SOMETHING IS MISSING

Like Something's Missing

Before we left for the game I sent a message to Jansen so that he remembered his promise and took care of our divorce which was just married I felt a little embarrassed but what could make me not being able to do it again I think I've had enough with him this time and it's not like my first breakup was more like there was something missing I had numb to him without any care and not to forget also I have sent a message that I have forgiven him but I have a condition that he release us.

After going to play as much as Mr. Fan booked a ticket to go abroad the next day of course I agreed because I had been sick of facing so many problems so far and the problems so came there was no stopping approaching my life there is no harm in our vacation abroad.

the next day we left but I felt like someone was watching us on the plane but the fool was Mr. Fan here I believed him no one would dare to touch we when we were with Mr. Fan. Once there we went straight to an inn to rest.

The next day we went for a walk to the famous places in the city then Mr. Fan took us somewhere but he asked me to put on an eye patch, I agreed to it when I got there somewhere I felt like it was windy and soothing, then Mr. Fan asked me to open the blindfold and Mr. Fan stood in front of me carrying Josse then he said to me.

" would you marry me, I'm sorry, I know it's too soon for you but I don't want to be a step late this time and I'm sorry that I can't be as romantic as other men"

I was silent for a moment I was nervous.

"I'm sorry sir I can't think right now"

"all right I understand this is too soon for you but I just want you to know first about my feelings for you and I won't hurt you. now let's play beach sand on this beautiful night and let the moon shine witness our togetherness and at home I've prepared other gifts you don't have to answer now if you reject me it doesn't matter at least I've tried"

I was just silent then Mr. Fan invited us to play sand beach and take a boat on the edge of the beach really a night view on the beach with a gentle breeze and accompanied by moonlight felt as in the paradise of the world I enjoyed the view that night and Josse fell asleep in Mr. Fan's lap.

"What you said"

"starting tonight call me Fan don't call me master anymore you're not my man if you can't call Fan you can also call me dear"

mr. Fan smiled jokingly with me

"well, by the way, tonight I saw you smiling very sincerely"

"i usually am too serious"

"yeah you're even like a walking mannequin statue"

we were ridiculing each other and joking, deep on the beach under a shady fir tree like someone was watching us. it wasn't long before Mr. Fan took me back to the inn because Josse had been out on the beach too long afraid he might catch a cold.