
Adyra smiled wryly as she accidentally opened a sheet of the past that had once stopped in a room of her heart. His eyes began to glaze over, as if he wanted to spill all the pain that plagued his heart.
"This is what is called love? Sacrifice with millions of pain. Not that the purpose of loving is to be happy, is it?"
The girl raised her head. Trying not to shed her tears again. It had been quite a year he felt the pain drag on. He must rise. He had to overcome all that pain, by shaking it off.
It will be difficult, later.
"Darling, are you ready?" Adyra hurried to close the thick, brown-wooden Journal, and put it in a drawer to the left of her king-size bed.
"Just a second!" The girl picked up the pink backpack lying on the bed, then sauntered away to the dining room that was right downstairs.
"You don't eat first?"
The figure of the man who was welcoming her in the living room while confirming the location of the suit, smiled gently at Adyra. The girl returned her smile for a moment, then shook her head slowly.
Andi let out a short sigh while looking at the girl in front of him. The wistful look on Adyra's face made her a little worried. Andi knew exactly what the girl was feeling.
"Udahlah, Ra. Don't torture yourself constantly like that. Prolonged sadness, will backfire for yourself."
Adyra frowned in surprise, looking into Andi's serious eyes. "I mean Papa?"
Andi looked at Adyra for a moment to pause, then piled her palm on the top of the girl's head with one move.
"Lupain Dimas."
The oxygen he had painstakingly inhaled was now as if being forcefully snatched away. His heart ached as if hit by thousands of godam who cut him down mercilessly. His shoulders were in disbelief. Adyra looked at Andi who was implying a clear seriousness behind her papa's bead. It was hard for Adyra to say even a word.
Until a few seconds later, Adyra pulled a thin smile, which was forced.
"I missed him, for Papa's sake."
His lips smiled, not to his heart. His eyes sparkled happily, deeply inversely proportional to his heart. She wasn't pretending to be okay like most girls.
Only, he did not want to share this pain with his dearest person. Because for him, it's not necessary.
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Adyra was confused when she met a row of classes that were on the lower floor of the school. As a new student at this school, of course, all the rooms along with the road felt very foreign to him.
He observed the name tags listed in front of the row of classes one by one, trying to find the class he would occupy. But since he was walking, he had not found the class he was looking for at all.
"Where, anyway, his class? Could be a late lesson, here I am!" Adyra grumbled annoyed at not having managed to find her class.
Until the moment he entered a passageway, he found a flock of students at the end there. From the red class badge she wore on her left arm, Adyra concluded that maybe they were her upperclassmen from the twelfth grade.
Adyra walks up to them, hoping that they can help Adyra find her class. But when their distance from Adyra remained a few meters away, Adyra's footsteps stopped abruptly.
There was doubt in Adyra's heart when she saw that some of them were smoking a cigarette that was half a stick left. While some of the others are serious with their respective phones without blinking.
"Crazy! I watched it in the morning, lo!" the guy standing leaning against the light green wall widened his eyes while pointing at the guy holding the phone next to him with a suspicious look.
"Followed? Wanna join? Yeez, hayuk!" the man replied briefly, without taking his eyes off the screen.
The other two men preferred to laugh lightly rather than speak up. Of course, while exhaling nicotine smoke through his mouth.
"Ck, the world feels like the end knows no, because people like you on!"
The man holding the cell phone was pinning the head of a friend next to his right who was displaying an innocent face. "Sok really, lo! Elo himself is the one who wants to."
"Gue doesn't like watching that." The guy grinned. "But the demen looked at it directly."
The laughter of the herd of them broke the silence that enveloped the passageway that Adyra was in at this moment. Suddenly his body stiffened.
'Campus! I entered the crocodile cage, nih.'
Adyra shuddered in horror at the direction of their very glaring conversation. Adyra stepped back quickly, before they realized Adyra's presence here.
A few seconds before Adyra left the place, she felt something hit her back. When Adyra turned around, she found a tall man who exceeded her height.
With yellow-covered badge-class uniforms, an eleventh-class hallmark that was left out, slightly disheveled hair, and a flat-looking backpack hanging over one of his shoulders, he looked at Adyra with a cold gaze while raising one eyebrow.
"Where are you going, lo?"
Adyra gulped her saliva nervously, due to the intimidating aura that dominated the guy. Without Adyra noticing, the herd of twelfth graders that she wanted to avoid earlier started to turn towards Adyra and the guy.
"Well, there's a girl!"
The cold sweat dripping down his forehead indicated that his mood was bad today. It's screwed! Now what day, anyway?
"Beautiful too" said the twelve-haired brunette who stared at Adyra with a grin.
"Lo's girl, Ndra?" This time the guy wearing the black watch just started to open his voice in a mocking tone.
"No," replied the man-who was in front of Adyra, now on his right side while putting both palms in his pants pocket briefly.
Speechless.
Adyra remained silent, not knowing what to say and what to do. Just imagine if you are in the middle of a school brandal child with perverted faces like them, and you are a girl yourself.
Not all, though. Only that guy looked at Adyra with a cold gaze, unlike the twelfth grader who saw Adyra like a wolf who saw soft food.
"Gue's never seen you here. Lo... the new inhabitants of this school?" ask the brunette.
"I-yeah, sis," answered Adyra nervously.
"Why do you keep coming here? Rough huh? I want antherin, don't I?"
"Sok-sok'an. Look at your face already as shoots like a demon! Even if it is, yes."
"Honey alone, I've been a demon since the same meeting, kali!"
Adyra's heart was racing faster. He wanted to move away, but where? Want to talk, but what? This situation makes Adyra go awry, like Raisa.
As if understanding the state of Adyra who looks pale without stopping squeezing the end of the skirt she wears, the guy tried to melt the atmosphere.
"Where are you going?" ask the guy flat.
"Eng?? I'm going to class XI-A2."
The guy raised his eyebrows a little longer while watching the deathly pale Adyra.
"Gue anterine."
Adyra jumped in shock as the man pulled his hand without any cue, away from the herd of twelve graders.
"Loh! The same handsome dianterin. You little girl."
"Maybe your pellets are less potent."
"Have a go, pellets! I'm clean, yeah."
They laughed while screaming at Adyra and the guy who pulled her suddenly.
"Big guy always wins a lot, man!"
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Confused, sprains, seneng, angry, had mingled into one since a minute ago after Adyra separated from the 'Crocodile cage' that she called earlier.
And now, that guy's hand was still in his hand.
Adyra pulled her hand rough to escape the man's grip. When the guy realized that the link of his hand had come off, he turned around, and looked at Adyra with the girl's angry look.
"Lo who?" asked Adyra in a slightly restrained voice.
"Lo what's up, anyway? Where are you taking me?" Adyra wondered like a dazed person who did not know the way home.
A thin smile was imprinted on the guy's face as if to say, 'Beautiful, but bego.' But not so. Then as fast as lightning his face turned cold as before.
"According to you?"
Adyra widened her eyes as if knowing the contents of the man's mind. He thought the guy had helped him. But after hearing his sentence directly, Adyra concluded that he was as perverted as the twelfth grader.
"Lo-kalo macem-macem, I can just kick you right now!" Adyra was bluffing, but the guy was instead smiling mockingly.
"Gue's not kidding! Gu-gue learned karate in elementary school, so if you're a macem-macem, I can kill you here!" said.
The guy rolled his eyes lazily. 'Karate capital of SD kids is belagu!' thought underestimated.
"Well. Before you kill me pack the karate lo science, try to see where you are now?"
"I have a dima-" Adyra's mouth gaping perfectly when she knows where she is now. For sure, this is not a lonely place. Adyra stared at the room that tagged XI-A2 in disbelief. So, he just wants to nolongin.
"The intention of nolongin even considered obscene. You little girl."
"Sorry."
Adyra grinned wide at the guy, while looking at him with a guilty look from her eyeballs.
But, the guy actually sauntered away without answering the requests that Adyra said.
"HEY!! KOK WENT? I'M NOT NGUCAPIN YET!! WHOA!!"
The man walked straight, not caring about the screams of Adyra that echoed there. He gave up, and chose to go to class because he was late now.
"Who the hell is screaming? Want to be stuffed with socks what's her mouth?"
Adyra jumped in shock when she saw a woman who was a bullet-meaning fat who was poking her head at the door. But after that, Adyra changed the look on her face to look like she didn't know anything.
"I just got here too, Mom. I don't know who is screaming. If I knew, I'd have chopped him in the mouth with a garbage can!"
Adyra stared at the sturdy shoulder of the guy who was starting to fade from her sight. Brandal, cold, stiff, can not smile, but good. For some reason a smile was drawn on Adyra's lips automatically.
"May we meet again."
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All the oxygen that swept the barrels of students of this High School seemed to be taken out to see how messy they took a turn first, even just to order a plate of food. This kind of noisy atmosphere has become a common thing in the school environment.
Time off is a gift, and the canteen is heaven.
Fortunately Adyra had already gotten a table to spend a bowl of meatballs. Otherwise, perhaps he should be willing to sacrifice his stomach screaming in hunger.
"Eh! It's Daniel!! Oh my god! Very nice, I swear!"
Adyra glanced at Amy and Siska who were whispering with excitement after seeing the figure of a man in white with an OSIS alma mater that felt very fit in his sturdy body.
Adyra did not refuse at all if the man named Daniel who was hailed by his two new friends had a handsome and charming look. Only, the excessive response shown by the two girls pigtailed one made him shudder amusedly.
"Eh! you know what, Ra? That Amy, was rejected once, same Daniel. The reason is because it wants to focus on the world of OSIS, that is. Isn't it, My?" This time it was Siska who replied in a flat tone as if nothing had happened.
"Well! Then you've shot Da-Mmpph!" Amy shut Adyra's mouth quickly, timidly if anyone hears their conversation. 'No one knows, it can kill me!' he said in his heart.
"Damn lo, Ka! Open your own disgrace temen."
Adyra chuckled loudly, while Siska's expression was like holding back a laugh, making Amy bloodier. Her red blushing cheeks became even funnier as Amy puffed them up.
"Joking times, My. Gausah manyun also lips!"
"Whisper lo!"
"Gue I swear it's getting jontor!"
"Lo"
BUKK!!!
Ow hell!
Adyra spontaneously turned her gaze towards Amy. She was convinced that the shrill voice just now belonged to Amy. Adyra found Amy rubbing her forehead while moaning in pain.
"Ouch!! Who the hell, is playing ball? Very bego, huh! Masa' don't see if there are people here? Blind times, huh?!!"
Adyra jumped in shock when she saw Amy's slightly bruised forehead. But Adyra was even more surprised by Amy's reaction to swearing with a reddened face.
"Who is blind?"
A tall, well-built guy, with a sharp eye, approached them with his messy appearance. Typical appearance of a guy after playing with a round object named the ball.
Amy, who had been careless, became silent for a moment because of the cold tone of the guy who seemed intimidating. While Adyra was eye-catching, she looked at the guy from top to bottom.
'This guy looks the same...'
Siska looked at the guy with a serious mimic while shaking her waist and raising her chin.
"Gue tell you the same, you cocky guy. A few seconds ago, there was a nimpuk jidatnya me until bonyok kayak so. Keep her mad, dong. So completely, he's up to lo-aww!!" Siska squealed in pain after Amy effortlessly stomped on Siska's soles with her sneakers.
Amy glared at Siska, as if to say, 'Basic, bucket mouth!' through the look in his eyes.
"Maybe you're wrong. Don't be horrified Siska. He just wanted to talk about it, anyway. It doesn't matter." Amy looked at the guy with a smile, while the guy did not show any expression at all.
As she stared at Adyra for a moment, there was a hint of surprise there. But with such a short time, he changed his expression as before.
Flat and cold.
"The bruising is so complicated. You will not be a concussion of the brain as well, right," he said sarcasm that made Siska's eyes bulged with anger.
The guy breezed away without a word of apology though.
"He... who, anyway?" ask Adyra to know.
"That? Name's Andra. Kepsek's eldest son. The most beautiful guy in this school. Errorat, on this earth. I'm wayward, arrogant, if you talk about the origin of the plaques, again," exclaimed Amy.
Adyra oh-ria while the mangosteen understood.
"He's also rough on girls."
Adyra looked at Amy and Siska's face seriously. Somehow the last sentence made the curious side of the girl stir.
"He hit a girl, did he?"
"No, anyway. But he always talked rudely to anyone. Especially the same girl who dared to decitetin him."
Amy turned her face towards Adyra again with a serious look. "Yes the point is, he is evil" he said straightforwardly. "Always the same girl."
Her lips seemed to want to say that Adyra strongly agreed with Amy and Siska's argument after what she had experienced this morning with the guy.
But, his heart seemed to reject unilaterally regarding his brain argument.
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May it be entertaining;)
Sorry, for typo: 'v
December 21, 2016
Regards, aulia