Tasbih Love Raina

19 Losing

That afternoon the weather was very hot, Raina was waiting for Gibran to come home, rather he was waiting for his food order. Before long, Gibran came with a few packs of meatballs that Raina wanted.

“Big Mas should also try!” said Raina while feeding Gibran with Bakso yag Raina love sambal very much.

Raina's phone is shaking. Raina stopped feeding Gibran, then placed the bowl and spoon on the table, he immediately took the phone in his pocket. Gibran can breathe with relief now.

"Hallo are you Gandi Santana's family?"

"Yes, I'm his grandson sir."

"There has just been a collision....... " Raina could no longer digest what the police said she was so shocked.

The phone that Raina was holding immediately plunged down. He did not believe the news he had just received. Isn't mom and the group going home tomorrow? But just now, police said that the car his family was riding in had an accident. 

"What's Rai?"Gibran asked worriedly making Raina flinch from her daydream.

" My grandfather Mas, Mama ..... " Rai is very difficult to speak.

Gibran picks up Raina's phone which has fallen off and sees her call still on.

"Okay, sir, we'll be there soon. Thanks."

Gibran immediately took Raina to the hospital, where her family was evacuated. Raina runs from one ward to another in search of her mother, father and grandfather.

The dissemination of one by one blankets that block the victim's face with anxiety, although deep in his heart, he wants that his family is fine. Surely the accident happened so horribly, seeing many victims who died with terrible body conditions.

"Papa.....  Oh God!" rai shouted when he found one of the victims was his papa. Raina hugged her papa tightly. His heart was really sick, the father who always loved him and taught him about the meaning of life, has now gone forever. Right next to her father, Raina's grandfather had also been facing the Divine.

"Grandfather.." Raina turned to her right and hugged her grandfather.

Gibran pulled Raina into his arms, stroking his back fondly.

"Papa Rai Mas's grandfather.hiks hiks.." isak Raina in Gibran's arms.

"Hiks... hicks....."

"Where's mom?"

"Suster... Doctor, where is my mother?"

"The dead are in the ICU ma'am." Answer sister.

Raina ran straight to the ICU. He was very worried about his mother's condition. Raina tries to get into the room but the room is locked because the doctor is handling the patient. Finally Raina sat in the waiting room feeling uneasy.

"Mas, Mama Rai will definitely be fine right?" raina asked expectantly.

"Dear, Mama will be fine." Gibran calms Raina down.

After nearly two hours, one of the sisters came out of the room.

"Sinta's family?"

"I'm Sus's daughter."

"Patients lose a lot of blood and must get a donor immediately."

"My blood fits Sus, can we do it right now Sus?"

"All right, let's check first, ma'am."

After completing the blood transfusion, Raina returned to the waiting room accompanied by Gibran with a very weak condition.

The medical team is now fighting to save Raina's mother.

"The patient's end of breath and heart monitor showed signs of asystole (commonly known as a straight line/flat line)," said one nurse.

Without waiting, doctors with nurses on duty immediately perform CPR (Lung Heart Resuscitation). However, within 30 minutes there was no change, drugs that had entered to spur the heart did not make the patient's condition improve, eventually the patient was declared dead.

"The patient died at 16:09," the doctor broke up. Then immediately tell Raina and Gibran.

Raina ran to her mother's ward. The cloth covering her face. His hands stretched out rubbed his mother's cheeks slowly. He held back with all his strength so that his tears did not drip, he wanted to kiss his mother for the last time especially he did not want to incriminate the departure of the mother.

Cheek pecked and the entire face of her old mother, Raina immediately pulled her face because the cry she was holding back from earlier could not control anymore. His sight was completely blurred at this moment everything looked as if it was spinning until he was dazed and unconscious.

****

Raina opened her eyes slowly, just as she opened her eyes she realized that now she was in her room, proof that she saw her favorite Teddy doll sitting sweetly lined with other dolls. He sighed, just now a very scary dream had occurred.

Raina was shocked when someone knocked on her bedroom door.

"Lake in!"

It looks like Rakana is standing at the door with eyes so swollen.

Rakana and her mother settled in Cairo for joining her husband. They immediately flew to Indonesia when they heard the calamity that befell his family. Rakana approached Raina then hugged and rubbed her favorite sister's back.

"Patience to the Deck, hiks."

"It's a lie, isn't it a dream, is it?" ask Raina.

"I'm sorry Brother, if only Brother kept Aunt and Grandpa from coming home, surely everything will not happen hiks.." rangana.

However, there are four obligations of a Muslim to his dead Muslim brother. That is, bathe, forgive, salivate, and bury him. Yes, from night Gibran is the one who takes care of mama, papa, and Raina's grandfather helped by the residents who live in this complex.

Until now there are still many neighbors, colleagues, friends, and colleagues from the family of Sandi Santana who came to pray and recite the holy verse of the Qur'an. Raina's family besides being respected, they are very generous and so kind to each other, no matter that the person is the staff or subordinates though. No wonder Raina's house is like a sea of people.

Seeing Raina coming down the stairs, Gibran immediately approached her and swept her away. Raina clung tightly to Gibran. Up under Raina immediately get condolences for the departure of her family.

Now they have arrived at the TPU which is close to his house. Gibran descends on the grave of his mother, Hanif Rakana's husband descends on the grave of papa Raina, while Gibran's grandfather descends on the grave of his best friend Raina's grandfather. The three of them were helped by other residents to open the bond that was on the corpse shroud and then face the qibla. There was no sound, other than a melodious chant as the three of them chanted the Adhan.  Raina felt her heart and heart being forced out of her body, as the loose red earth slowly piled up the bodies of her mother, father, and grandfather. He squeezed his collar tightly then patted his chest hoping for the tightness of the

he feels it can decrease.

Finish praying and sprinkling flowers, slowly one by one mourners go home. Now only Gibran and Raina are still in their mother's circle. Raina hugged her mother's headstone tightly.

"Ma, why are you leaving Rai so soon? Don't you want to see your grandchildren? But why did you leave before Rai could grant it? Why are you leaving before Rai can give you anything you want? Why Ma? Why Pa?" isak Raina's.

"Honey let's go home, soon it will rain," asked Gibran because the sky is so cloudy even lightning has struck several times.

"Just go home, Rai still wants to be here."

The drizzle began to fall, but Raina was still adamant about not going home. Even now his eyes were already very red and his cries were fused together with the rainwater. The rain is getting heavier, Raina's white robe is now colored by the ground. Gibran knows Raina's soul and spirit are being shaken, but he does not want his wife to be sicker. The carrying of Raina ala bridal, although Raina continues to rebel by banging Gibran's chest, but Gibran's power is much greater than her, especially Raina's condition is currently very frail.

Raina opened the door of her mother's room and her father slowly, her eyes sweeping through every corner of this room. Raina saw the wedding photos of her mom and dad firmly mounted on the wall, right next to her were the photos of the three of them when Raina was a child. Raina felt the photo with her fingers, on the photo was seen Raina who was smiling with her front teeth newly dated for the first time, her right hand was held by her papa and her left hand was held by her mother.

 A medium-sized Teddy Bear doll wearing a doctor's suit and also wearing a stethoscope fell asleep on the bed of this room. Raina walks to the bed and finds her beloved doll. He hugged the doll tightly. This doll is also the one that mama Raina always hugged when she missed her daughter so much.

Raina began to close her eyes inhaling the scent of her mother and papa still so attached in this room.

Flashbacks

A seven-year-old girl continued to cry because it had been two days since her mother's surgery had not been conscious.

"Dec why are you crying?" said Rakana who had just returned from school and was still wearing her blue white uniform.

"Sir Ana, Mama hasn't woken up yet huhuhu..." Raina kept sobbing.

"Tante must be okay deck, want brother to tell you something?" bargain Rakana and Raina just nodded.

"There used to be a princess who lived with dwarves in the forest, to look after the forest dwellers such as birds, elephants, and giraffes. One day there was someone who wanted to hunt in the forest, but was constantly blocked by the princess. Until finally the hunter was furious, then poured poison on one of the water sources in the forest. That day, the princess was tired of playing with her friends and she felt so thirsty. The princess then took the water with her two palms, then drank it. His phlegm was not lost, but he was getting dizzy and unconscious.  The dwarves were so sad that the princess did not wake up from her sleep, but the seasons continued to change. Until one day, a white riding prince came to kiss the princess' forehead until she woke up from her long sleep." The story of Rakana is long.

Raina was caught off guard by the story of Rakana just now. Her mother often told her this story.

"Papa kisses Mama's forehead every day, but Mama hasn't woken up yet, too" elak Raina.

"Om not a white riding prince" joked Rakana.

"Rai wants Mama," Raina goes into her old nursery.

Raina saw the doctor examining her mother. Raina's eyes closed and then said, "Oh Allah heal mama Rai, wake mama Rai Ya Allah," just as Raina opened her eyes, the mama realized. Raina smiled happily "Thank God." Gratitude in the heart.

"Mama!" Shouted Raina. Raina was so happy that her mother regained consciousness, she was already very frightened before, afraid that her mother would leave her. She hugged her mother tightly, then kissed her mother's cheek, and her mother rubbed her dear Raina's head.

Raina looked at the doctor on duty at the time. It wasn't the white riding prince who woke up his mother, but from then on he decided in his heart that the prince of his dreams was the white-clothed prince who saved his mother.

Flashback off

"Honey wake up yuk, prayer used to be Maghrib. You haven't eaten since morning ‘kan either," asked Gibran.

"Rai again do not pray mas. Rai got a monthly guest earlier."

"Yes, we pray first, we will eat together" said Gibran and then rushed to the mosque.

Today is exactly seven days gone by his mother, father, and grandfather. Raina still does not believe that she has to lose the three most meaningful people in her life at once. Sometimes he cursed in his heart to follow his mother, but he immediately beristighfar. Satan is easier to tempt us when we are off guard. Fortunately she had a husband, who was very affectionate and considerate of her, and always encouraged her.

Returning from the mosque, Gibran did not find Raina in his room, nor in his late mother's room. Gibran smelled the cooking, and he concluded that Raina was in the kitchen.

Sure enough, Raina is cooking complete by wearing an apron and plucking her hair original. Gibran approached Raina, then hugged her from behind. Fortunately, the cooking was cooked. Raina turned off the stove, then released Gibran's hand which coiled around her stomach. Raina was about to serve her dishes to the plate, but Gibran hugged her again. Raina turned her body and now faced Gibran.

"Say you want to eat?" ask Raina.

"You dong Yang. Moreover, the fragrant gini must be delicious."

"Yes, his hands are silent. Don't be naughty."

"Ready princess."

Raina tells Gibran to sit at the dinner table.

"Why is this morning's cooking still intact?" raina asked, but Gibran didn't answer.

Maybe her husband didn't like the food she was cooking this morning. Raina also brought two servings of fried rice that she cooked just now. Gibran ate so voraciously that a large serving of fried rice for Gibran ran out within three minutes.

"Mas doyan or laper anyway?" ask Raina.

"Maybe both" Smile Gibran.

"So why the same gurame vegetable made Rai this morning is still intact?" raina asked in a disappointed tone.

"No good food, so I don't want to eat?"

"Not so Raina, where might Mas eat, while no mouthful of rice enters your stomach, while Mas must be full alone. I'm really confused to have to persuade you how else to get you to eat. But now Mas is happy because you want to eat," Gibran explained, making Raina cry, feeling guilty for his attitude.

"Sorry, my dear. Don't cry."

"Sorry Rai, Mas, Rai shouldn't be this selfish of Mas."

"Have not cried again Yang," said Gibran wipe Raina's tears, then feed Raina affectionately.

"Tomorrow we'll go to Mas's house again, okay?"

"Good on."