Tasbih Love Raina

26 Sleeping flowers

The wind blew fiercely, the veil Raina was wearing was dancing. Finished offering the do'a, Raina sprinkled the flowers to the grave of her mother and father, after which Raina poured water over it.

"Ma, Rai also brought this for Mama. Mama's favorite red one," said Raina while putting a bouquet of roses near her mother's grave.

"Ma, Rai loves Mama. Sorry Rai for rarely coming here. Mama knows, Rai is so envious of Mama? Mama loves Papa, and Papa loves Mama too. You are always together in a state of joy and sorrow, even death is not willing to separate you, so Mama and Papa go simultaneously to leave me," Rai's tears shed over the grave of his parents.

"Rai loves Mas Gibran Ma, Rai also knows that the Gibran people love Rai" Raina said as she took a heavy breath, "everyone said that Mas Gibran was gone, but Rai doesn't believe Ma. Then, if Mas Gibran has indeed left, why didn't he take Rai with him Ma?"

"Everyone wants Rai to marry again, but Rai does not want to hurt Dr. Arvi if he accepts, because Rai loves Mas Gibran, Ma. Rai was confused, what should Rai do? Especially now Rai is sick Ma, there is a cyst in Rai's uterus. If Rai does not conceive soon, then Rai's chance to become a mother will only be Ma's hope."

Raina only found out she had a cyst that is two months ago, it is one of the reasons why every menstruation she always tired and felt very sick. But, according to Dr. Vera Setiawati, SpOG. His illness would be cured if he married soon.

I don't know how long Raina was in that tomb? Raina came from morning, even the grass that he passed in this tomb is still condensing, until now the sun has risen, making Raina squint her eyes so bright, her face began to sweat because it felt very hot.

Raina got up, then stepped out of the cemetery. He immediately got into the car he parked on the side of the road.

Raina starts her car, then turns the direction to go home.

When Raina returned to drive his car, he suddenly stepped on the brakes of his car at once because he almost hit a small child until his head hit the steering wheel. Raina massaged her dizzy temple and rushed to the child.

"Aren't you little brother?" raina asked while making sure that the little boy was not hurt.

"Son!" shouted a man from across the street.

"Dad!" reply the little boy while running to the man who was in the brang.

"You're not papa, are you, champ?"

"No Dad."

"Mas Gibran."

"Mas!" Raina called her husband once again. But the man did not pester him and was worried about the boy he had called Son.

"Mas Gibran!" call Raina while approaching the two men of different generations who are in front of her.

Raina misses Gibran so much, she keeps walking closer to Gibran, Raina wants to run but her legs feel heavy, even though she can't wait to hug her husband.

The little boy had now moved into Gibran's arms, and Raina was close to them. However, the man also moved from there.

"Mas, Mommy. Mas Gibran! Wait Rai Mas, Mas Gibran don't go!"

Raina kept calling out Gibran's name, but the person Raina kept saying that didn't listen to her and left.

"Mas Gibran, wait!" raina's eyes opened perfectly, and the first thing she saw was the ceiling of her own room.

Raina was completely shocked by her dream just now. How not, the events in his dream felt real? It was as if he was reunited with Gibran.

Raina begins to think if her dream is a sign that her husband is still alive? But where is his existence? Was the child in his dream the son of Gibran?

"No, no way," Raina immediately shook her head with her thoughts just now.

Raina got up from her sleep then sat leaning against the head of the bed. He realized that he was still holding a picture of Gibran. Maybe it was his dream last night to miss Gibran so much.

Raina put the photo back on the nightstand. Then he saw the clock was already showing at half five o'clock. Raina got out of bed and went to the bathroom to refresh her body, then carried out her duties as a Muslim to perform dawn prayers.