Stuck in Marriage with a Wife

Let go of longing

Alan looked at the twins. His heart was pounding, his gaze deep. I don't know what the handsome guy had in mind but it was almost depressed and crazy?

"K-ka-lian an-an-akku?" alan asked in an almost impermeable voice and stuttered.

"Yes Daddy, it's us" Shaka said.

"Hiks hyks."

Alan finally broke out. Soon the three twins hugged the father releasing all the yearning that was growing inside his chest.

"Daddy."

The four men hugged each other while crying. Alan still could not believe if now he was reunited with his children and earlier Yoas explained that his wife gave birth to four children at once.

Arkin and Bella were also moved by the clear melt dripping in their eyes. Moved, because Alan's waiting is not easy. Even their son was depressed and crazy because of the loss.

"I'm sorry Daddy, Son. Forgive Daddy."

Alan hugged his three children tightly. Guilt gets into the chest. He thought, there would be no chance to meet his own flesh and blood. Moreover, seeing the disappointed look of the wife when they were separated became a separate wound for Alan.

"Is this really you, Son?" alan asked to release the arms of his three children and looked at the children with a whipping feeling between happy and sad.

"Yes Daddy, it's us. We missed you, Dad. We came here to find and see you" Shaka explained.

Alan nodded and was unable to hold back his cries. He hugged the three children as much as his heart. Is this what it feels like to be a father? After a long and long wait that is certainly not easy, especially accompanied by sacrifices and tears.

"Daddy, miss you guys, son," he said.

Alan's been pessimistic about not meeting his kids. But who would have thought that the three children would come and look for him.

"We missed it too, Daddy. We love Daddy so much" Chana said.

There was no resentment or anger in the hearts of the three children when they realized they were born without a father. At first the children thought they were wasted children. But when hearing the explanation from the mother and her two foster fathers made the three understand and decide to be the existence of the real father.

"You're all grown up, son," said Alan rubbing his three children's heads in turn.

His heart again throbbed pain when it could not offer true happiness. He could not even accompany his wife during childbirth. If Alan had been braver then, he and Aerin would not have been separated by space and time like this.

Alan wiped the wet cheeks of Shaka, Zanka and Chana. His little duplicates were completely attached to the faces of his three children.

"You guys are really similar, Daddy," said Alan chuckling softly but tears trickled down.

Who would have thought that the one night incident had given birth to these adorable seeds that were in front of him. An uneasy journey for Alan to convince Aerin to marry him, he must exert all the means for the woman to accept him. Not only that he had to become an actor in his own household and lied to his wife about his identity that already has a wife, all Alan lived full of struggle.

Until the cruelty of Christopher and Alta destroyed all the dreams he had painstakingly arranged. At the same time his wife was pregnant, Alan could not imagine the suffering of Aerin at that time. Supposedly as a husband he protects and looks after his wife but he himself is caught off guard and ends up lost in the dark world.

"Son," call Bella.

The four men turned to look at Bella who was walking towards them.

"Son, it's your grandmother, she's Daddy's mother" Alan explained.

"grandmother."

"My granddaughter" said Bella.

"grandmother."

While Arkin who sat in a wheelchair without being able to move could only shed tears of his heart. If he could walk, he would surely run to hug his three grandchildren. However, what is the power let alone to walk, move and he can not and can only sit in a wheelchair with a blank and empty gaze.

Agam and Yoas were moved as they looked at the twins who were hugging Bella with warm smiles. Both men felt the same happiness that Alan felt.

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"Honey," call Ema into Christopher's office.

The middle-aged man who was still handsome only raised a glance then focused with a figura in his hand.

"Have you had lunch?" ask Ema softly. Although her husband was never gentle with her but she did not give up on convincing her husband that his feelings were really there and sincere.

"Where, Anne?" ask Christopher without further ado.

"Of course with her husband" said Ema, putting her bushel on the table and approaching her husband.

"You sure?" Christopher looked at his wife full of probes. Somehow the middle-aged man was afraid that Anne would follow Aerin to Sidney?

"Yes, because Anne said it," replied Ema.

Ema approached her husband. The woman's eyes immediately reddened the third look at the photo held by Christopher.

"You're still thinking about that woman?!" hardik Ema was full of anger.

"Why?" Christopher smiled mockingly. "She's the woman I love, until whenever I won't stop looking for her" said Christopher staring at his wife sharply.

"Then what have you been thinking of me all this time, Christopher?" ask Ema with tears. Which wife's heart won't hurt when her husband remembers women in the past.

"You're just a display" Christopher replied lightly. "You know? From the beginning Alta and I never accepted you as part of our lives. You and Anne who insist on begging us to accept you, after you have removed my wife and child," said the man again with a cold and sharp look. After all, that painful breakup she could never forget.

Ema wiped her tears. Intentions came here to improve their relationship but he was surprised by the fact. The middle-aged woman snatched her bag and sauntered out and left Christopher's room.

Christopher closed his eyes withstanding the tightness that blew his chest.

"Train," he murmured. "Where are you? How you doing?" smirking again.

Behind his stern and cruel face, he kept a deep wound. No one knew how big of a wound was embedded in Christopher's heart. Everyone thinks he is cruel because he always has no feelings and humanity for anyone who has problems with him.

"I want to meet you and Baby A, give me one chance to make amends."

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