
The figure of the woman who taught me how bitter reality was, and now right in front of me, she was wearing her socks and shoes back to go out.
Knowing that someone had come and opened the door, his head raised to deliberately look up, right into my eyes, I was just speechless, unable to say anything and including him just uttering.
"Fariz ... " He said my name clearly.
She's the 'Reina' I meant in the previous story with Sofi's mother, but here her name is Riana Dilah, and the storyline between the two of us is a little different.
I tried hard to get Riana's attention, studied hard, practiced all fields, and did everything that this woman found attractive.
When Riana said that if the guy who can play guitar is really cool, then I will practice to be proficient in all the guitar keys. If Riana thinks that the man who is ranked one is very good, then I am studying hard to be able to get first place, the whole school anyway, or even she likes English songs, he said, I learned English to sing.
You could say I include people who are very easy to learn when they have a goal, or even for a reason, then I try hard to get it.
Similarly with the figure of Riana that I like when in Junior High, but the bitter statement I have to accept, saw him join hands with a man named Daslam, school thugs, children Badung, truant, truant, and stupid, breaking my heart.
Perhaps also because of that, my perception of the male figure appealing to women changed. Riana prefers to be with a guy like Daslam and I feel defeated for all my hard work.
This is where we are, one SMK school, although different generations. It's not that I'm still chasing Riana, it's just that, SMK school is the only State school in the area close to home.
It's not unusual for me to see Riana, even if there's a sense of awkwardness to talk.
"Why are you here, Fariz, are you sick." Say it first.
"Not really, it's just that I've assumed, this is the second house in this life."
"is not the second house a school, "
"not for me, because I spend more time in the UKS, and BK space."
I entered with mixed feelings, between shame and annoyance, he seemed to not assume anything happened in his past, when I had to remember a time where trying hard to attract the attention of Riana.
Although at this time I myself do not care so much about him, but still his attitude irritates me, without daring to look at me or vice versa.
I went in and laid my body on a hard uks bed, a white room, a strange poster of naked models to look like an internal organ, like watching my behavior behind the curtain that separates me and Riana, she said, the girl who made me fall in love first,
"I've not done it .",
"Well, very dear, it wasn't that you were always the national champion ."
'It's definitely whose fault .' I was upset in my heart, because he was not aware of what he said,
"let it be ."
For some reason I answered every question he said, until the lesson changed, the humming of the heirloom song became a sign that the lesson changed, from behind the curtain I could see that Riana looked restless, and, he often turned his body, sometimes facing me or turning around, and it made me a little nervous.
"Fariz, are you....."
Just as Riana was about to ask in a serious tone, another figure walked in quickly, standing in front of the door looking at me strangely, she said,
"Riz, are you okay." cried Refa to surprise me,
"don't scream, I'm a bad boy, "
"You really are sick, "
"Maybe true, but not bloody. "
"let me treat ." Whether he was possessed by a demon, he who usually did not care about me, only looked at me with eyes.
"No need, it will heal itself as time goes by."
"What's sick is Fariz." but the one who asked was Riana.
really I myself am confused as to what to answer, while everything in my head feels heavy with the situation like now.
"Sick feeling." I replied with just origin.