
They were still silent on that green hill, and Vero was still waiting for Qian's reply.
"I am also from a broken home. My mother was full of grudges against her mother-in-law and my mother's own extended family. My mother was very eager to prove herself. My father married again but his household life was very flat, like without love. My mom and dad still love each other but can't be together because they're not one god. My brother and I were involved in the confrontation. My mother used my sister to prove her success. He wanted to do the same with me, but I refused. So, because it was .. My mother and I could never get along, we were always at odds. I lost my mother's soul, I also lost my father figure, although I was nearby I could not feel the existence completely, I had an older brother but it seems he was no longer soul. He's been over my mom. She was busy satisfying my mother with her ambitions. It was as if I was living alone in that family. I'm sick of those who never seem to make peace with the situation. It made me vent with the reckless attitude of the rebel. Whatever my mom doesn't like, I'll do. I hope it can make me satisfied and they're all aware, but ... It turned out ...," Qian's remark was cut off, Vero still stared at Qian deeply. "That's it!" keep Qian on. Qian lowered her head in her daydream for a moment.
Suddenly Vero touched Qian's shoulder slowly. Qian returned Vero's warm gaze with a flat look.
"Let's do whatever we like tonight. Maybe it's time we stop thinking about their feelings. We can do whatever makes us happy tonight" Vero asked as he pulled Qian's hand. Qian was confused but kept on complying.
***
Here they are now. At a night club. Hustle and bustle of music and crowds of people.
Vero ordered a glass of alcohol. Qian hesitantly accepted Vero's offer. Maybe Vero is right. They both need to let go just once. They followed the game that night. Drink, dance, shout cheerfully as if a bird had just escaped from its golden cage.
Tired of them returning to the empty bench, it seemed to have been quite drunk as well.
"Let's stay at the hotel tonight? I want to be served by a hotel staff. All this time .. I continue to serve them, and I always they're stupid for the mistakes of other employees. I stood 8 hours in front of the reception desk until my feet ached. You have to wear thick makeup from morning to evening and even night" said Vero who seems to start a little stoned. Qian just smiled at Vero's grievances that looked cute with her eyes.
"You're drunk, brother," Qian said, touching Vero's forehead with her index finger.
Qian who was quite strong with alcohol was still in complete control of herself.
"You too." Qian smiled at Vero's statement.
"Sleep with me tonight," Vero whispered into Qian's ear. Qian froze at once hearing it. He didn't expect Vero to be that crazy.
"Udah, Brother. Let me drive you home. You're starting to fret," Qian said as she put down her drink glass and pulled Vero away.
"I can kill my grandmother when she comes home like this." Looks like Vero still left a little of his consciousness.
"Take me to the hotel" Pinta Vero. Qian did not answer. He immediately took Vero who could still walk well even though he seemed to start staggering.
***
Qian booked a hotel room for Vero and he also escorted Vero to his room. He laid Vero on his bed slowly.
Just lying down for a while Vero even felt nauseous. He also ran quickly to the bathroom.
I heard Vero vomiting in the bathroom. Qian was waiting for him outside.
Feeling that the task was done, Qian got up and prepared to leave. Not yet had Qian stepped up, Vero had held his hand first. Qian stopped his steps.
"Don't go. I beg you," pinta Vero begged. Qian looked at Vero inside.
"I need you now" said Vero again.
"Sister, it's late. I have to go home." Qian released Vero's grip on his hand slowly.
But without Qian guessing Vero instead got up and kissed Qian's lips. Qian froze in his position for a moment. Vero did not stop there, he started even more wildly until Qian was pushed up onto the bed and she began to release her blazer. Qian was getting more panicked to see Vero's bold action.
"Sister, this isn't real," prevent Qian from leaving and try to control things so as not to lose control.
But it seems Vero has gone completely insane.
"Don't go. You're tired of being a good person who's always considered bad! Me either. Let's show them," said Vero in Qian's ear. Qian fell silent and let Vero's bold actions on her. They seem to start getting carried away. He started getting hooked.
Feeling the green light from Qian, Vero began to be bolder. They really made out that night. Slowly the flotation became more wild and heated.
The two people who were full of disappointment together tried to briefly forget their current disappointment. For now, they are uncivilized wild animals. Spend their nights with passion.
As they got further away, Qian again made sure to Vero through her gaze that Vero would not regret it later. Vero answered him with a fondling that seemed to convince Qian that he was not in the slightest hesitation.
They started to enter the real game. Getting carried away by the atmosphere makes them forget their current limitations, that they are not people who have the right to do that at this time. They are not a legal couple and not lovers. Clothes that begin to be stripped one by one and the desire that is getting stronger there is no way they still have the awareness to stop it again.
Vero looked at the handsome face that was currently loving with him, for some reason this face even reminded him of Alzam.
"Alzam!" lirih Vero was barely heard by Qian.
Qian who did not hear Vero's murmur only returned with a smile and kissed Vero's lips warmly and in reply Vero madly, making Qian more carried away.
Eventually they reach the top of their game. Qian covered it with a sweet peck on Vero's forehead. And lay his body beside Vero. Vero was silent for a moment both regulate their breathing which was still panting. Then they laughed considering their madness just now.
Vero inched into Qian's embrace, until late at night completely leading them to sleep in his deep sleep.
The way they forget the pain may seem very bad at this time. But it was able to make them feel happiness for a moment. Or ... Until they wake up tomorrow. Will anything change from the feelings of tonight?