SOMETHING IS MISSING
Running From Jasen
a man sits alone on the sand with his knees bent upward and his hands tied around his ankles.The sound of the waves slightly calms the worry in his heart. no matter how many hours he had complained of his destiny on the beach slamaran.His eyes were straight looking at the horizon line on the horizon, the meeting of the sea level as well as the horizon. it felt on the threshold of that fate is now between two lives that are not clear where he will go.
"weak!" Alfin growled. "i'm a man. never give up on fate!".
his hand grabbed a handful of wet sand and threw it originally towards the waves that touched the place where the sand was removed until the object shifted a few tens of centimeters.medium, the sand he threw was immediately scattered broken down by the waves, he stood. for a moment he realized the visitor had been getting less and less than when he came last afternoon.His stomach began to rumble.
"ah, apparently breakfast this morning was the last time I ate."
his mind drifted back to phani. It was possible that the woman was waiting for him. Yes, phani. for the first time, when thinking about women, her name came to mind. Alfin smiled optimistically.perhaps, this was a new beginning for him to catch the wave of life that was already quite difficult for him.
"from now on, I have to believe in phani. there's only phani." she promised to distract him from Jessy's shadow and begin to say hello.
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armed with a motorbike loan from doctor Kezia, Jessy took the time to walk down Semarang after the lecture schedule.from the pamularsij area and the eastern canal flood, he stopped at the new building temple, Sam po kong, to the east, the temple is the only relic of Admiral Cheng Ho when visiting this atlas city.
"who would have thought our destiny was over, huh, Fin?" murmured jessy at the row of hio who still reflected fragrant smoke.His gaze then turned to the statue of Cheng Ho who stood handsomely with a sharp and authoritative view.
"tell me, Admiral, how can Alfin get away from these memories? being, too deep has he traced every niche of my life." he asked softly at the dashing figure standing beside the temple.of course the figure was indifferent to the jessy who asked him to speak.
jessy continued to move towards the place where the large candles - two middle fingers and two thumbs - were linked together to form a circle. the fire at the top end of the red candle was flickering in a gust of wind, continuing to burn throughout the day and night, no matter the time kept moving, until the time of separating it. Some candles seemed new, still new, the rest are half or almost gone.
"you're a braggart, fin. You said you wanted to light a candle that big on our wedding day, you said the symbol of eternal love.in fact, you went first before our dream was lit!" rutuk jessy again.then, he continued to goa batu, witnesses arrived at the headquarters of Cheng Ho troops during a temporary stay on the island of Java.
jessy observed every detail of Cheng Ho's journey through the reliefs that stretched along the wall, as if she was stringing up the *puzzle* of her own memories.unknowingly, she kept sighing, she continued to sigh, regretting his departure here if only to remember the pain that Alfin inflicted through sweet memories, Cheng Ho certainly does not want to be blamed for not being involved in a conspiracy in the constellation of jessy and Alfin love.
