Sitomboy Seeking True Love

meet icha and sheila's lies

in a state of drunk Angga still continue to order a glass of drink.I tried to prohibit it but Angga still insisted

"you're drunk enough not to drink anymore"

"let me drink Lin, go to you, meet your girlfriend's woman, my heart hurts Lin...."

"we will discuss it later ga.. now you better go home..ayo...."

with great difficulty because of Angga's heavy body, I tried to hold his body but I struggled. too heavy.

the saint came to me again after seeing me from a distance.

"my friend is drunk?"

"yes, can you help me not take him out?"

"where does he want you to take him?"

I don't think where to take him, he must have brought a car

"please take care of him for a second, I'll check where he parked his car"

I ran out and started looking for Angga's car,

"that's it "

I walked back inside to see Angga, my eyes accidentally saw a woman I knew very well, at the same time I hate.he is a woman Icha because of him I went to jail.and experienced bad things there.

I immediately went to see Icha before I lost her.

"hey you" I pulled Icha's shoulder from behind violently, and the man with him seemed to be in disbelief with my treatment.

"who you are, how dare you be rude to my boyfriend"

"silence you, I have no problem with you, but with him" I pointed at Icha with my hand.

"sister Al"

"it is good that you do not forget the memory, of course you do not forget also the treatment of your father to me"

"it's too noisy in here, brother, we're just talking outside"

Icha asked me to come out, I followed her from behind.

so outside I immediately asked Icha to explain everything, why he let his father do such a bad thing to me.

"now explain why you let your father imprison me, you know I'm innocent right?"

"why don't you try to ask me that's all the same Sheila?"

"Sheila ???"

"yes sister already knows that Sheila's brother is in Batam, I'm not asking all the same him?"

"you !!! don't you play games with me anymore?"

Icha touched my cheek trying to tease me, but I rejected her

" sister thinks our introduction happened accidentally, I and Sheila's brother, he's my father's brother's son, now you understand, right?"

"what??"

"yes, sister, I'm not asking Sheila..Yeah I want to have fun inside, I don't want to come?"

Icha again teased me, then passed away and left me alone with a million questions in my head.

"what is this?Sheila and Icha brothers? I have to ask Sheila for an explanation".

I immediately turned around as Icha went inside, but I couldn't find her where,

"where he went, fuck it..."

I grumbled in annoyance, and remembered having to take care of Angga

"People...ahh..where he is.sacred is also invisible, where he took Angga away ..."

my eyes were trying to find the holy and the proud but I couldn't find them both, I remember Angga's car,if he left, the car would have been no soon I ran out and saw Angga's car still parked there...

"Where are you going?"

I rubbed my hair randomly which I deliberately let it fall apart.My mind began to tangle.Other acquisition I want to immediately meet Sheila and ask her to explain a series of events that I experienced with Icha, which turned out to be her brother.

on the other hand I have to find the whereabouts of Angga, because at this time his emotions are unstable even more Now he is in a drunken condition.

"Where are you..."

I went back inside and took a seat and ordered a drink, I just remembered this bartender might know where Angga and the saint went.

I've tried calling holy but my phone is off.

"bang, did you see that drunk guy here? where'd he go?"

"that woman took him with her friend but I didn't notice where they were going"

holy..is he going to betray me, and take advantage of Angga.

thinking suddenly my phone rang a message coming in from the holy.

sorry, so I have a guest, your friend is upstairs in room 15, I left it there because my guest can't wait.5 minutes I'm down

thankfully, the saint did not betray me, and I did not lose Angga. after waiting for the holy finally came.

"sorry yes.." holy grabs the drinking gels I'm holding, his breathing seems disordered, he seems very exhausted.

"why you?" I asked while laughing holy-sad

"hhhhhhhhh, fuck you," holy shoved my shoulder.

"this goddamn guest makes me work harder, it's hard to satisfy, but the money's pretty thick, look"

the saint showed me several hundred pieces of money, hundreds of them,

I feel sorry for him, I'm sure behind this happy smile of his he must have suffered, had to serve many men in one night.

"do you not want to find another job ci.I mean better than this"

"people without an education like me, who would accept me, do whatever odd jobs are enough to support my mother and sister."

holy silent, I saw there was sadness in his eyes.I felt guilty for asking him this.

"let's take me to Angga, please,"

I try to divert the mood.

the saint seemed to nod, then smiled sumringah, trying to tell me that she was happy

after climbing the stairs and walking a few steps, we had arrived in front of the room where the saint left Angga.

on the top floor of this disco there are indeed several rooms that are deliberately rented for visitors who want to hire female entertainers.

holy open the door of the room, seen Angga sleeping on the mattress, this room is quite comfortable to rest, there is a bed next to it there is a table on it there is a phone, and there is a telephone,which can be used to order something and chairs and bathrooms and televisions as a medium of entertainment.

"so with whom you brought Angga here earlier" I looked holy with his small body can not be strong support the weight of the pride.I became curious

"you think.....!!! of course with my guest earlier, I said that he was my neighbor had just been cut off by his girlfriend" chaste then laughed muckily

"essentially....,"

"but tomboy,.... This guy seems to like you, he's your girlfriend ??"

I chose to smile not to answer the sacred question.

"so what's your plan, do you want to stay here or bring it home? "

"i think I'll just stay here tomorrow morning I just got home"

"let me say the same staff under you guys nginap, just don't need to give her data my good friend. tomorrow morning check out the new you take care of the administration okay....have fun, I'll go to work first"

holy passed away while laughing my bawling, I can tell where the mind leads.

after the holy came out I closed the door and took off my leather jacket then took out a blanket and spread it out on the floor then took a pillow and prepared to sleep.

I saw the clock in my hand at 01:47 .

my eyes began to sleep, and I finally fell asleep.

until the morning before I realized someone was hugging me from behind, I was shocked to death when I looked back and Angga's body was behind me,she hugged me so tightly that I had trouble letting go.

"Get your hands off !! "i tried to wriggle out of his hand but in vain he

The goose is too strong

"quiet Lin.let me hold you just for a moment,"

after I calmed down a little, Angga said again

"Lin. You know I love you since we were the same as sitting in high school, that love is still the same lin,I'm really stupid with this love Lin, I can't see any woman other than you. But the truth is the person I love he can't love a man...."

Angga was crying behind my back, I felt sadness in every word

"say Lin, can you teach me how to stop loving you? it hurts Lin.I always imagine we can live happily after marriage, we will have children , three children, I want three children, one girl two boys, I want three children, which woman I want her to be as beautiful as you, but....why do you have to love your neighbor,why am I not in your heart? Lin..my heart hurts so much, can you feel it ?"

Angga was sobbing in his tears, slowly his hands he let go and he sat down, I followed him up and sat down beside him.

"i don't want a heart like this. I don't want to be born with this deficiency, not that I don't want to try, ever,it all just flows, this feeling is not me guiding her, she is choosing her own path, I also want like other women to love only the opposite sex but what my day is, she said,I can't control my heart.you think I'm happy with all this"

Angga was silent to hear every word of my words.This morning it feels like our hearts are just as broken. Angga with the destruction of his feelings of love and me with my destiny my way of life.We are equally silent in silence