Stuck in Marriage with a Wife

Where's Daddy?

"What are you doing, Son?" aerin asked his three children who seemed busy discussing.

Shena was playing with her father, Joash. The little girl understood nothing but play and study.

"We're working on a group, Mommy," Shaka said.

Aerin smiled and sat on the lip of her three children's bed.

"Mommy's kids are smart" said Aerin.

"Yes dong, who was Mommy?!" chana exclaimed proudly while puffing out her chest.

"Dih," Zanka's lips rolled her eyes lazily.

While Shaka just smiled, this guy did not say much. He was impressed not to care about the surrounding environment. It was as if the people who were near him were nothing but dust grains.

"Mom," Shaka looked at Aerin.

"Yes Son, why?" asked Aerin in her gentle tone. This woman never gets angry.

"Can Shaka ask you something?" ask the little guy back.

Zanka and Chana just kept quiet. He waited for his brother to say.

"Ask, Son. Mommy will answer if Mommy finds out" Aerin said.

Shaka nodded, the little man fell silent for a moment. Then he looked at his mother seriously. He really wanted to know who his father was and where he was.

"Where's Daddy, Mom?"

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Aerin immediately fell silent, questioning his son like a bomb that exploded in his heart, then destroyed the particles of the heart that he had formed in such a way. The woman looked at her eldest son deeply. I don't know what he should answer? These children are still too young to understand what happened in the past before they existed.

"Mommy," called Shaka once more while rubbing Aerin's arm.

Aerin tried to smile covering the wound that was entangling in her heart. No one is okay when it comes to the past. Moreover, the past is so painful, as ever passed and felt by Aerin.

"Why are you asking that, Son? Isn't there already a Dad and Papa who are fathers to you?" ask Aerin

Shaka shook his head, "Shaka felt no warmth. It felt different," the man replied honestly, his eyes back in tears. At school they are always in the mockery of having two fathers. Some say the mother had two husbands.

Aerin's hand rubbed his son's head. She was confused as to what to answer, did she have to tell her past? But the children did not understand the meaning of pain and separation. Aerin was afraid to hurt her three children.

"Mommy, just say it. We will understand what Mommy has experienced" Zanka said.

"Yes Mommy. Don't worry," Chana chimed in.

Aerin couldn't believe the language was coming out of the little mouths of her children. How could a 5-year-old child but already be able to say things like this? During this time Aerin was taught very hard on them. Because Aerin does not want his children to experience bad luck like he ever passed.

"Alright, Mommy will say. Whatever Mommy says, Mommy please don't make your heart hurt" Aerin looked at her three children.

"We promise Mom," said the three compact.

Aerin took a deep breath very deeply, then he exhaled slowly to prepare his heart and mental. Aerin must re-express in his past. He's not okay. He was really hurt, he thought Alan was the man God sent to save himself from the cruelty of his mother and stepbrother. But it turns out that man is the one who brings destruction until his life is shapeless.

Aerin begins to recount all the events in his past. He is a broken home child, his two people choose their own way of life leaving himself in the midst of the cruel darkness of the world. Not only that he was trapped by the lover to sleep with a stranger. The result of that one-night love sprouted a seed in her womb. When it was discovered by his father, he was kicked out of the house. She was married to the man who fucked her.

Aerin is happy, she carves out all her love and dreams with her husband, building the palace of love that she had designed for so long. Happy, Aerin was really happy at that time. Moreover, Alan treated him with the best of human. Singing and never hurting his heart either through words or actions.

However, again the happiness he thought had been his destiny. Must be forcibly taken by the person who was first present in the life of her husband. At that time Aerin only knew if he was the second wife and actor in the husband's household. Not until there they were immediately separated by the cruelty of Christopher and Alta who had no mercy at all.

Aerin wanted to be killed, but God still had a plan in his life. So Joash and Joel who were supposed to eliminate the woman instead saved and took Aerin out of the country. Everything is really not easy, in the age of Aerin's pregnancy growing bigger he had to fight half to death withstanding all the pain carrying his big stomach. Again, Joash and Joel came as saviors in his life. The two brothers, like the angel whom God sent to save Aerin's life.

"Hiks hyks hyx."

Aerin's cry broke out after telling her how bitter her former life was. He's always not strong when it comes to Alan, that old wound will back up in there.

"Mommy."

The three hugged Aerin while fighting each other. They also felt the pain felt by their mother. It's only fitting that the mother never told me about who their real father was. Apparently, it was something that his mother had experienced.

"I'm sorry, Mom, Shaka" said Shaka.

"Chana's sorry, Mom. Hiks, hyks," continued Chana who cried hugging Aerin.

"Hiks hiks Zanka too, Mom," she said in tears.

If his two sisters cry then not with Shaka who looks silent while hugging Aerin. He imagined the suffering of his two parents.

Aerin was still crying so much that her body was shaking from crying. He tried not to cry in front of his children. However, he was just an ordinary woman and an injured wife and mother.

"Mom," called Shaka to release Aerin's embrace followed by her two younger siblings.

Aerin looked at her son, her eyes and cheeks already wet from tears that melted at will.

The little fingers rubbed the wet cheeks of the mother. Aerin closed her eyes feeling the warm and gentle rubbing of Shaka's fingers on her face.

"I'm sorry Mommy, Son," said Aerin, feeling guilty. She feels like she failed to become a mother, because if she managed to take on the role, of course, her three children would not ask where their father is?

"Mommy is not wrong. Don't apologize Mom. It is precisely Shaka who must apologize for making Mommy cry" said Shaka.

Again Aerin was stunned to hear his son's words. He could not believe it coming out of the tiny mouth of his eldest son.

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