The Alter Ego's Struggle to Fix Life

The Alter Ego's Struggle to Fix Life
Decisions



After hearing the story from Bagas, Vina continued to confine herself inside the room. It had been a few days after that incident, but Vina did not move at all even if only to eat.


‘I still don't expect if that is the main reason you started this relationship.’


‘Do I now also have to let go of you, Mas?’


‘I don't have anyone now,’ Inner Vina sad.


Vina now really felt slumped. Whether he can get up and get back on the move like he used to or just be stuck like this.


Long enough Vina kept silent and pondered until her stomach sounded for the umpteenth time.


Vina smiled miris. “You hungry huh?” monologue Vina while stroking her stomach.


Vina took a deep breath and got up from her bed slowly. The first time he stood up, he felt a tremendous dizziness. Maybe because it had not eaten for days so Vina also felt a little trembling. In fact, now cold sweat had started to pour from his forehead.


‘Come on, you must be strong. You are only alone now, if you face like this alone can't how can you continue living?’ inner Vina encourages herself.


Even with a slow step and a little bit of a limp. Vina walked while holding on around the wall. A few times he would have fallen, but Vina continued to try to stand up until finally arrived in front of the refrigerator.


Once in front of the refrigerator, Vina opened the ice limp and hoped there were foods that she could use as a stomach booster. But alas, the goddess Fortuna may not be on her side until she does not see ready-to-eat food. In fact, instant food is also not there.


Vina breathed a tired breath. “Now what do I want to eat?” put the eyes around.


Vina looked at her phone which she had not held for a few days. Vina limped towards the phone located on the living room table and tried to turn it on. Again, the phone is dead. Maybe because it has run out of battery even though it is not used for several days.


Vina looked up for a while to lighten her head that was getting heavy. Slowly catch your breath and step out of the apartment. Vina intends to eat at the restaurant in front of her apartment complex. Slowly and slowly Vina continued to walk, although not infrequently she had to stop for a little to recover her energy or wait until the pulsation in her head disappeared. Before stepping his foot again towards the restaurant across the street.


Vina was now across the street from the restaurant she was going to. But, from afar though Vina could see two people who were laughing happily. I don't know why Vina's heart was getting sliced at seeing that. Intentions just want to fill his stomach that has been protesting turned out to even see a very stifling sight of the chest. No, it was no longer stifling, but it felt to the point of breaking his heart.


Vina involuntarily held onto her left chest. ‘Yeah, it hurts so much.’


Vina was already about to walk around in a direction before she hit someone who caused her to faint. Vina lost her consciousness and invited the attention of the pedestrians around the place.


Rena who unknowingly saw the crowd across the street out of nowhere invites Bagas to look there. Unexpectedly, Bagas and Rene find the unconscious Vina with a very pale face and her clothes are still a little disheveled.


Without babibu, Bagas immediately lifted Vina into his car and took Vina to his parked car not far from the scene.


Rena who saw that now knows what she has to do in front of her. ‘You're that bike with that woman yeah Mas.’


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“How's Vina doing, Doc?” tanya Bagas quickly after a Doctor came out of the room where Vina was examined.


“Pak, the patient is severely dehydrated. Also stress that causes his endurance to drop dramatically. I recommend treating the patient's hospitalization at least until I hold the patient back to normal.”


“Good, Doc. Thank you!” said Bagas who immediately passed into the room Vina.


Bagas did see the pale Vina. His eyes were closed until this moment. His eyes are so black. I don't know how long he hasn't slept.


Rena who saw Bagas hurriedly entered the room immediately decided to go home. Rena knew her presence was undesirable at this time. But before Rena came home, Rena took the time to stop by a small park near the Adijaya housing complex. There Rena tried to amuse herself by looking at the little boy who was eagerly running to and fro.


‘I can go now, the savings Rena made are enough to finance life. But this kandunagn? What should I do with this content?’ think Rena Sari.


Sometimes Rena Sari does forget that this is not her life, but the life of Rena Maharani. Will Rena Maharani let Rena Sari rule her life?


Rena is too focused on her own mind to realize that there is already a young man sitting close to her.


Rayan looked at Rena's beautiful face with a difficult to interpret view.


‘Are you having a lot of problems?’


Rayan ignorantly pressed her cold drink onto Rena's cheek until Rena suddenly cried out in shock.


“Aaaa!” Rene looked at Rayan with a shocked look that even seemed funny according to Rayan.


“Rayan!” shouted Rena with glaring eyes.


Rayan who was yelled at just laughed loudly. To the extent that his eyes seemed to close and hold his stomach so great he laughed.


“You are yes!” Rena slapped Rayan's arm.


“Not kidding! My naboknya people do not date!” Rena pouting.


“Tutu ... sulk this? You don't fit in knowing that you're sulking!” colek Rayan to Rena's cheeks.


Rena turned her face the other way as long as she did not look at Rayan.


“You can be here anyway?”


“Yes can do it, will like me!” rayan songong replied.


“You are yes! I asked nicely even rich gini!”


“Ya keep I have to answer what try?”


Rena looked at Rayan seriously. “Udahlah, forget it!”


Rayan just bobbing heads looking at Rena's behavior.


“What are you doing here yourself? Alone again, that's what I saw earlier from far away you are rich again dumb. That's why I'm samperin. I'm afraid you're possessed by demons here, danger!”


“Enak! No way I'm possessed by a demon!”


“Why?”


“Soalya I am a demon, so it is impossible the devil possessed his friend,” said Rena flat.


“Hahaha ..” Rayan laughed again.


“You really like to be funny!” said Rayan while wiping her tears slightly out from laughing earlier.


Rena looked at Rayan once again and only realized that Rayan was dressed as a typical sports person. With clothes that are fairly relaxed and white sports shoes are indeed able to make it look more charming. Hence from earlier Rena heard whispers of women who said there were handsome men.


‘Is this handsome guy they mean Rayan?’ think Rena.


“You really want to exercise or already sport?”


“I? I just ran away anyway. It is good for stress,” said Rayan relaxed and took the bottle. Afterwards gulp it down with quite erotic movements. Especially with the jakunnya moving up and down. But, unfortunately the innocent soul of a Rena cannot interpret that. Just look at Rena's expression now. Just staring flatly at what was done with Rayan. The other women in the park were screaming hysterically.


Rena looked at the women and turned her attention towards Rayan.


“Rayan, can I ask you something?”


“Hemm, what?” rayan answered while wiping his sweat with the towel he had wrapped around his neck.


“You are indeed handsome huh?”


“Hah?” Rayan terpelongo's.


“Iya, I asked if you are handsome?”


Rayan held onto Rena's forehead as if checking whether it was hot or not.


“You sick?”


Instead of answering Rena instead advanced her face with a serious look scrutinizing every inch of Rayan's face. While Rayan who was treated like that obviously gulped her saliva nervously.


“K-you want what?” tanya Rayan.


Rena continued to advance her face until she was unconscious if her body was so inclined that Rena lost her balance and fell into Rayan's embrace. They kept looking at it for a while. At last there was a scream that shook them.


“Rena!”


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