Sitomboy Seeking True Love

heartbreak is like living meaningless

since I was busy fiddling with my phone screen trying to register in the online ojek application finally my struggle for almost an hour is sweet, I managed to register to become one of the online ojek, yes...I have to start looking for a side job if I want to continue college.The income from the salon business is only enough to pay rent, eat , rent a shophouse and pay the salaries of two of my employees Ledy and Dian.

Angga I don't even know how she is right now,it's been a week since I met him at the campus gate and he still hasn't called me. I think he's been comfortable with Fiona and chose to blow me away.There's sadness in my heart every time I think about it Angga and Fiona, I feel very lost figure who is always persistent fight for my love even though I have not been able to return all her feelings.

this afternoon when I was driving my passengers to a mall I accidentally met Sheila, I tried to leave immediately no longer to deal with her, but she held me back

"wait a minute, there's something I want to say ! ". pinta Sheila to me holding my hand.

"let alone sheil ?I'm lazy to deal with a foul-hearted woman like you." I snapped at Sheila a little

" i know I was wrong, I'm sorry, but now I've changed a sis since karma approached me. yes .kak I've got the payback of all my actions ".

"your dealings are that, which obviously I am lazy to deal with people like you again.awas....! " i shook Sheila's hand, which was holding my hand, I honestly couldn't believe all the words she said.

" sister Aline, please listen to me for a moment ..please "this time Sheila spoke in a crouching position in front of my motorcycle.

"hey, what are you doing, you nervous woman.. step aside.don't embarrass yourself.this is a public place "

"i just want us to talk to you for a minute, brother, please "

"aihh.ya let's go up, we'll talk but not here "

" thank you, sister "Sheila got up and got on my bike.

I took Sheila to drink mixed ice on the side of the road,

"what do you want to say, hurry up and I have to pull the bulge again ".

" sister is now an online taxi driver? " ask Sheila in disbelief

" yes, I have to make some extra money for the fee.." ops, I almost slipped in front of Sheila.

"what does it cost, brother? "

" forget it.So you said you wanted to talk, I was quick to talk ". I sucked the ice in front of my desk while waiting for Sheila to speak.but Sheila seemed a little hesitant to tell a story.

" if you don't want to tell me, I'd better go out and waste some time. "I'm ready to get up from my seat but Sheila pulled my hand.

" wait brother, please help my father brother, only brother can help my father ."

"what are you talking about, why do I have to help your father, what is your father? "

"fiona's parents accused my father of corruption, now that my father is being held in a police station "

"hahahaha...kamu not wrong sheil ask for my help is not you have an uncle who is also a police officer, he is a great cop why not ask for help with him, weird ?"

" uncle dare not deal with Fiona's parents, brother, Fiona's parents have police acquaintance with the position above my uncle, so uncle did not dare to help him. "

"that's if you like to play with the law, finally the law also to play with your family, that's the reply of what you have done to me first" I spoke in a hateful tone,I will never forget the past in that prison.

"i'm sorry brother, I'm really sorry.now Angga has cut ties with me Fiona has torn the agreement.and now my father is in prison, I beg you, brother,please talk to Angga asking Fiona to persuade her papa to release my father, please..."

"sorry Sheil I don't want to interfere with your problems, I have to go. "I paid for the ice mix and then turned on my motorcycle engine

" Angga is getting married to Fiona ! "

"whaa.....! ". i was very surprised to hear Sheila's words, Sheila walked over to my motorcycle

" yes, sister, in these weeks Angga and Fiona are getting married ".

I immediately hid my surprise

" good, finally Angga found a woman who deserves to be his wife, alas sheil I want to narik "I pulled Sheila's body trying to block my motorcycle

" but Angga doesn't look happy brother ".

my tears were dripping so hard that it blurred my eyes, I had to open my helmet glass so I could still see the road.The wind seemed to make me want to drive the motor faster again, I had to open the glass helmet,if only there were no red lights in front of me, and as I waited for the green light to come on, my eyes would accidentally stare at the round object on my wrist.

"bracelet mother....".

I have to return the bracelet, I do not deserve to wear the bracelet.As soon as the green light turns on I immediately take a right direction towards the mother's house, my goal is just to return the bracelet that I was wearing at that time.

once I got to the garden of the mother's house, the atmosphere of the house was very crowded, and when my eyes saw the yellow flag in front of the door I immediately ran inside, as I thought the figure of the mother was already stretched stiff there covered with a batik cloth and around it seemed mothers were reading surah Yasin.

Angga...where is the pride..I am sure at this time he is sad, I immediately ran towards his room and once the door I opened, the room,I was very surprised to see Fiona was already there beside Angga hugging her body.

I immediately turned my body and intended to leave the sight I did not want to see, and when my foot was about to step an embrace stopped my steps.I was surprised and turned back to see who was the one who hugged me,it turns out that he is a snob, in front of Fiona.oh.

"mother Lin...mother left me... now I'm alone Lin, I have no one.Mother go, you also go.I think I want to follow my mother Lin....I do not want to live alone. "I see the body of Angga who suck, a face that is usually cheerful this time looks dull, all this time Angga only has a mother, and the departure of the mother must have hurt her heart so much.

I could not bear to see it like that, finally unconsciously I was hugging the burly body in front of Fiona's eyes, let ..I'm sure Fiona must have understood when Angga was grieving.

"patience yes ga... you are not alone there I am here and also ...Fiona" . It's so heavy that my mouth says Fiona's name, but that's the fact that Angga is going to marry Fiona.

" Lin.don't stay with me, I can't get through this life on my own.You're the woman I love after mom, I don't want you to go, promise me....." Angga came back crying in my arms, but this time I had to face the attitude of Fiona who began to realize that It turned out that Angga had loved me all this time.

"oh, so all this time you two loved each other ". Fiona looked fiery, she did not care if Angga was grieving, she was unstable.I tried to explain but Fiona was getting angry and finally left us.

"den Angga, it's time to bathe the body of the mother." mbak sisri came and told us.

during the funeral procession of the body of the mother I was always beside Angga trying to strengthen it.The departure of the mother really made Angga hit.

after all the mourners say goodbye home so it was very quiet, I brought Angga to the room asking him to rest.

"you rest first yes ga... I want to help mbak sisri first ".

"don't go Lin, I need you here." Angga pulled my hand to make me fall on his bed, he then hugged me , 'if he does not remember that time he was grieving I would have tried to escape.

we slept in one bed with the position I was behind him, Angga hugged me tightly, making me accidentally ask his decision to marry Fiona.

"you're going to marry Fiona? is that right ?"

"i'm stuck Lin. with Fiona it's harder than being with Sheila.

and mom dropped too because of the news "

I heard the snoring crying behind me. He still hugged me.

"Lin we just go from here yuk ".

"hasn't you been able to accept Fiona ga all this time, that's why you never called me again right? " i immediately broke away from Angga's embrace and sat down at the bedside, The Lady followed me and hugged me from the side while leaning her head.

"my phone was confiscated by Fiona Lin, Fiona also told my mother when we were getting married, my mother dropped, and finally died, my mother wanted me to marry you Lin" Angga back sobbing, she came back crying

"when are your wedding plans ? "

" i don't know, it's all Fiona's taking care of Lin.I don't know how to get out of this relationship ".

I understood Angga's sadness at that moment, though,

"it's all my fault" I realize the root of all this is my fault.

"don't blame yourself Lin, now that Fiona knows how I feel about you, I'm sure she'll definitely do something to you ." Angga looks so worried about me.

" just let him do whatever he likes. "

" Fiona is so dangerous Lin, I won't be able to forgive myself if something happens to you ."