Tasbih Love Raina

The 17 False Pregnancy

"Yes is one more course of our exam. I'm so happy." said Iren.

"Say goodbye for the seventh semester, and Hello for the 8th semester continue to graduate deh. We'll graduate soon" said Marsya.

"Yes, it's not powerful, yes" said Diki.

"Eh Rai tumben very lethargic," said Diki because Raina was silent.

"No papa just laper, to the canteen yuk. "

"Corny."

As usual table no 5 is always empty when they go to the cafeteria.

"Eh Rai is not less painful, meatballs are made with chili, a lot more."

"Diem. for a long time you were the one I ate Dik." when Raina pointed to Diki with the spoon she held.

"Casual ma'am, sensi very, rich who did not get rations from a husband."

"Wahyudi!" Raina growling.

"Peace Rai, vow no more," the great-grandson of Diki was terrified.

"Rai I brought your favorite cake. This cake was made by Mom yesterday. Mommy also misses you, because now you rarely go home."

"Greetings to Aunt. Ok the day after we go to your house. This is the cake thank you very much, good medicine pedes."

Just now Raina bit off a piece of cake, suddenly her stomach felt very wrapped around her, and she immediately ran to the toilet next to the canteen. Marsya and Rena immediately followed Raina. Marsya massages Raina's sting as Raina spits her entrails into the sink.

"Aren't you Papa Rai?"

"I'm not Dad. In the wind only time. Come back again!"

"Rai I'm anter goin' home yeah, you've got that tip."

"Udah ah Ren, yes, I really don't papa, we go to the cafeteria again."

"Yes, Rai."

Marsya and Rena are really surprised, because Raina is now back okay, even now Raina is now spending her brought cake.

"Rai I want to ask you?"

"It's just aja Sha, the usual is also not using permission, very strange," said Rai who is still engrossed with the chocolate cake.

"This month you've had monthly guests yet?"

Raina was silent for a moment and recalled the last time she had her monthly guests.

"Don't you get pregnant again Rai" said Rena.

"Pamil also no papa times, there is his father is wearing a scene like you Ren," said Diki.

"It's very sweet."

Raina smiled happily. Yes, very sure, if in his womb now there is a baby with Gibran.

"I'm two weeks late, Sya Dik Ren. I'm late," Raina said happily as she stroked her stomach.

"Do'a in yes, hopefully I'm really pregnant, anyway this afternoon I want to check."

"Aamiinu. Fun we'll be aunty."

"Thank you guys. I go home first, bye all."

"Main bye bye. Anyway you can't go home alone Rai, I'm afraid our niece-to-nephew why." said Diki.

"With Bener Rai, we'll take you home safely."

"Thank you aunty" said Raina.

***

Gibran finished the job quickly to get home early. Gibran did not want this misunderstanding to continue, and had a negative impact on his relationship with Raina.

At home, Gibran smiles because Raina is in his room.

"Assalamu'alaikum, Mas's home."

"Wa'alaikum greetings," Raina replied then slammed into Gibran's arms. Gibran was happy, because Raina was no longer angry with him.

"Mas wants to talk,"

"Rai wants to talk" they said at the same time. Gibran and Raina feel dejavu considering that this has also happened before. Then they both laughed together.

"This time, I'll talk. I want to explain this morning, I'm afraid you're misunderstanding."

"Yes, go first. Rai's gonna be a good listener."

"Sorry Mas. Mas didn't mean to hurt you Rai."

"Yes Rai knows Mas. Rai I'm sorry about that."

"Try Rai, you see Jihan's expression when you open her mouth, and you eat her food."

"Udah ah don't discuss that. Still in love with her?"

"That's right, I want this negasin. Mas really no longer have feelings for Rai, because in the heart of the mind and life Mas there is only you. Pitying Jihan, she has no one but us. We can't possibly let her down like this."

"Yes, Rai knows. But, why did Jihan get pregnant? Do you know who the father of the child that Ma'am Jihan conceived?"

"Life there is very free, and Biyan is the father of the child that Jihan conceived. But the bastard abandoned him. Yesterday Jihan was shocked to find out that she was pregnant, and then without thinking much, she decided to end her life."

"Pity Ma'am Jihan ya Mas." said Raina.

“Dan, one more. Jihan apologizes to you Rai.”

“Seriously? Mas not lying?” Gibran shook his head.

Instead of talking, Raina ran to the toilet and regurgitated her stomach.

"Jeek.. huek."

"You why Rai?" gibran said as he massaged Raina.

Raina was really limp now, from then on she was constantly vomiting while waiting for Gibran to come home.

"Eh," Raina was shocked that Gibran was carrying her and carefully placed her on the bed.

"I'm two weeks late. We're doctors, Rai wants to check all of Ma'am Jihan, yes."

Gibran smiled happily. So his wife's behavior is strange because she is pregnant. Gibran cursed himself to feel so stupid.

"Yes dear."

Gibran kissed Raina's forehead and face, then kissed Raina's flat stomach. He was absolutely convinced that his wife was now pregnant with the fruit of their love.

"How's doc?" gibran asked as Raina finished undergoing several examinations.

"I'm sorry sir, your wife is having pseudocyesis. "

"Doctor mean?"

"False pregnancy or pseudocyesis, is a condition that occurs where a woman is like pregnant when medically not pregnant. Symptoms are similar to pregnancy such as cessation of menstruation, enlargement of the breast, nausea and vomiting. However, when the ultrasound examination only found the empty uterus, enlarged and sometimes found softening of the cervix like pregnant women who really. But no sign found – sign of the presence of a fetus or fetal life," explained the doctor.

"Mothers and mothers are young, there are still plenty of opportunities. Continue to strive and pray because nothing is impossible if Allah has willed" said dr. Vera Setiawati Sp.Og.

"Thank you doc."

When they came home, not a word came out of Raina's lips. He was very sure that the doctor's diagnosis was a mistake. In his mind he corroborated that his fetus was still very small, so it was not detected by the ultrasound device.

"Honey," call Gibran and Raina still engrossed in his daydream.

Gibran held Raina tightly. Raina shook her head, until finally the droplets from her eyelids fell onto her cheeks.

"Mas, hiks..hiks." sobs Raina in Gibran's arms.

"Darling don't cry anymore" Gibran said.

"Mas, that tool is to blame? Doctor's diagnosis was blamed?" ask Raina. Gibran did not answer Raina's question that he was doing only getting closer to Raina trying to strengthen her. Gibran did not want to give empty hope to Raina, but could not even see Raina like this.

"I really felt Mas's presence" Raina said as she distanced herself from Gibran.

Raina grabbed Gibran's hand and then stuck it in her stomach. "He's here, Mom. Can you feel it?" raina assured Gibran. Gibran pulled Raina back and hugged her tightly.

"Darling, sometimes what we so desire, will not always be ours. The Son is a trust from God. Maybe at this time, it is not yet time for us to carry out the noble mandate," Gibran said while stroking Raina's back.

"Believe when the time comes, God will give it. All we have to do now is continue to strive, pray and wait for him in patience" Gibran calmed down and continued to hug Raina until his wife fell asleep.

Early in the morning Raina woke up and vomited all her stomach contents. Gibran tries to keep him by Raina's side. Doctors say this false pregnancy can occur for weeks to months.

Raina lay in bed so limp. Gibran came with a warm sweet tea.

"Diminum yang first" Gibran said, drinking it to Raina.

"Funny, I said I'm not pregnant, but how come I'm?" Raina smiled smirkily.

"It's constantly repotin you, mas," said Raina bowed.

"I'm sad anyway. This is also our training section. So it will not be stiff anymore" said Gibran melted the atmosphere.

"You rest first, baby. Take a shower first."

After taking a shower and wearing his work suit, Gibran invited Raina to breakfast. Her sister and husband and the cute Milka have just returned home after spending their holiday in Bandung.

As she opened the door to her room, Raina restrained Gibran's arm.

"Mas don't tell anyone just yet. Rai was embarrassed." said Raina worriedly.

"Yes dear." Gibran stroked Raina's cheek.

"Aante!" shouted Milka and fell into Raina's arms.

"Where is the holiday, baby?" ask Raina.

"Seru is really aunty. Milka likes it."

Answer milka enthusiastically.

"Milka to Trans studio, straight to the Farmhouse straight to the rabbit house in Foat mmh in Foat what mother?" milka asked her mother.

"In Floating Market darling."

"Yes there Auntie. The rabbit's funny, Milka love them eat also aunty. Anyway exclaim," Milka chattered cheerfully.

"If Dad's off work again, we'll go there again, Dad?" pinta Milka, whose father.

"You're sick Rai, your face shoots?" ask Wulan this brother-in-law.

"Kecapean aja Kak, understand is testing. Fortunately today was the last day," Raina smiled weakly.

"Learnnnya not too porsir lah Rai. Inget, you have to take care of your health as well, "wejang Wulan.

"Ready Brother."

Gibran is out of his mind, persuading Raina to take the next exam. But Raina is determined to take the test, because it's the last day. It's nothing, Gibran is very worried about Raina, especially Raina's condition is unstable like this.

"Just leave, Rai is not a father," Raina assured Gibran.

"But go home not alone. We have to connect Mas. I'll pick you up" said Gibran.

"She took me," said Raina, then kissed Gibran's back and immediately entered the room.

Raina lied that today is still a test. Because the courses in the exam today have been taken when he was in the fifth semester.

When Gibran's car completely vanished from sight, he walked off the campus and went where his heart was carrying. He doesn't want to run away from reality, only he needs time for himself right now.