SOMETHING IS MISSING

Truth

the young woman's mind floated until it stopped on a cool old woman's face.

"you're a great girl. someday, you'll be amazing with this talent you have".

the soft voice was ringing.only that person was able to understand himself and all his love.unlike everyone else, that always made him walk along a certain line.

"you should be majoring in graphic design!"

"i want to go to fine arts, Dad."

"art look? what do you want to be if you go to that department?"

the girl was silent.

"let's see your cousin, college majors haphazardly.so what is he now? if you are majoring in graphics, you are also drawing.your design will make our business grow rapidly.you do not want to participate in developing the business that has been in the stub of your grandparents?".

he opened his eyes.

"grandfather and grandmother," he repeated slowly. "let's say they're still there".

with a shuntai step, he walked towards the cupboard and opened it. From the drawer, he took out a small carved box of teak wood.

the Mediterranean girl sat in her chair again.Open the old box slowly.there, fell asleep an old canting with nyamplung until the cucuk made of copper plate, the, while the handle is made of mahogany wood that is old enough too.

"batik" he whispered to the object "my life"

phani clutched the canting on the chest.in the past, this canting was worn by grandmother when batik. from grandmother, she learned the art of drawing, also painting batik motif. before dying, the canting was passed down to her grandson.

"work is. and, fly far high" his message to the favorite grandson who just became a teenager.

his eyes closed.only himself knew what was stirring in the heart.while, his memories flew far into a city where flowers were always blooming all season. the person's face was clearly imagined, as clear as watching a movie in the cinema..

"i've always tried.but, I did fail." the girl with hair along her back laughed bitterly, laughing at her life. "you are indeed a stupid girl, phani! can not satisfy let alone boast of parents".

it is too late. he will take the path that he never really chose.what power if destiny has willed, especially if through the heavy-spoken man.

"i know what's best for you, and our family!"

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Jessy could not believe, she had passed a month since her last night with Alfin. she had thought, it was just a fleeting dream that soon disappeared when she opened her eyes. he actually had found himself rolled up in the IGD room before finally being transferred to the hospital room. Now, regrettably why he had to survive, not convulsing and just die when the heat is high. Jessy smiled bitterly, the undeniable thing is that now there is a large niche and in the middle of growing in her chest, so dark and hurting her body.

"maybe there may be a time when I can laugh again, there is a time when the light is able to shine brightly. sometime".

many times the soul tranquilizing spell casted jessy. turns lips too easy to make promises, as easy as breaking or even finding it to dust. jessy's body that has been four days no longer lying on the bed inpatient feels no longer spirited. has been repeatedly enforced, in fact crying is still scattered, in fact, the, especially when an invitation of red brick in gold arrived before his eyes.

" are you sure you'll read it now?" ask Jessy's mom. Jessy nodded steadily with a smile. whereas, deep down, he was not sure. had become stifled, he had fallen now, let alone what was left for him? letting others worry about him is the most stupid action, because he himself is not too concerned with how he feels, even though death may pick him up suddenly.

" the stupidest thing I've ever done is love you like this Alfin. so-so stupid!".