward and try to calm Rena. However, there was even more Rena yelled hysterically. Rena started pounding her own hair and started beating her head again.


The narrators had no other choice but to anesthetize Rena again with an elevated dose.


One of the nurses and doctors arrived in Rena's room and watched her cry hysterically, grab her hair, and beat her head. They witnessed how Rena was injected and ended calmly before losing consciousness.


“A-what happened to Rena, Doc?” said Bagas trembling.


Bagas trembled not because he was afraid of being harbored by Rena. But Bagas was actually afraid of anything that happened to Rena.


“Pak Bagas, it looks like we have to do a faster check.”


“Good, Doc. Do whatever's best, Doc!”


The doctor nodded once and appeared to start coordinating its members.


Bagas was still shocked and pensive to see the peaceful face of Rena.


‘Why are you like this?’


Grandma Bagas still did not know what had happened to Rena. If, Grandma Bagas knew what she was going to do to Bagas. Or actually, Granny Bagas knows something that Bagas does not know?