SOMETHING IS MISSING

The Big Arm Overcame My Body

all the objects have been finished packed in the trolley.no more are believed to be needed. Jessy has thrown all her past memories into the fire until almost nothing remains.just a heart that is unable to deny the big black hole is now gaping wide in her.

" so, are you really going?" ask Fera on the phone and feel very far for jessy.he will leave everything for some time for the calm she needs.

"yes, of course, I need a new atmosphere".

"i'm sorry, jes" fera sounded concerned, sincere, and earnest.

"thank you, fer. you're the best so far".

so is he. he is still the only one. I still really love him. The sentence was swallowed again by force, leaving a large lump in Jessy's chest to make him short of breath.

"where are you going?" ask the voice across there again.

"not far away, but, I hope enough to make me better" jessy's voice floated, but it didn't sound sad.

"why don't you want to tell me the place?"

"if you say it, her name is not retreatism" Jessy chuckles unconvincingly because there is nothing funny to laugh about.

"okay, hope you will be better. now and ever, little angel b. Time Will Pay your Faith".

"thanks so much, sister".

Jessy took a deep breath, her narrow black eyes staring again at the big trolley in front of her. yesterday this thing was brought home after graduation.Today, this thing is, that thing will accompany him again to take a walk to the land between the disputants that he may not know.

"i've prepared the best place I can. hopefully you like. yaa.kalo do not like, later can find a better one".

Hmh!! in the pull again a long breath before the trolley zipper in the pull closes.

"i ran away, I ran away! I lost the war" he said. "it's bullshit. love is nothing!!"

Jessy tore the trolley near the door of the room, then dragged it with the help of wheels at the bottom of the trolley.The single child in the family had forged it into becoming more independent. although lifting weights like a trolley is generally a men's task, Jessy dismisses offers of help. More than that, physical burdens may be able to help shift her world for a moment.

"hopefully everything is fine" Jessy prayed as the car *travel* was moving away from the office where Jessy was waiting.

along the way, Jessy passed the time by spreading a view through the window.In fact, barely heard the voice of the young man sitting next to her. apparently, the man with a neat appearance was riding this car from Pekalongan. however, Jessy did not care too much about the man in black batik shirt patterned maple leaves pointed at the edges.he seemed a bit enthusiastic to invite jessy to talk.The man continued to talk, he continued to talk, scatter the stories that eventually bored themselves when jessy just chimed in briefly and not too respect. felt unresponsive, the man invited to talk to others. jessy felt relieved. he took his eyes out the window and enjoyed the dark green of Roban's pedestal, to the young coconut merchant who was lined up along the way.

"if there is a young coconut that has a partial insomnia effect" jessy smiled mischievously as she imagined something absurd.imagined she sipped fresh water in the hard skin of green, then her head suddenly dizzy, dizzy, consciously, he had forgotten all the stories he had been through with Alfin.