
This has been a pretty shocking day for me, however I have never been so serious about living my life as a school student, of course all have reasons, including for myself.
Looking at what I've done at the moment, it's just the result of what happened from the past, it's at least a simple formula of life, a formula we can call 'karma'.
Being a fool, not a bad thing, because many smart people are always taken advantage of by society.
I looked at every human being with millions of different faces and expressions of the soap opera actors of life. At least it makes me laugh a little, with the actors acting.
A lot of people choose to live in a group, they joke around with each other and talk are the actors of life. They have millions of artists and call themselves 'students' of the majority.
If in the deep again, describing this figure of me, then I am just one of the ordinary people who are amazed to see the actors acting from behind the camera, then I am just one of the ordinary people who are amazed to see the actors acting from behind the camera, maybe and I'm happy with being such a fool.
While what describes who I am, then everyone can imagine about a human being who is too quickly adapted to the new world.
It is believed that Darwin's theory assumes that humans are derived from an ape. When they are all still learning to walk using both feet, then I can already do the dance.well imagine it like that. But that doesn't mean my face is like an ape.
Just displaying what everyone saw, and hiding the true expression behind the thick mask covered their nature.
In reality, I was not what I am now, because there is nothing interesting about my life at this stage, I do not want to move, he said, just waiting for an excuse for me can open my heart to this boredom.
Even if you have to go outside the classroom, there are only three definite destinations, namely toilets, canteens and consulting rooms. Every day I spend time there. Even if you look at it, it's more common to go into a consultant's room than to go to class, and it might feel weird if I don't go into this room all day at school,
"I thought it was you Fariz. "
what exactly in the teacher's mind, if he's a psychic, can feel my presence in the moment I'm coming here,
"ah, at least I'm 1 hour late than usual to meet you, Mrs Sopi."
the teacher who turned 30 this month, even though she was single, really made me want to cry,
"but not bad, you broke your record yesterday that came here at 11 over 10 minutes "
"to me it's not a compliment, ma'am, and congratulations on the rise to the age of 30 "
a punch stopped right in front of my nose, he looked on dislike if someone brought up his current age, I felt the aura of killing him, I was afraid, please forgive me...
"i'm 29 years old 12 months over 3 days, you know "
still with his angry face, at least the words made him look a year younger than the information on his ID card, but to me it made no difference at all.
"so don't you feel guilty in your life Sopi's mother."
"ah is nothing please forget "
"it's good that you understand "
for the size of a career woman who has not had time to get married, maybe until now she can only imagine herself wearing a wedding dress in front of a mirror, ironically, once,
'help whoever marries him '. that's what I think when I see the look on his face,
"so, what should I do "ask me.
the woman gave an unorthodox cry, showing a smile that I really didn't want to see, if it came out that meant a bad plan that I couldn't imagine at all,
"after all these months you've been coming into this room almost every day, now I feel that you're completely useless to Fariz."
hearing that sentence, whether it was an insult, I think it was, a gentle insult from the lips she spoke, she said,
"thank you for your compliment "
still nodding unorthodoxly, for so long he spoke, the atmosphere became terrible for me, I myself was used to getting punished, because there was nothing that made me satisfied in the formal lessons of this school, even like cleaning a man's toilet that may have been months untouched by any cleanser, it's like entertainment to fill the boredom that keeps piling up every day,
"Well, you can sit first." Said Sofi's mother.
"What does that mean there's no punishment today ma'am ?."
"Yes every day you're punished, but there's no change, so for this time, I'm going to do what I'm supposed to do as a BK teacher." Said Sofi's mother tried to calm herself down.
"What the whole time mom ate a blind paycheck." My reply.
"Don't talk about it." Sofi's mother said with annoyance.
"Sorry Mom. Sorry."
"That's it.... So Fariz, can you tell me what's really going on in your life, why every day you're always making trouble in the classroom." Ask Sofi's mother.
"It's a pretty long story."
"It's okay, I have enough time to listen."
I took a chair and sat down leisurely before telling a story..."Okay Ma.... We start with 'one day' ."