Substitute Love (Married Candidate Sister-in-law)

Empty glass woman

"No idea. They all suck." Sometimes." Qian stared blankly as if his mind was wandering somewhere.

"Mama's actually not in a good relationship with Daddy Ferdi either. Mom is like getting married just to get married. Just to fill in the empty part of my life, but there's no soul there, Mama Jill" said suddenly. Qian looked interested.

"How many times has Mama Jill been married?" tanya Qian was curious. Judging by her wild style, Mam Jill does not seem to be the type that can survive in one relationship.

"Four times." Sontak made Qian look at him in shock.

"First with papa Vero, then with papa Ferdi until Alex, then divorced, Mama married equally brondong, but instead mama in porotin, Mama divorced again and then refer to Daddy Ferdi. Papa Ferdi has many rules and Mama has never been given money. All assets on Alex's behalf. Mama's just a wife, got nothing, except for Alex." He took a deep breath while throwing away the butts of his exhausted cigarette.

"Kok Mama will be tired, even though Papa Ferdi never cheated, or played rough, but Mama feels tired. Like filling empty glasses that are hollow, want in any amount will not be full. Mama still feels lonely and needs something to fill her void." Qian tried to understand it and thought deeply.

"Mama can't forget Mama's first love, that of her papa Vero. Mama's been looking for that figure all along, so Mama's not satisfied." Guess Qian.

Mama Jill was stunned, her gaze blankly staring deep into the past when Vero's father was alive

"We can't have a relationship because of reciprocity. Especially love. When we return a gift with love, it must be bland. It's not comparable."

"Hmmm ... Ahhhh ... So bland. The more forced it even the more tormented it feels. But ... Can I do without him. I mean Mama Alex. How will he."

"Alex is great, Mah. When he started college, he was more at home than at home. In my opinion, seeing a stormy old man is more painful than seeing them separate." Qian recalled her past. Then he smiled, remembering how his father and mother often cursed each other in front of him. Scared and confused behind the walls heard their insults against each other.

"Huh, it's late. Later brother Vero nagged again," said Qian again as he got up from his seat preparing to leave.

"You call your wife 'Sister' sometimes a weird whimper to Mama. As old as your wife is from you, you are still her priest" said Mama Jill.

"Udah is a habit" Qian said in between her laughter. Then go leave Mama Jill alone there. Which soon followed too.

"He's very polite. Even more loving than Alzam. Why does his mother think he's rude?" mumble Mama Jill alone. "Hhmmm..," said Mama Jill, one last time she had smoked her cigarette before she threw it away.