STUPID CLASSES

A story

Every afternoon after school, when I was on the bus, I used to cross paths with a woman, he came home from school every day on the same bus and got off a little far from my stop.

Every day, I keep watching him, I know this is a very unlikely thing to happen in the life of a single man in a high school with every student being a MADESU guy or a bleak future, he said, without any hope at all.

But for me, when I feel that someone has come to accompany me when I come home from school that makes me dizzy, it is quite special, right now, right in front of my eyes, he was still sitting with his lonely face looking at the sky, but not to attract attention.

Cute face and looks lonely, it does not make me willing to just pay attention to a woman, but there is a pitak present between the sidelines of his hair.every time we meet in this bus, we meet in this bus, the presence of the pitak, making my eyes always fixed on the woman who knows what her name is.

I don't know how many times we've met and each meeting makes me more 'lucky', a little mean my heart wants to tell, but somehow, I became hesitant.I don't want to see the girl's embarrassed face, I don't want to see the girl's embarrassed face, because talking about a woman's body is inappropriate, especially for a man like me.

Every day, every time I looked at the pitak in the middle of his hair, the creepiness in the shadow had a pitak. The emptiness between tens of thousands of hairs, alone, slippery and clearly visible in front of the eyes, was, One pitak was displayed as a crown on the head of the girl.

I could feel her loneliness, she was alone, with no one to care about a pitak, every time I was close, I became doubtful and I still couldn't say it.

*****

The next day, at our beloved school.

I tried to talk about this to my best friend Sano Setio aji Pangestu. when he was silent with a serious face looking at the phone, a face with a sharp gaze, he said, a little I was nervous but still steadied my heart to say it.

I listened to what Sano would answer... "Better, don't you say, "The answer is to see me seriously,

"Is it so much better?, but the cavern seemed to understand his feelings, alone, at everyone's attention and it."

"it's true as you say, but remember Fariz, it's none of your business." Answer Sano.

"I know that too."

"but if it's like this, what's it gonna be good ." My word is drowned.

"Remember, it's none of your business." went sano and patted me on the shoulder, man,

The day after I had talked about this with my best friend, it was not a sense of satisfaction that I had but a sense of doubt and guilt, because it was like I had closed my eyes to see him alone.

He was still sitting on the chair by the window as usual, looking at the distant sky with a gaze filled with loneliness.

On the way home, I decided to say it and as he stood preparing to descend, I slowly approached.

All this time I was just paying attention, I could feel the loneliness of that pitak and I understood what kind of pain was being ignored by the world, with no one acknowledging our existence, just like a display without having any meaning at all in this world.

"Anu sorry...." Say I doubt.

Although he tried it he was not heard because the sound of a dilapidated engine from this bus was too noisy.

slowly he came down, today I was not able to say my heart when I saw him, I was a loser, just standing still without moving, seeing the inability I had to be able to save his presence.

'No, it won't happen again, I have to say it.' I said in my heart by hitting the bus door to stop.

"Stop sir ." I said with the money, jumped out and chased the woman who had walked away to enter the housing complex.

"Wait a minute ." Shouts I stopped him and he saw me.

"There's something the cave wants to tell you ." I said firmly to strengthen my heart.

"loe's always the one bus with the cave when you get home ." He said with a nervous face,

"Yes, it's a cave and there's something the cave wants to say to you." My reply and he looked nervous to respond to my arrival.

"What is it ." Asked him with his eyes not daring to look.

"Loe is clearly visible, it's better to wear a hat to cover it ." Shouted me with relief after saying it.

the girl's face saw me shocked, a great shame because who would have thought someone was talking about her side.

"Thank you ." Answer with a smile,

In the end, he left me and I left on foot because my fare was right to go home today,

And that's the end of a story of a teenager worrying about the least important thing in the world.

so what we can take from this story is, do not take care of the unimportant thing, because sometimes it becomes complicated inner pressure and full of troublesome drama.